Limitless Love's

My Past - 11

Javin start's point of view

For days in the distance, I still looked at him from an angle no one else could see

My heart beats every time I see it, there is a feeling I cannot explain myself

Since the first time on the busway. I tried to hide it but I also couldn't a day without talking to her

I am no stranger to this feeling

I put my body in bed and surfed in cyberspace. Lots of tags came in from the employee who took the photo yesterday with me

I haven't had time to give likes one by one, my fingers stopped in a photo of a friend sasya at that time. I was curious and tried to look around and hope..

And sure enough I found IG sasya

Without further ado I followed him

And scrolling through the pages of her photos, and my fingers again stopped to post her childhood photos

That's right.he, you could say my lover when I was a kid. I assume so because I've really been looking for her up to this point

Although actually more accurately called as a protective sister at that time

My heart beats because it feels chaotic, I want to meet him and hug him immediately

“hah.. shit..” grumbling I tried to calm myself down

Wishing she also saw my Instastory, I posted my handwriting along with a guitar

“I found you.. after a long time. And this feeling is still the same as the old one”

A few seconds later, a lot of dm coming in. Only I saw and without replying

Many times I check my instagrum hoping sasya is polling me. And it seems like it was in vain

I fell asleep holding my phone

The next morning, I was already in my study room and from the door that opened a little that led right at the sasya table, I peeked at it occasionally

Tok tok tok tok

“pak” one of the coworkers knocked on the door

“in” saysku

“pak, this is a file that must be re-checked and signed” he said while putting the file on my desk, it feels like I can't see a stack of paper as high as half a meter is right in front of my eyes

“can I ask for help?”

“i can help sir.. uh salah mas” said the woman looked shy

“who often clean this up? Ada?” much

“ada mas, tap I can. mas” he said again hoping

“aa... It's a lot of tablets, I don't want to be tired because of this. Later beautiful lost” my god so that the woman is not insistent. Right now, I don't want to slow down my work

“aa... mas can aja..” he looked blushed and I just laughed in my heart.

“i call ya..” he walked with excitement and it turns out he stopped at sasya's desk

“oh. yes” shouts me in excited heart

I also fix my seat to look cool, ah. pose when shooting yesterday.

With cross legs and a face looking up with a little of my sex lips open. I looked at the sasha with a cool snobs. I wish he was fascinated to see me

He walked towards me, opened the door and closed it

“mas.. Which file should I do” ask while looking at me

Good.. Look at me well, do you not remember me? I've turned cool, right, you like it. I scream in my heart.

I haven't answered and I'm still posing

“mas... healthy?” sasya looked at me a little bit

Huh huh? I'm funny, isn't it cool look at me...

With the pose looked up and my lips opened wider

Finally, Sasha laughed slowly

Ok. I surrendered. So sore

“cool right?”

This woman in front of me just furrowed her eyebrows and sat in front of me

“mana mas? File?” he said it was very clear to divert my question

“itu.. do” said I melas and finally I myself get anxious made.

It took five hours to complete the file. And he looked quite exhausted

Immediately I took a drink from the refrigerator provided in my work space

“from earlier kek mas, thirsty” chirps make me shocked coughing

Kog I'm not sensitive anyway.

“hee. sorry, too focused”.

“completed. can exit”.

“by.. can.. please” diapun turn and want to exit “eh..wait.. sya” I stand approaching

“ya need what else mas?”

“folback ig my sya.. please” somehow since when I even like the same ngefans this woman

He looked confused, then pulled out his phone and “already mas”

Finally the word I was waiting for sounded as well, it felt like I was very excited about it

Hopefully with this you can realize yes, if this is me, brother je. brother who will always protect you.

Javin end's point of view

ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

One week passed, after pak gaylan to singapore, dong know it feels far with girlfriend. It just got left for months. I was breathing heavily

“just a week it feels heavy. hopefully papa mas is okay“ my inner while laying down my head on the work desk

Just turn on and off my phone screen hoping to get a message from Mr. gaylan. Time indicates the end of working hours.

All the employees walked slowly out of the building, today the atmosphere is very crowded because tomorrow is a national holiday so all go home faster without any overtime. Everyone is very happy. I don't know why I feel so empty...

I miss....

I sighed again, once again holding my phone screen on

“sya.. I first yes. girlfriend nungguin” said giva suddenly. I nodded and waved my hand

“alone sya..” suddenly javin reprimanded me, already wearing a hodie and his black jacket. Covering her split-left pony. It also covered her slightly open lips and formed like a carving on a batik cloth. Every corner and bend it when it's beautiful. Plus the color of his lips like wearing lipstick in the ombre

“temen already in advance mas”

“mau together. take the bus kan”.

I nodded

We've been sitting on the busway for a long time, until all the employees are home. Without even glancing and talking

I put myself in the glass of the busway. Looking ahead with no focus

I saw across the street a puppy was about to cross, I stood up from my chair. Trying to cross and approach the puppy was about to help him

Maybe because I'm out of focus, I forgot it's the highway. I was too focused and

Beeeeeeeeeeppp

The sound of a loud horn sounded

a car was about to hit me, because the javin had pushed me back and brought me to the side of the road. I'm so safe

But again, my body trembled and my chest felt tight

It felt like the horn was still being heard and the clearer it was, my body was getting weak and helpless. With a slight shock javin hugged my butt with his hand

"Yes.." call javin to try to resuscitate me.

My pandas are starting to blacken

And the voices that are often heard if my trauma recurs are getting stronger. Until I can't control the voice that's on my mind

On the sidelines, I heard the sound of a loud acoustic guitar echoing in my ear and the previously terrible sounds were replaced with the music. Until I can see clearly again

My breath was in order and my body stopped shaking

A wireless headset was on my phone and it belonged to Javin

"Are you better?" Tanya Javin was already in front of me while looking at me a little worried

I tried to wake myself up and see the man in front of me

He seemed to be crying. His face looked very anxious and hugged me

"You." she said a little shivering and hugged me.

I was just dumbfounded because my consciousness had not yet recovered

"Sya. sasya. who likes noodles, who likes to eat my mother's crackers and who like banded tapes. That's you, right?" Clearly looking at me

"Ba.how about. ka. ka. you" I was a little stammered.

"It's me brother je. You don't remember yes..."

"Sir je.." I remembered a little