Lord.. Whatwoulder??

Sarah Flashback #6

We arrived at the village next door

"Have Sar, do not cry and continue to pity the baby in your womb" said Kak Fatimah

"Infant? I don't want this baby Brother, because this baby I have to be like this, because this baby you have to die, because this baby also we have to bear the shame of being driven from home" I said while hitting my stomach

"Astagfirullah, Istighfar Sar.. This baby is not wrong"

"How is it not wrong, brother, because of him I have to lose my father and drive from the village" I kept hitting my stomach.

Brother Fatimah then held my hand tightly, while mother was only silent a thousand languages saw me, maybe mother was disappointed with me

"That is wrong you Sar, that sin is you and Jeff, not this baby" said Fatimah

"Listen to Brother Sar, the baby you bear does not know what, he is not wrong at all, the wrong is you and Jeff for having done that before you were married, you guys are wrong" said Fatimah

I just looked down limp, right said Brother Fatimah this baby is not wrong, I am wrong and I am the stupid one.

"I'm sorry Brother" I said with tears in my eyes

"Here, rest first.. Tomorrow me and Bang Khalid will be here again"

While she still looks shocked and confused

"Mom" I said slowly

"You managed to make our family destroyed Sar, you threw dirt on your mother's face" said Mother, crying with an empty look

"I'm sorry Sarah ma'am" I said, pleading

"Sorry you said Sar? with everything you've done you say sorry?" said mother while crying

"Then what should Sarah do, ma'am?"

"Pursue Jeff to hold the answer"

"How come Mom, Jeff's been irresponsible, we've been driven out of the village"

"Then you gave up Sar? that cheap is your pride, Sar?"

Like a knife pierced into my heart, the mother I love and respect the most spoke to me like that.

"Mom" I said softly

"Never call me Sar's mother again, I have failed to educate you, I have sinned to have given birth to a despicable woman like you Sar"

"Mom forgive Sarah ma'am, is there no forgiveness for your son this ma'am"

"Mom, did you not hear what Fatimah said, this child is not wrong ma'am"

"You want to see your mother die Sar?"

"What did you say?"

"Sar, just drop your womb, the mother does not want to see the child was born Sar, the heartache of Sar's mother"

"Mom, Sarah won't abort her, it's Sarah and Jeff Bu wrong, not this baby"

"The baby was Sar's fault, wrong for being in your womb"

"Mommy's enough!! Sarah doesn't want to hear anymore.. Sarah doesn't want to abort this, ma'am"

"Well then, you chose a dead mother"

"Mom, Sarah won't argue.. I'd better take a break, I'm so tired"

I drove Mom into the room

"Sarah will accompany Mom"

"No need, sleep in your place, this house has two rooms"

"But Ma'am"

"Listen to Sar's mother" she snapped at me

With all my heart and soul I finally chose to go out and sleep in the master room.

This house is complete, there is a mattress in the main room and room two.

and there was a sofa in the living room, Bang Khalid said his plan was for his wife to stay, but because my mother and I needed it more for us for a while.

"Dubrake.. "

I was about to lay down my body when I heard the sound of something falling.

"Maybe a cat" I murmured..

"But.. Ah let me see first"

How surprised I was to see my mother with a rope hanging around her neck.

"Mibuuuuu" I shouted as if so