Lord.. Whatwoulder??

Sarah Flashback #3

One month has passed from the incident that night, for one month also Jeff always asked for "jatah" which is always participated by Sarah

"Grandfather.."

"Sar.. Why are you?" said Mother who was confused to see me vomit

"Don't know ma'am, maybe catch a cold"

"Yes, just rest"

"Yes Mom"

"Oh yes said Mr. Kiyai Abdullah, Aliff today returned home Sar, he said again on vacation"

I just smiled thinly while occasionally feeling nauseous..

"Mother is happy you can be friends with Aliff Sar, I instead expect it more than Sar friendship" said Mother while providing breakfast for me and Father

"Ah Mother don't be too hopeful, we are who Mom. does not deserve to be with a big Kiyai child like Kiyai Abdullah" said the Father who just came out of the room

"But it looks like Aliff likes Sarah sir"

"Like as a friend yes, it's morning do not fuss, we eat first.. Let's eat first"

"Yes Mr. Buk"

After finishing breakfast Father and Mother rushed to his house Aliff to work there

"Oh, my stomach feels nauseous and my head is so dizzy" you know

While sitting at the dinner table I massaged my forehead..

"Ah what date is this yes, I don't seem to have come by the moon yet"

After I looked at the calendar, I was so surprised that I was a week late

"Why am I late, usually I always be on time to come the month, late also maybe only a day or two.."

"Hmm don't I get pregnant"

My thoughts are not right away, what if I get pregnant, if Jeff will be responsible.. But Jeff promised to take responsibility

"Ah my head is getting dizzy, my stomach is getting nauseous, I better rest first.. I'll see Jeff later this afternoon"

Daylight

"She usually likes to hang out here, where is she well" I murmured

"Sarah" called a man

"Aliff, you're home" I said in shock

"Yes, I just arrived this morning.. What are you doing here?" aliff

"Waiting for Jeff"

"Jeff?" you still with her?"

"It's durable, right?" my answer is proud

Aliff just rolled his eyes like a dislike person

"What are you doing here?" ask me

"It's so arrogant, don't miss me?" muttered..

After about five minutes I waited for Jeff to appear

"Hay baby, what are you doing here?" jeff said as he embraced me

I don't know why ever since I gave it all to Jeff, I've not felt uncomfortable with him anymore

"I'm waiting for you Mas"

"What's? you waiting for me?"

"Yes, I have something to talk about"

"What say it"

"I'm late for the moon" I said slowly

"You mean, you're pregnant Sar?" jeff was shocked

"I don't know, I'm just late for the moon"

"All right, let's go check on the midwife.. But not midwives in this village, midwives in the next village how?"

"Just go with it"

We arrived at the village next door

I felt very stubborn, I was very afraid if I became pregnant, but I also realized that this was a risk that we had to bear

"Congratulations Mom, you are pregnant" said the midwife

Like being struck by lightning during the day, am I pregnant? how could Jeff be responsible for my pregnancy, but not Jeff promised to marry me if I got pregnant

"Is the Midwife not wrong? Sarah's pregnant, ma'am?" jeff was shocked

"Yes, Sarah's mother is pregnant.. Congratulations Mr. Buk" said the midwife with a smile

I smiled once in a while, I saw Jeff who somehow changed his face, from the original sweet now so very sour

Arriving at the place we met earlier, Jeff still remained silent with a face that was still very sour

"Mas, are you going to take responsibility?" ask me slowly

"You crazy what Sar, am I responsible? ah dream of you, where perhaps a Jeff Hartanto should marry a poor and bod*h woman like you Sar, you are not as level as my family Sar"

Jeff's words made me mute, his sweet promise all this time was just a hoax, all his persuasion was just a lie

I was struck by a terrible bolt of lightning, what should I say to my Mother and Father, if they knew that I was pregnant

What would people say that I am pregnant out of wedlock

"Mas Jeff, didn't you say you'd be responsible if I got pregnant" I said in tears

"Haha Sarah.. Sarah.. You're really bod*h, you want to give your honor to me just for the sake of just, just with the persuasion capital you easily get, and you say what? I'll take responsibility, wake up Sar.. Don't dream, I'm from a family of respected people who might marry a poor woman like you"

"But what about the baby in my womb"

"Evictimize" he answered briefly

Then Jeff left me..