Love and Secret Identity
A bitter wait
"How can I answer someone's question about who I am and how I am, if I am not able to recognize myself. Not even able to control my anger!"
"Aaaaaaaaaaa" cried Adam venting his anger
"I thought I'd shed tears when I officially approved of you, but these tears fell because you let me down!" adam's cry turned into a weak man. Which heart is not disappointed wait all this time in vain.
"Dam is patient" said Bilal who is currently at Hamzah's house
"Istighfar Dam remembers Allah, forward logic is no longer about love that makes you blind so that you can not control lust" Usman made his friend aware
"Hopefully I will have a faithful woman, unchanged from beginning to end" said Bilal, who received sharp glances from Usman and Hamzah.
"Paddles can never stop the rain, but umbrellas can protect us from wetness. Patience does not promise us victory, but patience will strengthen us to face every test" the wise words of Bilal who felt guilty for his previous words.
"Dam, forget about Fiyah and start opening your heart to other women" Usman said, with Adam only covering his face with both hands.
"My love was very sincere to Huzafiyah, eight years I admired her and never once glanced at another woman. He promised to learn to love me, but what I got was a lie. I know that the source of disappointment is a heart that is very hopeful to humans. But since this blind love still wished him, I thought I could have Fiyah completely with my efforts and prayers, but I forgot there was still a destiny waiting" Adam said
"Eight years I've been lost in my world and believe that Fiyah will definitely be mine. I have so much respect and love for her that I can't even look directly at her, but today I even dare to insult the woman I've always admired. I don't understand what's happening to me right now!" adam said with tears in his eyes because he regretted his actions and Bilal hugged his friend
"A man who understands religion will never scold a woman even if his mistakes are unforgivable, but he will advise with gentleness. I know that, but I can't control this disappointment!" clearly Adam
"Even if Fiyah is forced to love me, I'm very happy if she's with me. Forgetting it from my life, I can't!"
"Adam, this isn't love but obsession. If you really love Fiyah then you will be happy when you see her happy with her life now" Usman advised
"I know it's like an obsession in your eyes but I don't know how bitter it is to hope for someone, I was wrong for being so hopeful. It hurts so much, I can't stand it anymore. If what I'm feeling right now you can feel it, I'll make sure you're more fragile than me. I held on and relented, but still I was the one who hurt the most, he didn't even appreciate me at all. If at that time Fiyah was honest and contacted me, I accepted even though she was not holy anymore, but she kept this a secret and said only to the misunderstanding that happened between her and the man. Stupid, she is a very stupid girl. My love for him is huge but he still doubts it and chooses others. Even if it becomes trash, I will pick it up and clean it up to become the most precious diamond in the world! the heart of a faithful man
While his three best friends are currently just silent and seemed to feel the disappointment experienced by the handsome man.
"I was like a shadow to him wherever I followed him, but he never realized my existence. Because his gaze was only on the light while I was just a black shadow"
"Is it hard to accept me?" Adam, who has been in the woes for eight years, has now come to an end.
"I love her so much!"
"Astaghfirullah, O Allah, this is a rebuke to me for loving someone more than my love for you, so the pain of disappointment is painful. Please remove himself from my heart and mind, God, I cannot keep going like this" Adam said
"Patience Dam" Hamzah who could no longer endure his sadness saw the near-perfect friend in his eyes sobbing. It was as if the title of authoritative and cold man had now disappeared from Adam.
"Cry overflow all your sorrows today Dam, and tomorrow begin a new chapter in life. Because not always sadness will reign in the heart there is still happiness waiting for its turn!" bilal
...***At Umi Salma residence***...
"Why is your face so missy?" vernon asked his wife
"I just remember Abi" Fiyah lied
"I'm sorry God for lying to my husband, but I'm afraid he feels guilty if I tell him the truth. While this is my destiny that no one can change" Inner Fiyah
"Please baby, I promise I won't make you shed tears. If that day comes when I become someone you do not recognize then remind me of my promise today, but never once do you intend to leave me." Adam is clear
"I'm sorry for forcing you into your life, but I'm sure you'll be very grateful one day for having me!" said Vernon who received a shady look from Fiyah and painted a smile on the lips of the beautiful woman
"I look forward to this day, the day that I get a sincere look and smile from you, the only woman who is able to weaken me" said Vernon
"I also apologize, because I have treated you disrespectfully. I was so screwed up and couldn't think clearly, I promised to be a dutiful wife" said Fiyah, who made Vernon very happy.
