Love Armed with Matre?

Him or Me?

... “Do not make others as self-entertainers and unknowingly leave peri.”...

 

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To school with a feeling of pleasure, yesterday had felt an unexpected closeness since the arrival of Dito who was willing to teach precisely the swing of the steps of the man also came to the Cantika table, followed by teaching him.

Unlike yesterday-yesterday, just giving a flat, indifferent and foreign attitude. Now it looks different, throw a friendly smile even though it is not like before, a romantic chat, because there is a heart that is guarded by Randy.

Hm. Naturally, not angry and not pushy too, really. Origin, already know the contents of the heart of the ex-lover is still an old name, but still angry why make others as a entertainer himself anyway.

“Why the hell, Randy did not ask to return it to you, let you later date secretly from his mother?” Elvira chirped, very protesting.

Cantika just flinch unresponsive, other than there are vibrations created in the heart.

It is also impossible, right, when Elvira already knows their relationship, requires the return by twenty-four January? While knowing himself, his best friend was labeled a matre girl by him. It was too big of a wall to restore that romance.

“Again, Cantika.” Waking up from the daydream.

Why is it so happy to daydream in class even stairs.

Unknowingly there is a whir of longing in the heart, when their eyeballs meet even if only a glance, enough relief nestapa so far preserved.

Oh, that's right, why it's now beaming every time Randy throws a smile, it's done with twenty-eight december. Well.that's pretty shocking, isn't it? Only the relationship is temporary.

Heh. What else to do, if not based on love. Better just dissolve the feeling, right? Rather than survive the wound.

“Can, earlier Elvira delivered a message, if the first break comes pick up in her class.” Said Randy.

Which was only countered by a small nod by Cantika.

Ok. Fine, his own friend who is not the ex of Randy, is still upset why dating again after making out does not want to date unless focused on learning, improving the values was bad.

Given that, it is enough to invite a lazy sleigh from Cantika is currently busy with HP while waiting for the teacher to come by.

If you want to say anger and love, there, only the girl can do anything but quietly enjoy an unexpected moment on the throw Randy suddenly, right.

The first hour of rest,

“Tik, why the hell are you willing to play with him, huh?! Request a cake explanation there!” Ketus Elvira suddenly.

“Aaan anyway?” Reply Cantika with rarity.

“Tuh..why is DP BBM Randy in a truss, huh?! What do you mean try, if not want to play you!” Resenting.

It just so happens that there is cellular data that can make him check the status of BBM on HP. Ah, that's right, always replace the BBM DP with Rista's face.

Like making a nafsi an entertainer after that without realizing it, there is a pain in the heart. Seriously, it is very painful to hold a rumble in the chest alone, seeing intimacy despite the limits of DP BBM is quite jealous.

“Why silence, anyway?!” Elvira shook her shoulders in annoyance.

“Ah, it’s okay.” Sahut Cantika, with different intonation.

As soon as it sounded bitter, resisting the crying.

He or I, that's what has been typed through the new status column will be published via facebook, but it is canceled because given Randy's overly pessimistic attitude, he said, which will never end in class.

“Already. Forget it, there are still a lot of guys besides Randy. Well, of course much more sincere than he who likes to play with the feelings of girls people.” Elvira.

Who already knew the meaning of the expression was displayed so clearly in Elvira's eyes even without the slightest explanation.

Forgetit. One sentence is most easily uttered by someone but not for the hearts that have not been twenty from the past is still playing around in the heart and mind.

Even dating a stranger does not guarantee forgetting Randy, it is increasingly torturing the mind, continuing to speak through old memoirs that accidentally come to mind.

“El, but, why the hell are they all thinking that I'm in a hijab because of her, huh?!” Annoyed Cantika suddenly.

“Hm. What's wrong with thinking, Tik? They are free to comment but cannot hear our hearts, right? Only God knows the intention, not man. Just leave kali.”

Honestly, again reminded again the problem of the younger class who learned to equate the style of speech like Randy, quite self-harming, serious, because it already has mental trauma that can not be controlled.

“What does this all have to do with my illness in the article?” Sahut Cantika's.

“Tik, no matter how you and what diseases you have, as long as you can get good friends and remind, why should you be afraid of isolation try? Now, look at me, am I bored and tired of your attitude that is influenced by your mental trauma? No, Honey. Only they do not understand and will not care about your mental condition, only know to drop doang.” Elvira Urai.

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And, funny is a little selfish, wanting to be the center of Randy's attention completely while knowing that no longer alone, there is a heart being met every time the break.

It feels very angry, if you have not seen the guy back in class, the purpose of teaching the study of majors.

Instead of getting bored in class, better out sitting in front of the class, lasehan while listening to music in the buddy candy crush, a favorite game since berbestapa know twenty-four January pampit.

“KAK CANTIKA!” Excited one of his underclassmen who were indeed their classes next to each other.

There are only two multimedia classes, adjacent to the cafeteria and laboratory, the other class is in the other section.

Just looking at the source of the voice with a flat look at the girl's, always so, that made them in school respond as the most judes, ignorant and gluttonous person.

The attitude created after feeling the real canticles have packed will not be back again. Because, the first time to feel the meaning of being appreciated, considered to exist, means only Randy.

Even though at home never get physical violence, but know the house person is the main trigger in creating a mental trauma until this moment has not recovered. And, never get the slightest appreciation of the effort that has been given by Cantika.

“Kak, the Rista is jealous that Sister Randy is close to her sister.” Said his classmate.

Spontaneous there is a very unacceptable momentum coming from the heart of Cantika. Angrier.

“Dih, why do you blame brother anyway?! Noh..angry Randy there, why always give attention to brother?” Directly spray protest.

Ok. Although there is anger the other side is so happy to know that his girlfriend Randy is very jealous. Means, fear of loss and limited to make as a champion.

But, it is still a question why stay in the wound, which is indeed no Rista in the heart?

“Oh, so well, brother? I went back to class first.”

Just conveying the jealousy of Rista's after that back to class? Basic.only diggers information and delivers messages of no benefit at all.

Must have told that class sister again. Huh, stupid is so. What is clear is not Cantika who began to create that closeness but Randy himself. And, right to be angry and blame the guy.

“Can..”

“Hm.” Just reply with a doang dehemence.

Already know, can feel the arrival of the boy through the tail of the eye. Now it has changed seats, on the front desk of the class, waiting for the teacher to come.

Feeling the existence of the guy getting closer, already sitting next to him, without Cantika's approval. I don't mind at all, if there's that guy. In the direction of more happy let alone know that his jealous lover knows their closeness all this time through unprofitable intel which is none other than Vhivi.

“Sound what music?” Said Randy.

Please, don't race shameless dong, gasping breath trying to control the heartbeat.

Glancing fiercely, “kepo!” Then reply with a taut tone.

Not angry or gone, Randy just chuckles amusedly at the behavior of the girl.

“Kan, just ask how, again PMS?” Randy's Crap.

Very close the more to make the beats in the chest race marathon, please do not make a re-baper after showing off the intimacy through the walls of cyberspace.

Loh, where else is a labil guy. Cantika was only dumbfounded for a while and returned to his previous routine.

“Kak!” Vhivi.

Why else kid?! Grumpy the girl inwardly.

“Kak, where's Brother Randy?”

Just retaliating by shrugging both shoulders, not knowing. Though it was clearly memsamani while chatting briefly. Lazy alone is more precisely in pemubris question level labeled sister intel belongs to Rista.

“Lah, that feeling I heard her voice from inside the class.” Vhivi.

Still the same, silent, not serving at all, just a glance doang and back busy with his HP.

“Tadi Rista nyariin Brother Randy, so I came here. It turns out there is no.” Again, chirping with the ruckus.

There was one eyebrow raised, confused. And, what the hell is it, huh. Why are you trying to find Randy in that girl?

The truth is very sad if the talk about old memoirs that hurt the mind enough, the heart is also given hope that turns out to be the limit of friends doang from Randy.

Once there choose him or me who was wrapped up in the anxiety of Cantika's heart, to quickly get to the guy, the other side is not necessary because it is already comfortable by the unexpected sweet attention given by ex-lovers. []