Lord.. Whatwoulder??

Maaf

"She had been pregnant out of wedlock, no matter who, and I had to take responsibility and I was so fed up with all her attitude, which was always set up and wanted more, I tried to follow her.. But he was like he was never satisfied" said Alif while holding back his emotions

"Aren't you trying to find out? who is Shava's father? does Fatimah and the rest of the family know?" ask Sarah.

"No, no one knows about this.. As long as she was pregnant I never touched her, we slept in different rooms" Alif said slowly.

"Lif.. But Shava and Marwah are now your responsibility, you should be able to accept them" said Sarah while rubbing Alif's back.

"Marwah deceived me, lied to me.. Why am I responsible to a servant like him," Alif said resentfully.

"If it was me? are you gonna do the same?" ask sarah slowly.

Alif looked at Sarah's face, looked at her deeply and hugged her.

"No, because I love you" Alif said, kissing Sarah's hair.

Sarah lowered her head, her eyes began to look glassy, no one ever told her love, all this time the men only needed Sarah to satisfy her lust.

"I love you too Lif" Sarah said.

"No.. Alif is married and has children, I cannot be the second woman in her household" Sarah said.

Sarah pushed Alif to the point of letting the hug slip.

"Take me home" said Sarah, standing up.

"Hmm you don't want to live here?" ask Alif

"El will definitely be suspicious" Sarah said.

"I will give you a new home, stay here for a while, in your house there is not worth it, there will be many bad people who will threaten you," alif.

"No, I can take care of myself and my son" Sarah said as she walked into her room.

Alif looked at Sarah who was walking, if there had never been a Marwah.. Maybe Sarah would accept me, she thought.

About fifteen minutes Sarah was in the room, she came out with a bag.

"I told you, I want to go home" said Sarah.

"Can't you just wait until tomorrow?" ask Alif expectantly.

"No, I'm going home to Lif.. I've missed El" Sarah said, sulking.

"Hmm well, come on. " said Alif.

In the course of the atmosphere turned into silence, Sarah was only fixated on the streets.

"Sar can I ask?" alif asked breaking the silence.

"What?" answer sarah briefly.

"Hmmm" Alif tapped on his steering wheel, his eyes glancing towards Sarah who was waiting for a question from Alif.

"What do you want?" ask Sarah a little upset.

"You're so emotional," Alif said as he glared.

"Since when did you work as a night woman?" ask Alif

"Hmm, since I was pregnant with El," a short answer from Sarah.

"Why not try it at the office? or at the factory?" alif was upset.

"I just took myself, I didn't bring anything" Sarah said casually.

"Jeez Sarah." said Alif annoyed.

"Why?" sarah asked confused

"Aren't you thinking how your son is? i mean.. You have relationships with just anyone when you are pregnant, it will affect your son Sar" Alif said in a high tone.

Sarah just looked down, that's the thing she regretted the most in her life, right now.. Elvira must bear her guilt.