Limitless Love's
Trying to Understand - 7
“sya..why lu” feet ask agfan, my coworker who can be said first one interview, when entering this company
“kejedot seat fan” reply giva precedes
“kog can?”
“ni ya.. his eyes look ahead but his mind is not far to where” replied giva again, swept aloud
“va.ssstttt” my code so as not to loudly make a sound
Then me and Giva, sitting at the front canteen table of agfan who was eating
After a few minutes, Mr. Gaylan entered the cafeteria which is quite spacious like a court where to eat in the mall. What types of food exist, from sabang to merauke, yes employees here are quite a lot
Walk with a female employee
I sat back in the cafeteria entrance area. Didn't see him at all. Until the other employee who was sitting next to the front behind in a whisper called Mr. gaylan
“sya.. don't go back” whispered giva, I've noticed, nodding
“wah..see mr. gaylan, just this time look to the same canteen girl. Usually go to the canteen itself . I saw him in the elevator this morning. What's his girlfriend?” ask agfan very plain
“heboh really fan. Regularly kalik” reply giva ketus
“tapi? Crazy cute girl. Kog just saw ya” agfan seemed to think while continuing to chew his food
I just quietly listened while eating, giva looked dizzy making sure
“eh? That's his son, the director, yes.denger from the division next door anyway, never look at his resume. Want to work here like” obviously agfan after swallowing his food
“serious lu”
“hmm..
“eh? The real dong fan” chirps giva while hitting agfan's head with his tablespoon
“aduh.. sick ibuk” groaning agfan, while slacking
“gue first yes...” said I cut their conversation
“cepet very sya..” agfan gawking seeing my plate is up
“laper fan” I replied briefly “va, I unplug ya”
Without asking any more, Giva just nodded in understanding. With a quick step regardless of my sore feet and the big toe bandage began to be red, the flip-flops I was wearing were exposed to blood that was flowing quite profusely
“mbak this plate” said I to the canteen officer, whose stand they are right next to the canteen entrance area
Without me looking for the location of Mr. Gaillan and the woman I immediately turned to walk out of the canteen. I feel weird, why do I have to be like this, dodging is not as obvious as having a wrong. And many times my chest feels tight every time I hear his name
Ok. Is Mr. Gaillan angry, because yesterday refused a date with him? Or there's nothing more
So, what was I expecting? Wouldn't it be better if Mr. gaylan had replaced me with another?
Wait. replace? That quick?
Was yesterday's statement just a word that can be forgotten?
Aarrrhhhgg? The more I think about it the more it feels
I took my phone and opened the chat
‘active 30 minutes ago’
From yesterday also did not contact me anyway, I was dizzy thinking about it.
Raising my right leg I jumped up and down with one leg. I began to feel pain in my legs because I forced myself to walk normally
“permit just go home time yes..” thought I was
I took my phone back in my pants pocket
Tuttt
‘calling my sandals’
“halo yes.. why?”
“va, please take care of my license yes. Panggilu bang”
“ya already,,, I finishin”
“thank ya va”
“ok”
Tuttt
“sya.!” it was clear what Mr. Gaillan was shouting as I walked down the hallway of the building to the front door
The current me was just walking slowly, trying to speed up my pace
“sya!” it didn't take long sir gaylan pulled my arm, raised it wrapped my hand on his shoulder “let me anter you sya”
“no need pak”
“sya!” he said firmly, “see not your feet bleed?” he was staring at me
“emang why?”
“you why the hell sya?”
“bapak why!” I turned around and asked and shouted at him. Mr. gaylan who was next to me was a little surprised
I just looked at his face. Without even realizing my eyeballs were already watering. My heart felt confused, what I felt right now
More precisely I need clarity with Mr. gaylan's attitude today. But the man who looked at me just fell silent as if he was thinking about something
“pak, I can myself” I said when I entered the car that I ordered
“we went to the hospital first pak” said mr. gaylan to the driver
“iya mas”
“I want to go home pak”
Again, he did not respond to my words. Along the way to the hospital we just kept quiet without even glancing
“mas to wait?” ask the driver
“ya sir, later the fare I addin”
“ready mas”
Mr. gaylan got me into the hospital. Right now his eyes are staring at my face with an expression of holding something back
“mas” call me reflex
“whatever the least there is no sense in your heart yes yes yes.” asked, his voice slightly vibrated “ I think by waiting for you to love me, I can say..” pack gaylan hold heavy breath “whether I can wait for you or not”
His voice was so low that my heart was tight. But I can't be sure about this feeling in my heart either. I'm still confused
Without seeing the face of Mr. gaylan I tried to answer without thinking long “mas, no need to wait for me kog, do not mas constrained with the feeling of mas own”
“but...” pak gaylan held my chin so that my face turned to look at him “can I show you this love of mine, I honestly can not help it, what can?” ask him with seriousness
“i'm afraid I'm disappointed with me. Because I don't know if I can love mas”
“but I'm sure you'll be able to love me. Because here you are”
I just fell silent with his statement. My hand is already in his hands
“maaf” I took off his grasp by force
“maaf sya.. we better treat your feet first”
I just nodded in agreement
ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
Viewpoint from gaylan start
As difficult as it is, you accept me yes. I think I have run out of sense to lure you, so I have to try to stay away from you which in the end I alone can not stay away from you.. may God give me strength so that my heart may wait for you
A gentle breeze blew my face, shaking almost half of my hair. The night was so dark only accompanied by dim lights on the side of the road. I lit a match gas and tried to put a cigarette in my mouth. But the wind always put out the fire, so I ended up throwing away all the matches and cigarettes
I turn on my motor moge and sharpen it with all my might, the sound of which is quite noisy makes the sleeping birds in the tree fly scattered. I walked down the street long enough for my bike to stop at his house. Yes, the sasya house.
I watched the lights in his house. Already on turned off only sasya room lights that have not. I immediately grabbed my phone and searched the contact number
Ttuuut
“halo.. mas, what is it?” I heard a voice that I always missed
“not sleeping sya”
“no, want to eat kelaperan” he replied, heard footsteps down the stairs
“mau fried rice? I buyin”
“hmm.. don't worry, ngerepotin”.
“gak kog sya. want ya”
“don't have to mas, want to go out ni nyari...”.
Not finished he said our eyes had met across the street, the girl who now only wears shorts with a very familiar jacket she wears. Staring at me in shock
From a distance I just smiled
Tut tut
Sasha ran slowly with her bandaged legs towards me, approaching me. You know, it's happy I see him now. His curly hair danced to the right and to the left. The hue of her face was flushed red because I knew she would be happy to see me tonight
“mas!” yells
“apa?”
“kog here, from earlier?”
I smiled and nodded
“kog, very little work sih”
“muu take me to find fried rice”
“hmm...” feet sasya looks she plays and thinks
“by.. yuk”.
“naik”
Immediately, sasya was already sitting in the back
“handle sya..” my command is smooth
“novel.”
“fall loh..”
“not possible. uda buruan”
Immediately I put my bike forward tightly, his sasya reflex wrapped his hand around my stomach. It felt like my heart was about to explode and a smile was painted on my face
