Love Aksara

63. Want to Change

"Don't dodge Tian!" Ressa's hiss was fierce with both eyeballs almost popping out.

"So dear, there's no more babies in Audrey's stomach. He dropped it without my knowledge." Obviously Tian finally, when he was lazy to discuss anything other than about their hot bed.

"Do you want to be responsible?"

Tian nodded lazily. "Yes, I've offered to marry her. But Audrey refused to drop it without me knowing." He was afraid that his bar-bar wife was raging again.

"Before inviting me to marry so have you asked Audrey to get married?" Ressa asked again, and again Tian agreed with a nod.

"I'm sorry Sa, I just want to take responsibility for what I've done" said Tian, hoping that Ressa would understand his position as a man.

Ressa raised next to an eyebrow then laughed sinisterly. "Ngapain's sorry, I know my position is Tian. In the end I will be eliminated by your side because of another woman. I've prepared myself for that."

"Darling, no one will be able to get rid of you here," Tian took Ressa's hand, putting that palm onto her chest. "I will be yours forever."

The pregnant woman shook her head slowly, "let's life as simple as that Tian. When Audrey finds out you're marrying me, she'll definitely take you in the soap operas. Not to mention your other bed partners." Ressa said while laughing amusedly, imagining a very silly soap opera scene.

Tian felt an uneasy air from the laughter that Ressa let out. He was not amused, but horrified. The laughter was filled with disappointment.

"You mostly watch soap operas, Honey. Sleep, don't think of anything weird. None of that will happen."

The man looked at his wife gently, sticking his cheeks as usual. "I want to change, baby. Can you help me not to remind me of all my sins again. I'm ashamed to remember who I am, even I've ruined you. Look at me, God is still closing my disgrace, the employees are still staring respectfully at me when I am not a good person. In fact, God is too kind to give you to me. If God only shuts my disgrace away, then I have to close it too, right?"

Ressa gave a small nod, realizing her mistake was too jealous of Tian. "I'm sorry I always bring it up."

"It's not your fault, it's only natural that you question everything about me. I'm an imperfect man, honey. Long before this I was just a cowardly loser who lived just to squander money and find fun."

Tian's wife was stunned, what's wrong she always brought up her husband. Ressa is just too scared that Tian is back in her hobby.

"Whatever bad I am, I do not want to let you go, even though you have regretted standing by me. I'm gonna do everything I can to change, Honey." Tian continued while propping his chin on Ressa's head.

"I'm just too scared, Tian. Fear of all the treatment I got was only temporary and ended up being a bitter memory. I'm afraid you're leaving me, because there are more perfect women out there than I am. I'm scared" said Ressa softly.

Tian cupped his wife's cheeks. Stare in the shade. "I can't promise you, baby, I can only prove it, right? I will prove it and will not disappoint you and our son. There's nothing you need to fear anymore. I'm yours, forever."

"Can I trust your words, Tian. I'm not a brother who likes to be loved by the seduction of dreadlocks then left just right again unfortunately."

"Help me prove it yes." Tian kissed Ressa's forehead a long time ago, then took her to bed. If it continues to be left, the discussion can run anywhere. They may not sleep all night.