Love Armed with Matre?

Boundaries as Speech?

...“Why make the taste as a stop, stop and then go erratically the right direction home.”...

 

🥇🥇🥇

Directly go to the aunt's house, without changing school clothes, which is no coincidence again there is an event, “sstt, I can squat love my boy friend at school.” Cantika whispered in one of her cousins.

“Cie.contents what the letter is, Can? Can I read ndak?”

“Slightly slow down when talking.” Gemas Cantika's.

Nyesal, why tell me if you get a love letter from a schoolmate to your own cousin who .. “Cantika got the letter aunty hajj from her boyfriend.” His mouth leaked with a screech.

Spontaneous for other families who are busy turning to Cantika with a questionable gaze.

Immediately pull the letter before it is read and put it back in the bag.

Once there was a highlight of disappointment, because his mother did not scold his son other than busy with kitchen activities, just laughed mockingly at his cousin and then stood up to go home to change clothes before the event began.

Not funny, right, in the family event itself has not changed clothes appropriately which certainly does not use school clothes. It will become a trending topic in the family area, a negative topic again. Given that alone, make Cantika careless to be in a toxic chain.

Why not stop or break the chain of hatred? The more mentally a child is broken, without them knowing.

Since childhood, it is never given space to voice opinions, always save yourself and seek attention outside the home one of them by dating. Because that way, Cantika can feel the precious meaning and heard the story without having to fear judgment.

From childhood never felt the meaning of a leader and an older brother at home, making Cantika have to look for all that in a stranger.

Bruntung once in the position of Elvira, the family is still complete, there is still a Father at home and feel what is the meaning of a daughter's first love to his Father.

Sometimes flinching in silence, while imagining having a house that is most proud of being awake without having to feel mental trauma since childhood, while imagining having a home that is most proud of being awake, PTSD that even Cantika herself can not realize but her close friends know it and there is no right opportunity to talk about the inner wounds of childhood girls seem cheerful in certain people only.

After changing clothes, Cantika immediately returned to the house earlier and just pulled away, busy playing with HP. If you talk to be able to create a chat already in make sure no one will listen but will keep their distance.

Let alone to chat, when they see the arrival of the girl just directly avoid by leaving a look of intimidation not to forget the most toxic whispers heard.

Haish, rather than bete himself, better just go home until the event is over, a new meal-eating turn comes again.

After arriving in the room, throw the body on the mattress, while removing the letter was given by Randy through his friends.

There are smiles expanding very wide, happy not to play. Finally can feel the struggle of feeling conveyed as well.

Assalamualaikum, what's the letter?

Deg. The thumping was very fast, surprised there was an incoming SMS from Randy.

Not ready to talk as usual. Because there is a different taste, wrong behavior, that is how can be felt by Cantika at this time.

With the girl's first love letter, it has been seen the progress of their relationship, always exchanging news even though Randy is busy guarding his parents' shop.

Saving the letter and then out of the room, bored also linger besides coming back again because it is definitely finished the show, just come sit down to eat after that go home again for a break.

Lazy restraint in a toxic environment that is very unhealthy, just talking about the ugliness of people without wanting to dictate our goodness.

For while SMS from Randy does not want to be answered first, let the more curious people, still a little revenge because of the rejection was sudden and there is a pleasure in itself also for Cantika.

It was very interesting to talk about the sweet symphony to Elvira, but why for today it feels like heavy eyes, already sleepy who can not wait to pick up the door kapuk.

Later, sometime if you remember will show the contents of the letter impressed funny to his best friend.

Heh. Not later for tomorrow to school, what do Cantika classmates think, when they already know there is a first love letter from Randy?

Guys who have never dated, it can be romantic too? Even very surprised not to play, not according to the mind of Cantika, thought it would be flat, rigid kayak kanebo.

It turns out that thanks to the help of close friends Randy who is experienced in dating can turn the shy character of the man into a romantic. Even though they know they still use intermediaries, at least there has been progress.

In class, they happen to be sitting at the teacher's desk with small talk, suddenly Cantika looked up with one's forehead raised, confused towards Randy and his close friend, and, very quiet in front of class.

What the hell is it? The inner Cantika sounds very kepo.

Randy is forced to defend himself not to enter the classroom. The more confused he is, what is really going on with them? It's strange, since the first love letter of a classmate rada confusing, serious.

Can be vague Cantika see, there is something hidden behind the back of the guy, do not want to be too curious to throw all the thoughts of wanting to know higher by back chatting with his girl friends.

“Quick say, Ran! Buruan ah!” Dyka.

“Tuh, right what Dyka said. Get there samperin directly!” Added Fandy.

“Woi..woi, wait a minute.” It looks like the guy is subtly resisting.

“Eits, no wait-wait! The game you said yes and there is no name resign!” Fandy did not accept.

Randy sniffed very resignedly and walked steadily in the direction where it had been determined by his friends, but the look on his face still held doubts to go there.

After standing in front of Cantika, there was the heartbeat of running a marathon, very cold sweat, gratitude was not clearly visible sweat was front-front of them, they said, if now Randy nervous face again four eyes with the girl who has managed to infiltrate in his heart.

Bereft and silent to each other.

“Quick!” Dyka's speech awakens her second daydream especially Randy.

While Cantika did not know anything they were planning, just put on a stupid look.

Seen Fandy take a flower display on the teacher's desk, “nih.when need to wear this.” Then give a quick to his friend.

“I love you.” That's what Randy said to the girl.

Gawking at what Randy just said, there was a pleasure swimming in Cantika's heart and followed by a smile on his face.

I could not speak other than smiling widely.

Then broken that hope when .. “dia just joking, because we again play honestly brani.” Shouted one of his friends, the tone seemed mocking.

Crushed melting.

As much as possible to hold back the tears that almost slid free from where he was, quickly defended the crowd of friends and then held the bag violently, out of the classroom with a broken feeling.

Instead of stopping to apologize, just before Cantika left the classroom with heavy steps mixed up, Randy just stared in place.

“Sorry.” Randy's fizzling was very slow, almost inaudible to classmates.

Confused to do what other than sculpt on the spot?

Seeing the departure of Cantika left a regret in the inner man himself, why not brani to immediately come to apologize?

On the other hand, when it reached the parking lot on the way home there were tears that had fallen behind the riben helmet glass. Be ill. Means so far the limit as a speech in echoing the taste?

Heh. Throwing a very rough breath on the motorbike, it was wrong to put a long despair behind the first love letter from Randy, it was just a joke.

Ok, fine, it's a fun-calling game but why is there such a deep sense of disappointment, imprinting deep into the heart that it's hard to forgive Randy?

What was seen from Cantika's eyeballs was that there was seriousness not as the fun behind the game being played by them.

Need a storymate to vent the wound who does not know how many times Randy offered?

If you immediately run bitter to Elvira, will listen to many questions that are not ready to be answered Cantika. Because all you need right now is one, a hug and a storytelling place. []