Love Aksara

Love Aksara
137. Bitter Reality



"You shouldn't daydream much in front of Dea. He became thinking all sorts of things" Tian said after arriving home.


"Sorry" said Ressa slowly walking to her room. "Later if you go there I don't have to go first, let Dea not be sad" he suggested.


"What the hell are you?" Said Tian annoyed at feeling neglected all day.


"Why? Huhh, you insensitive man!" Desis Ressa in heart.


"I'm just tired."


"You're tired of doing it anyway, in the office is also just sitting. Not cooking, not doing anything. He also kept silent." Tian began to get tired of dealing with Ressa's extremely unstable behavior.


"How do you want me? I'm at home, work, or something. Let me not always be wrong in your eyes, Tian. All you see is Aru, Dea. I'm not Aru. I'm tired of being compared!!"


Tian sighed harshly, "Dea is my son, Ressa. It's natural that I've been watching him, all this time he's never been able to get my attention."


"If Dea used to get no attention from you, is it my fault, Tian. You're demanding me too much, I can't be like Aruna. You didn't even ask me why I could go home with Jeri yesterday. Did I ever forbid you to meet, Dea. If you feel heavy with me, let go."


"Slightly there is a problem asking for divorce. Can't you think more mature. Don't be like a child!!" Tian left the room, afraid that his mouth could not be controlled anymore.


Ressa went into the bathroom after Tian left the room.


"I've been trying to accept the fact that you married my brother, Tian. It hurts more when you compare me like this."


Ressa held her stomach, "you'd better go, son. Not to see my tears. It's hard for you to go through this harsh reality."


Ressa finished the shower and went to the kitchen. He was still hungry, just eating a little at Aruna's house. Ressa remembered Tian and then looked for him in the other room. But nothing, neither is the car in the garage.


The woman busied herself in the kitchen to avoid her troubled thoughts. Ressa likes to cook to vent her heartache.


Until midnight, Ressa struggled in the kitchen and heard her husband's car coming home. He remained busy with his cookie dough, most Tian was also still angry at him.


"Darling, why is midnight still making cookies?" Tanya Tian was shocked to see his wife was busy playing the dough.


"Bikin' a painting, honey. Try it, it's in the finished jar." Ressa replied with a smile, forgetting all the burdens of her heart.


"What did you do this much. Already, stop. It's midnight, you rest."


"Yes, I'll wait for the one in the oven to ripen first." Ressa took off the dough in her hand. He did not want to anger Tian for being rebutted again. Ressa is tired of fighting, she does have to be mature and vent her heartache with other things.


"Would you try it first?" Ressa's rose that Tian had rejected.


"No, I ate a lot at Aru's house."


Ressa nodded, "you wait in the room. I'm gonna finish this in fifteen minutes." Said Ressa ignoring her pinched heart as Tian mentioned Aruna's name.


"After that bath, you're a scold." Tian.


"Remember," Ressa raised her hand in a respectful manner with a sneer.


What happened, why Ressa changed so quickly in a few hours. What makes Ressa's mood happy again is like forgetting the fight earlier.


Tian decides to take a shower after which he checks Ressa's phone. Who knows Jeri who called and made his wife's mood change.


"Did anyone call, honey?" Ressa asked as she approached Tian.


Tian shook his head putting Ressa's phone back on the nightstand.


"Sorry, I always make you emotional and childish, honey." Ressa stroked Tian's cheek.