Love and Secret Identity

The past is hard to forget

If fate brings me first to death, I want to come to you in a beautiful state because of my morals. And if I am destined to be with someone I want your choice, O God, give me guidance in every bow.

I want him to love you more than anything.

I want him to wait for every moment to bow down to you.

I want him who when he is sad just to complain to you.

I want him to be the one who opiates obedience.

If loving someone keeps me away from you, please save me, God.

Scratches by scratches stringing beautiful sentences, that is what is done by a young lecturer who is beautiful but with the demands of the situation in this country, she is a girl who is very old enough for a marriage.

Huzafiyah the simple sweet girl daughter of Kyai Husein who is now 28 years old made her mumi and her ashes very worried even though they were covered up, but which parents are not restless if their only daughter always gets gossip, is very old but has not yet got an escort.

Although their daughter is the most beautiful gift in their lives but like a burden to the neighbors. Somehow, even though Huzafiyah was a good and intelligent girl, her very polite attitude was never heard cheap gossip about her.

But because of the incident he still closed his heart, his attitude increasingly cold not want to accept applications from anyone even though his peers have almost all married and have children, for him marriage is the longest comfort and worship, the longest, if it is not the desire of the heart for what compels it.

The beautiful woman knows that compulsion sometimes bears sweet fruit, but it does not guarantee that she will get the sweetness of that compulsion as well. Therefore he does not want to force himself because the soul mate comes at the right time not at a fast time.

***In the Pesantren Mosque***

"Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh Kyai Husein, long time no more young my friend, MasyayAllah" said Kyai Thoriq who approached after finishing congregational prayers made Kyai Husein very happy with the arrival of his best friend who came without telling him first.

"Waalaikumsalam warahmatullahi wabarakatuh o Allah, why not tell in advance kyai, at least I can welcome the arrival of kyai" hugged his friend tightly

"No need to bother me here just want to be happy if I tell you it will be a scene later like the first time I came here. All the santri would line up along the entrance road welcoming my arrival and there was no table empty by the dishes and it was very troublesome for the people here" they laughed considering those times

"No trouble at all, I'm very happy the arrival of the great scholar here"

"I just share the knowledge that we used to share together, wandering in the difficult country happy together"

Arriving at the residence of Kyai Hussein the dish has been presented neatly on the table of the living room, because since earlier Umi Salma was busy preparing it after one of his students came to give information if there were guests who came.

"Please sit down kyai" very politely

"It doesn't need to be like this" said Kyai Thoriq because seeing his best friend was very enthusiastic to welcome his arrival

"Kyai Thoriq is my senior so it's natural to respect kyai"

"Actually I came here to establish a closer relationship, wanting to propose your daughter to Adam" he said without further ado

Kyai Husen draws and exhales heavily

"I'm very happy to hear this, but as parents we have to accept my daughter's opinion and decision. Kyai knew clearly how Fiyah was currently doing"

"I know, I know very well that Arifin's ustad told you everything, and then when did you let your daughter close herself off?"

"I always wish my daughter all the best, and the Doctor says we can't force her now and can only support her decision"

"I'll tell Adam whatever your daughter's decision is, I hope she can accept it"

"He's kyai, but your son is three years younger than my daughter is he the one who wants this matchmaking without any coercion from you?" kyai Husein only wants her daughter to be loved without coercion

"You know for yourself how Adam admired your daughter so much. Since long ago he really wanted to edit Fiyah but I was in the way because he was very young not enough knowledge for a marriage, and condition him that if he finishes his S2 in Morocco then your daughter will I apply for him. She is a good and very devoted child, your daughter InshaAllah will be very dear and loved. Your daughter is so admired that even Fiyah is the only woman Adam has in mind other than uminya. When he went to college, what he always asked was the health of your daughter, his feelings were devastated when he heard that Fiyah was getting married, but because of the faith that fortified Adam remained strong through all his activities and it was only the first time I as a father saw my son cry. But fate says something else happened and turned things around, now your wounded daughter. I hope Adam can be the antidote to that wound" Kyai Thoriq said

"God willing, I will try and really want to see my daughter's sweet smile like before"