Love and Secret Identity

Deteriorated

The memory of Fiyah and Fatih's memories seemed to be twisted back

"Master please take care of your sight!" pinta is a beautiful girl who sits next to each other on a bus in Cairo

"What's wrong if I want to see beauty?" the handsome guy's tombal

"The man who is moral must know the rules" explained Fiyah

"I'm not that shy, but if I'm allowed I want to be a part of the woman who stole my heart"

"I want a man that Sholeh is not someone armed with only seduction. Master from now on please stay away from me we are so different, I love my religion more than anything in this world!"

"I'll prove it!"

"Don't be a fool sir, just because a lady master behaves like this"

"Wouldn't everyone be stupid to fall in love?

"Not all masters, good men still use logic despite falling in love, they can still think about status, self-esteem and ego" obviously Fiyah who was fed up because of Thanit's behavior was the man who always followed her

"Sometimes you will find that smiling when you remember someone you love is not stupid! if it's stupidity that means we're the same, only that level of stupidity sets us apart"

"I'll make sure I don't have that day, where my heart is enslaved by the foolishness of love!" fiyah explained

"I hope your words can be held by the lady. But don't blame me if someday you want me but fate separates us. Please think about my good intentions, miss"

"When you see me being happy for someone else, remember I gave you a chance and you wasted it, but it's not entirely the pain of losing miss, what if my heart could steal and the fate of death would separate us, wouldn't that be a painful torture? so I hope to think once again of my good intentions, miss?"

"You may come to see my parents but on condition that you can memorize every page of my religious scripture and understand every meaning thereof. And remember this sir, I have never forced you to follow my beliefs that I want you to be able to memorize and understand every meaning if you can, then I will accept you as my priest" clearly Fiyah intended to reject subtly but unexpectedly Thanit a very intelligent man even he was more interested in Islam and embraced the belief of the woman he loved it because of admiration for Allah SWT not above the love of his people.

...***Fiyah Sadness***...

While in his room Fiyah was unable to stem his tears, the tightness of his chest made it difficult to breathe.

"Why God, why do abi and umi have the heart for me, they are the people I trust the most in this World but why they can betray my trust. Am I wrong if this heart doesn't want to accept another man?"

"I cannot, O God, I know you will not give trials beyond the limits of your servant. Oh God I was sick so sick it was like pain when Fatih left me"

Now Fiyah was like a person who lost her mind, disheveled hair and a puffy face. The beautiful girl could not help her sadness of wanting to scream as loudly as possible but that would not happen to a woman who still had faith, she was only able to endure the pain with occasional sobs.

"So I haven't been able to forget Fatih it's very hard for me to forget, I don't know what happened to my heart but I fell in love with him when he came to propose to me and I asked him for very heavy conditions to make him speechless but with a sweet smile and wise words he was able to making me slap, it turns out that underestimating someone is the worst behavior. I admit I underestimated the man a lot but things turned around to me now I'm crazy for his love but death separates us"

"I look forward to the day when I will be edited by a man of extraordinary personality, I was attracted to him not because of his handsome face but because he was the only man who could thrill this soul when the holy verse he read because of my ignorance he knew nothing about Islam but I'm wrong he knows everything more than I know"

"When the wedding dress I wore it felt like I was the happiest woman in the world but the news made my body weak it felt like these bones were no longer able to support the body as soon as my gaze turned dark but the disbelief of someone saying that Fatih my future husband has not made me want to prove it. I'm trying to get this leg across to him one last time. When I arrived at the hospital, somehow this feeling was unbearable, it made my soul sicker and it turned out to be true that someone who was almost my priest had now laid lifeless in tears it's getting more and more flowing, I approached the man who had promised me a paradise that we would later go together in building a household"

"Muhammad Al Fatih is a beautiful name. What is your promise, wake up and open your eyes you said would make me the happiest woman in the world! Fatih wakes up tell them to be quiet don't cry like this, tell your family who will later become my family too that you're fine Fatih said!"

"You're a bad man! all women are very happy on their wedding day but why don't I?"

"Why? answer Fatih!" fiyah shouted like a person losing their mind

"Why did you replace this happy smile with deep crying and pain?" fiyah's crying became more and more

Since then, my world has not been okay.

The memory of the time was twisted back to make Fiyah worse, the beautiful girl who now looks messy is now unconscious again she began to sleep with her face ashennya.

Outside the Umi and her ashes were very worried

...***At the dinner table***...

"Fiyah" said Umi Salma when she saw her daughter coming and sitting together after Fiyah cleaned herself to remove a trace of deep sadness on her face even though her heart was still very sore.

"Get me baby?" persuade Umi Salma to scoop rice and side dishes for Fiyah

"Fiyah Abi and Umi apologize for not telling Fiyah if today is going to be an engagement and as soon as possible the wedding, it's for your good dear because Abi doesn't want to see you continue to dissolve in the past. This life revolves Abi please do not give your heart to someone who has not been in this World" pinta kyai Husein

"I'm okay Abi, it's been free to apologize or ask my approval, my future is up to Abi and Umi only" the beautiful girl's answer made both parents happy and slapped

"Fiyah was angry at Abi and Umi?" ask umi Salma

"I don't have the courage to be angry with my parents, is it worth me to yell at umi and abi? I know the limits of umi"

"I do not want to be a child who is disobedient because it is against your wishes therefore it is up to umi and abi only. But not only a child who has made mistakes but parents can also make mistakes" explained Fiyah who seemed to remind her that the decisions of her two masters hurt her very much.

"I will obey all the wishes of Abi and Umi so there is no need to worry about me" explained Fiyah who made her parents silent because the gaze of their daughter was the same as when she lost the person she loved.

"Everything in this world is a duty should not feel owned" continued Fiyah who knew the thoughts of her parents before she was advised as it was Fiyah first issued the words.

"Let's know you're an intelligent child in religious science so Abi thinks advising yourself is more influential than Abi's words" said Kyai Husein who now feels guilty but feels he has done the most appropriate thing for his daughter

"Hopefully from now on Fiyah will accept Adam" pinta umi Salma who received a nod of the head by Fiyah although her heart is not currently accepted but what is wrong in making her parents happy because if she refused then the person who is sad is not only her but the second his parents and including Adam and his family.

...***At residence kyai Thoriq***...

The handsome man was staring at the screen of his phone

"Why Fiyah didn't contact me, at least she was angry and even nagged me that I would be very happy, it's a sign that she had admired my existence" Adam murmured

He wanted to type his thoughts towards Fiyah but what was his courage as if lost when before he was a man who was blatant about his feelings.