Love Aksara

21. Alienated

"Dad told you where we want a marriage contract?" Tian asked, after accompanying Audrey to lunch he returned to the room calling Ressa.

Ressa shook her head slowly while bowing her head.

"You're jealous of Audrey?" Guess Tian, Ressa won't look him in the eye. Since entering the room, he has not spoken anything.

"We don't have to get married" Ressa said. His net continued to avoid Tian's gaze.

"Why did you suddenly change your mind again, hm?" Tian got up walking to the back of Ressa, hugging her from behind.

"I can't Tian yet, not ready for a broken heart. Seeing you with another woman is painful. I won't hold anything accountable from you, because that's what I want. We've lost everything that's happened between us."

"Let me time, I told Audrey to end it all."

Ressa shook her head, "no need. You continue what is between you. Miss this sudden wedding, I'll tell you about it later."

"You don't want to help me escape this dark world. I need you Ressa, just you."

"I can't be like you, Tian."

Tian sighed heavily, releasing his embrace. He was disappointed with Ressa's stability.

"Well, if that's what you want, I can't mean it. You can continue working" he said coldly.

Ressa nodded, exiting the Tian room. He could feel Tian's expression change turning cold.

***

"Whether you're still coming home, don't be ashamed!" Reading Rina, Ressa massaged her throbbing temple. After a short conversation with Tian last afternoon. He told his father that he was not married.

"Don't be too hard with your own child, later regret." Amrin.

There was pain that touched Ressa's heart, but she was still trying to smile. "I'm sorry, ma'am, I just want to get some clothes and gear." He said he then passed into the room putting his things in a suitcase.

He wants to cry, but must not look weak in front of his father and mother.

"Lelaki this morning really wanted to marry you just to save from your mother," asked Amrin suddenly appeared in Ressa's room.

"Oh well, complicated. For a while I stayed in the apatemen first. I'm sorry if I let you and mom down."

Amrin stretched out his arms, Ressa slammed into the arms of the father. "Dad's here, if the weight on your shoulders feels heavy to Dad."

"Thank you Dad," Ressa couldn't say anything more. He just wanted to be understood at this moment, too tired to have to explain everything.

"Call Dad if you need a storymate" Amrin rubbed his daughter's head. Ressa nodded, she immediately left the house. How the story goes he was estranged from his own home. Huh, very funny. He's the one who took a bone to buy this house. But yeah, that's it. Thinking about it can drive him crazy.

Before going to Ressa's apartment visit Hira's house, her best friend. He just needs a conversation partner so that his brain does not think recklessly and strange like last night.

Regretted? A tad. For faith like himself. He did not ask God for a perfect life. Realize that he is full of sin and contempt. He will do whatever God has destined

Arriving at the residence of the friend, Ressa said a greeting that was immediately welcomed by Hira.

"Erra's asleep?" He asked while looking for the little girl.

"There was in the middle room, again spoiled the same Tian. Come on in, they're having a casual conversation." Bring Hira.

"Tian is here too?" Ask Ressa to make sure she gets back. It was enough in the office that he met the man.

"Yes, would you like to meet?" Hira raised next to her eyebrows teasingly.

"Gue won't stop by, any time." Said Ressa directly drifting out of Hira's house. The mother-of-one looked at her best friend's strange behavior.