Lord.. Whatwoulder??

Sarah Flashback #4

"Evictimize" he answered briefly

Then Jeff left me..

I walked home with tears on my cheeks, fear, shame, worrying everything was one in me

How could I face my life like this, what if you and Mom knew that I was pregnant, and the father in my womb would not take responsibility

When I got home, I put my body down

"Wicked are you Mas, so evil are you to me" I murmured as I continued to hit innocent bolsters and pillows

"What should I tell Mom and Dad, what if they know that I'm pregnant"

"Tock.. Geck.. Geck.. "

"Assalamu'alaikum, Sarah.. "

Mother's voice sounded from behind the door

"Guard, ma'am for a moment"

I trim my clothes and face so I don't look like I'm crying..

"For so long you open the door, son, here's some food for you"

Mom brought me lunch.

"You why Sar? your eyes are as moist as if they were crying" asked the suspicious mother

"It's okay, ma'am, maybe most of the sleep becomes as wet as hehe"

"Indeed if most sleep can make eyes moist yes Sar?"

I just smiled thinly

"Have you met Aliff Sar?"

"Hmm, not yet Ma'am.. "

"Yes, then, I have to go back to Mr. Kiyai's house first"

I just agreed, after Mom left I just realized what Aliff said

"Aliff, you're right.. Jeff was just pretending" I said as I continued crying

"Do you still want to be friends with me, Liff, with a dirty woman like me"

I kept crying until it made me tired and fall asleep..

***

"West.. "

"Ah Father, Mother.. I'm home" I said in shock

"Mother ngaco ah said it, it's not good to say that to the child Mom" said the father

"But Sir.. We'll have a girl, must be well taken care of sir, also in the care of his honor, not to be tarnished before his time"

"Father believe in Sarah Ma'am, Sarah wouldn't do that"

"Father tuh Jeff, every day bring a woman, there are only those who are pregnant because of her, Ah Sar.. You if you look for a candidate do not like him, Mother mah amit amit deh if you have a daughter-in-law like him"

"Had it been, want magrib even talking to the Ma'am" said the father ended the talk of Mother

My heart is so devastated to hear the conversation Mom and Dad, what if they know that this beloved child has been pregnant out of wedlock

"Sar, your face is very pale.let's just go to the clinic Sar" said the father who was worried about my condition.

"No sir, Sarah just needs to rest"

"You sleep from noon until you want magrib is it less Sar?" ask Mom

"It's Mom" said the Father

"Sarah permission to go to the room first Mr. Bu" I said limp

Not yet in my room, my head was already very dizzy and I finally fainted..

After I opened my eyes, I was already in my room, Mother and Father's faces changed greatly

"What is this" I murmured..

"Tell your father this Sar, who is the man who has impregnated you" said the father in a loud voice

"What's? my parents knew that I was pregnant" my inner self

"Jawab Sarah" said Mother in a loud voice

"Mom.. Mr.. Pardon Sarah, Sorry Sarah" I said as I pleaded before Mom and Dad

"Tell Sarah" said the father firmly

I let out a deep sigh, I must speak honestly to my parents

"Jeff sir, Mom" I said slowly

"Since when have you been in contact with that man son" said mother lirih

"I'm sorry Sarah Mom.. "

"Come, we're going to Jeff's house.. We hold him accountable" said the father

"But sir, Jeff doesn't want to take responsibility" I said in tears

"Follow it with you first, to Jeff's house" said the Father