Love Armed with Matre?

Friend feels Aksa

“Egoism a nafsi that repeatedly bounces the name is no longer concerned, enough to make friends feel aksa from dekapan.”

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It's peaceful. Okay, don't repeat the mistake that a few weeks went by, long enough also they're mutually bobe well?

“Tik, we do not forbid you have not forgotten Randy, only we do not have the heart if you are sick like this.” Said Elvira, very loudly a little angry.

While Cantika is still spoiled.

Oh yes, want to tell a little if before peace, the girl had fallen ill because she was busy staying up, writing absurd. After recovering from the news that Elvira was hospitalized in the hospital.

Well. Through the bells they were able to reconcile.

“Rin, we buy fruits yoh, use basket too, let him be happy.” Why when voicing the sentence, there is an unpleasant dent felt by Cantika? Stuffy.

Rina seemed to raise her hand, out of her care, the friend felt the action from the eyeball. Fine! The egoism of a nafsi that repeatedly brandishes the name no longer cares, enough to make friends feel the action of a decapitation.

Always telling about the nestapa repeatedly can not move on at all from Randy who already has a new girlfriend.

Until there, it turns out there is a friend of Fatir, Forum Silaturahmi Teens come to visit. A little embarrassed, because the first time wearing the hijab in front of them all.

Elvira who felt the existence of her stubborn best friend, immediately called, but Cantika was still flinching on the spot while Rina had already joined near the female hospital bed.

Nice uh, there's still a lot of love for you. The vibrations are created behind the expression.

“Hei..Tik, why's there. Here.” Call Elvira with enthusiasm.

Fatir's friend is back. Not seeing his whereabouts were waiting for them to leave, but the pulse of a friend could feel there was Cantika there too.

Sick, Rina didn't tell me that the two were going to the hospital.

The woman was hospitalized because of an accident when she wanted to go to prayer, saw there was a lame vehicle and fled, irresponsible.

Well-favoured. That's how it came out of one of Fatir's friends was sensitive to his presence even though he did not join.

Don't wear it again, huh? Many support you if you are veiled gini, beautiful to know! Can be caught through the meaningful gaze of Elvira.

There was a slanted smile on his feel.

See the fruit basket that has been stored by Cantika beside his bed on the nightstand. “You buy where? Luxury once, use kranjang all.” Elvira asked while chuckling, amused.

“Obviously, the most powerful Cantika wants to use, but it was not there, I am happy, eh can bargain for nyari.” Rina informs, a little announce protest as well anyway.

“Haha, can-can tuh.” Elvira chimed in with laughter.

It turned out to be just a feeling of doang, fear of being crushed by the two of them. Wrong, but not speaking words after a long time in each self-centeredness.

So long the chat created that they did not realize it had entered the afternoon, they both said goodbye, before going home, Cantika sent her best friend to the dormitory, the cottage.

Get off the vehicle, there is no greeting bye as usual in doing sometimes there is a jaily laugh from the girl, now just flinching and turning without a sweet word again.

Grumbling in the room, if only it was not too overload in telling the story of twenty-four January to two companions, it was not possible to see them keep their distance.

Very unpleasant, much more heartbroken than Randy saying goodbye or already showing off a new girlfriend, seriously, not lying.

A few days later, a carefree leisurely walk to Elvira's class, but there was a different highlight there, the two of them joined in disregarding her whereabouts with confused gazes mixed in pain.

It turns out that all this time their hospitality in the hospital was limited to maintaining Cantika's feelings, right? Because there's Elvira's parents?

Arg. Seriously, very angry at heart.

Back to class, uh not so deng, better to sit in the canteen while snacking with sambel is quite a lot.

On the other hand, there was Randy who paid attention with worry but did not have free space anymore to reprimand because there was already Rista in the heart. Although to be honest, very nervous has not completely forgotten the ex-lover.

Moreover, seeing the sambel in pour not in the notch, inviting pain in the chest, can not keep a figure that is still in the heart.

Before there was Rista, it was the same. Observing from afar, remains the same, right, does it not help in paying attention so that the girl stops hurting herself by consuming pedis?

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Today I don't know why Randy wanted to meet him. Then sit in the elementary school garden.

“Sorry, El, if all this time I lied my feelings, I still love him.” Frankly Randy.

“Huh..basic! So jan be a guy-plan kek gini, who told you to complain in me? Noh..directly tell the person!” Angry at that woman.

Where might drop the pride to express his true feelings, still affectionate with the fingers of twenty-four January?

“Kan, I have also told you. If dating is not too bad, which makes your parents angry, the value drops anyway. Oh yeah, one thing, I'm mad at your mama why say my best friend matre, huh?! Are you a guy or a sissy?! Why not straighten out his misunderstanding?!” Elvira expressed her frustration from several years in her pendam.

“Sorry.” And, is this all just being said by a Randy?

“Tuh.your boyfriend nyariin. Watch out, if I'm brought in again. Not caught yet?”

Elvira just doesn't want any more misunderstandings in the guy's new boyfriend, wasting time explaining that they're both family.

On the other hand, do not come to school just stay in the room while playing an object that makes him smile scary.

Very broken in life, uncertain as to where the step will go? In addition to standing still in the body has a mental trauma disease, which does not even realize nesting is so serious if not accompanied.

Looking around the house alone never considered there, other than figures, always a plunge of anger, how to be open in the story? If always in prison in the inner pressure through the most cruel words?

Moreover, having the deepest trauma, when sedated by games in HP was fairly expensive during his childhood by one of the om-om, the neighbors are more precise. Cantika lazy further to remember every incident in childhood is fairly gloomy, creating a personality thirst for attention and love from others, especially want to date without a sentence of separation.

After knowing the most gracious figure in the January twenty-fourth portrait, there is no more tranquilizing sentence than to fight inwardly, wounded, crumpled, angry in tears alone in the room. Sometimes struggling while blaming yourself, never managed to bring an achievement.

Mother always boasts three brothers who always buy achievements, especially the youngest, even unmitigated, directly in the purchase of HP in the days of Elementary School. Of jealousy? Evidently. A liverache? Sure do. But, Cantika can be anything but silent by giving a carefree attitude in the absence of inner wounds.

Not only makes the cutter knife as entertainment in calming the mind but motorcycles and headsets.

Okay. Out of the streets from home, even though he had seen Mama giving a look of anger, unmoved by walking out without sin because today is not school anymore.

Stop first at the corner stall, as usual pouring a lot of sambel, just make a heart of relief that will end in the bathroom. It’s okay.

Regarding the article about the mental trauma that Cantika is experiencing, there is no desire to see further than to enjoy the moment so, without direction and monotony does not have the spirit of life.

Thank God, just looking at the cutter knife there is no intention for hand slashes. Because once Elvira told me a person has a mental trauma like her, would definitely go berserk and hurt yourself is a pleasure.

A little slow in enjoying chicken meatball noodles, accompanied by thoughts about Randy and much more.

Especially the sickest is the friend to keep his distance, so long.

In fact, right, the time comes to look has made up, right? Why do we have to be in anger over and over again?

If only you could rely on yourself, without having to rely on PR Mathematics and Physics in Elvira, would not think like this.

Very draining too thought, seriously.

Where else would all the grievances go, if not in the two of them? It is impossible, right, come give a dish nestapa in the multimedia family that will be received full ledge? []