Love Armed with Matre?

That wish...

“Discussing about jannah scents, there is a guide who wears a sweet juntai without attracting the attention of former lovers, misunderstand again?”

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Cantika has long been waiting for the day where sitting jannah talk, liqo with friends who did introduce the full scope of calm.

Unfortunately, not all da'wah cirlce have a broad heart and it turns out to hold a grudge, stamped very clearly through the eyeballs of one of the men staring cynically, do not know where the wrong place of the girl.

“El, why people?! His eyes pen I plug deh, free to learn religion but no akhlaq.” Never Cantika directly spray protest when finished coming home from the study.

“Sama, wonder also the same him, why can there be people like that?” Even Elvira was confused.

While waiting for the arrival of his best friend pick up, play around a little with the memoir door from Randy, can you?

Okay. At that time Cantika saw the seat in front of the classroom window, then at the thrust of the plane made by Randy, there was a shy smile there.

“Honey open well? Trus read now.” Randy said with a shy blush.

Once there was confusion on the girl's face, what did the lover mean? But, without waiting for a long time to open.

On the right wing for 24 and left wing by :haver make Cantika smile shyly. Already opened the whole paper, below there is an open n read, “nah, now darling read aloud, let me hear.” Randy.

“I like you.” Very loud to say the sentence in the paper offered by Randy. There was a rumble in the chest, as he held out those words which immediately returned a smile from the man.

“But, now don't like it anymore but I love you. Love you Darling.” Timpal Randy while gently shuffling his lover's hair.

Thats enough. Closing back the doors of the past and wearing socks, because Elvira has arrived.

“How was your shipment last night?” Cantika opened the chat.

“Not all eh, only three verses that I memorize, if you?”

“Not at all.” The sinless grin on the girl's show, quite an upset invite from Elvira.

Although not only in lazy school, but in halaqoh also the same. Hah, as much as possible bring his friend closer to jannah, do not want to force but the middleman to invite a guidance.

Seeing Cantika's interest in halaqoh does not cover the possibility of pulling further until she sees him someday wearing a hijab, insyaallah.

Also, it can be in terms of forgetting the figure of a guy who is constantly the subject of the story every time the two gather both of them well eat, walk around the center using a motorbike.

Well, if you are already in halaqoh, there is only a discussion, “ih, Elvira cheated, why has my quran memorization made no progress?” Snag, because it's been more in the race by his best friend.

“Haha, who told you to play HP trus. Already said let's both memorize, ndak want.” Precisely in the ledek is not the play of Elvira.

No, the anger will not be shown other than jealousy and craving is far from the steps of your own friends, the recitation of the Quran can be maintained.

“So, when do you want to wear hijab to school?” Elvira suddenly asked.

“Aih, not yet? You know for yourself anyway, if sometimes loose-use, trus I'm happy to use fitting there is a study like this.” Cantika replied with a small ruckus.

Actually there has been a decision, but not ready to announce to his own friends.

A few weeks passed ..

The afternoon wind blew a despair behind the desire and the talk of friends a few weeks ago about when to wear hijab.

“Ma, can wear hijab to school?” Said Cantika, excitedly.

Honestly, when uttering the sentence, there are segments of haru in the Cantika deckap, desperate.

There are doubts from the mother. Little, not convincing ananda can wear hijab is not just fashion but it is right from his own heart, not coercion.

He was breathing tired, “maybe anyway, but, back to you. Want to wear and do not take off wear, can?” He said with confidence.

Mama never forbid or coerce just as girls are already back outside, just remind and when ready to be better. Likewise with wearing a hijab, there is no compulsion at all that always makes friends jealous, can be from ourselves and family encouragement in migrating. Elvira herself in the house has been confirmed to wear a hijab, already from childhood too.

Hm, true also what Mama said, requires from the heart to wear a hijab, not because of following along. But, that desire why can not be challenged firmly from the mouth of Cantika? That indeed want to veil is not a trend or forced.

You know, still not consistent in taking steps in life, always depend on the opinions of others including in Elvira itself. Therefore, it requires a fingers sincere and friendly in embracing when nafsi loses its purpose again.

Happy, okay can not avoid if there is a warm feeling radiating throughout the body if you look at the face in the mirror wearing a volume.

Thanks well El, because it has invited njai and played to the store and buy hijab, muttered Cantika inwardly.

Very enthusiastic when accompanying Elvira shopping for a new hijab, the girl's hand while stroking with a slanted smile mixed worried, whether it can and can not be off-load to school?

Tomorrow, my bismillah wears hijab to school even though there is still doubt in the heart, still do not take it off. Also her former appearance was wearing a skirt under the tulut now under the soles of the feet and had already bought a new uniform, long sleeves.

“Tik!” Elvira.

They met in the parking lot, then scattered very astonished mixed happy to see Cantika today wearing a hijab to school.

“Eh, have you arrived yet?” Precisely greeted with a confused face from Cantika.

On the other hand, very nervous. First time wearing hijab and best friend the first person to see it. Then there was a small nod from Cantika,

“Ah, right? Surely, do not take off pake?” Elvira was in disbelief.

Please, whose name is a friend must embrace, right? Why should there be a sentence of despair in maintaining the jambang jilbab?

 

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Not long ago wearing the hijab, it was coming off again.

A little short-sighted because they see very disturbing Cantika routine, what is wrong anyway, to make nafsi take off again.

Foolishly very, no matter what the talk of those who saw him loose again. They're not gods.

Slowly try again, why something is wrong, always restless. She has been wearing the hijab again to school.

“Basic..play hijab once!” Yahya sneered blatantly.

If Cantika ladenin could, it might have been fighting and fighting again in the school area. Just lazy to rub those godless mouths, why spend time serving the unfortunate, huh?!

Again in the learning process, it requires being guided not just on the pedis lips. Why anyway?

El, Cantika is beautiful if she wears a hijab. And I hope he never leaves.

“Ah, why the hell did Randy's sentence appear again?!” Ketus Cantika, on the way home on the bike.

Back on the school stage, “while there was liqo kah?” Cantika asked excitedly.

“It doesn't exist, Tik. Cie.the spirit of njai! Going back to school to the dress shop? Search hijab couple?”

“Sorry, about the past few weeks about my hijab?” Getir Cantika's.

For this want itself first, later new to the clothing store, want to organize the heart is injured because of the talk of pedis those who do not know Cantika anymore learn, not toying with an obligation as a Muslimah.

“The name is human, not perfect, it is natural there is wrong. As long as there is a willingness to learn from that mistake.”

Elvira herself knows exactly that her best friend is still not too solid soul to wear a hijab, right? Ok, fine, there is an inexplicable pleasure to the mouths they will not be able to understand the contents of our heads, because indeed all humans are free in opinion, right?

However, this time it is very outrageous, let alone the culprit looking for things, the sensation in school, Yahya, reasonable and not surprised to hear the mouth of humanity.

Oh right too, there is one person who is surprised to mix happy, “Cantika?! When do you wear a hijab? I just saw, beautiful loh.” Lina, instantly praised.

It was the first time Cantika wore a headscarf and went home from school to play games at her best friend's cottage, not going to school because of stomach pain, usually PMS.

Now, don't know where to explain their misunderstanding?

Heh. Throwing a rough breath, has widened the breadth of a hoax story, which even loosely wears a headscarf in Cantika's head not because looking for attention in order to be able to reciprocate with the former.

“What the hell?! It is not clear to be human! Toxic sampee.” Gusar Cantika himself.

Unknowingly slamming the door of the room while feeling the roar of breath racing very fast than usual, dizziness and anger ready to explode. However, trying to hold back the emotions had already erupted in the chest.

Seeing a cutter knife on the study table, why the spotlight was filled with psychopaths. Wanted a hand, seriously.

“Can?” Mother's call, can save the girl from the slivers of hands using sharp objects that just in the lyrics, very sharp horror mixed alone in the room.

“Yeah, Ma?” Open the room door.

“Buy kale vegetable first in the market is equally know, you are most happy to eat tofu same vegetable anyway? Hm, quick, here's the money.”

Again, the mind floated and a little blankly mixed into thin grinning laughter as it headed to the market.

The article about PTSD given by Elvira a few months ago, reminded nafsi, is it in a bad phase and needs the assistance of a person at home?

Shaken, just staring at the direction of the road blankly. Plus the bodies feel crumbled, but do nothing. []