Limitless Love's
Not Love - 22
"Evil"
Gaylan just smiled and hugged me tighter. Occasionally rub my hair gently
"Why did you run away"
"Nyariin it is"
"Oh.. kangen huh?"
I nodded and still hid in his arms
"Feel~" gaylan dyed my hair
With both of his hands, he lifted me up and placed my body slowly on the garden chair close to where we were standing
"Sit down baby. What the hell is it?"
I'm shaking. Not storytelling. I play with my fingers while thinking. Should I tell you or wait for the right time
"What about javin?"
Again, I was a little surprised as well. I've always known my thoughts lately
I looked at gaylan. Slightly sigh set the right word
I just opened my mouth. Suddenly the sound of running feet stopped right beside our seat. We both looked at the source of the sound
"Sir je" I screamed softly, gaylan couldn't hear him
"What's wrong?" Ask gaylan
"Can I borrow a sasya for a second?" Javin asked gasping
Gaylan turned his head towards me and I shook my head slowly
"Sya.." sulked javin with his gentle tone
Gaylan saw me again. I shook my head and hid in his arms
"Yes.." call javin closer.
"You can talk to Jav. What's up?" Nego gaylan by protecting me
"It's none of your business lan" javin replied slightly pressing her voice
"Ok." gaylan saw me again. Gently patting my shoulder. As if saying it's okay
"Yes.." Now javin's closing in. I want to touch my hand. My reflexes distanced myself and borrowed gaylan's shoulder
"I'm sorry. You're not papa, are you?" Javin's voice was a little hoarse
Gaylan clasped my hand "I want to give you time to solve your problems. So..."
"Don't go mas" I yelled a little. Pulling up his sleeve
"Mas. Wait there"
"But I.."
Gaylan tried to straighten my body so as not to hide behind him
"Jav, can I guarantee you won't touch my case"
"You think I'm that bad, huh!" Javin uses the highest pitch
"I know, Sasha was very disappointed with your attitude today. Whatever it is, I respect you by not interfering in your affairs"
Javin shut up and looked at me
"Solve your problems. Just met ya"
"Can't you accompany sasya here"
"I just want to talk to you alone. I.." javin's voice grew so heavy that he couldn't continue the sentence
Javin's face was obviously sorry. Gaylan held my hand gently
Maybe gaylan's attitude by not interfering in our problems. I didn't want to break up my relationship with Javin since I was a kid because javin has been in the memories of a lifetime that will never be forgotten
"Jav, I'll give you some time. Just don't touch sasya"
Javin is a little wrinkled "yes" he answered briefly
I nodded. gaylan walked past us. Just her wide back now I see from the darkness tonight
Javin looked at me without blinking. His eyes are turning red
"I'm really sorry, yes"
"I'm disappointed in you"
"I know. am I being too much? I just really like you"
"But I already have gaylan sis"
"I honestly don't care" Javin focused his eyes on me
"What?" I was shocked by his words just now
"Me and my brother, my friend" I explained
"But I can't. It's not fair to me. You know" now javin's tone is getting higher "every day, the time I spend. What I see and try to hear is just about you, you know how crazy I am"
I just kept quiet and kept watching javin
"So long" I said briefly
"I know, I was wrong. I should have rebelled at that time. But I'm too weak. Yes it's one of the brothers who left you, if only. if only sskkt" he explained gripping his forehead.
I just kept quiet
"You know, when I'm old enough. I ran away from home just to find you. When I came back, you were no longer there" he continued.
"I have to go through therapy"
"Because of the accident back then, I also tried hard to cure him" javin grinned amusedly
"very hard" javin pressed that line
I tried to think hard about what I wanted to say, without looking at Javin's disheveled face. Our thoughts go everywhere, how to start and end
"I just want to apologize" actually that's not what javin wanted to say, he saw me expectantly. I wish I would respond after expressing his thoughts and heart
"Yes" I answered briefly
"That disappointment to me yes"
"I need some time, brother"
"All right, one thing you need to know. I'm still gonna try. Before a wedding ties you up" she puts her voice down
"Sister, that doesn't make sense"
"I don't care, from now on blatantly"
"sister"
"I pamit sya. Tell my point to your girlfriend" she said, with quick steps she passed
I was frozen, in the depths of my heart there was guilt and a very longing for his figure in childhood. We share time and a sense of time
But that was a long time ago, not now. So I tried it there's no need to think about it
I feel that whatever Javin feels about me is just an obsession, or just wants his efforts to get results. That's how I thought
I took a long breath. Walking weakly looking for gaylan
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In villa number 15, which is lined up four times five. Ten rooms for female employees and ten villa rooms for male employees
That night all out chatting, including agfan was sitting down mojok playing mobile phone
Sending some of his scraps to the giva, with the aim of making him envious
When a picture of me and gaylan he sent me. As fast as an internet signal, giva calls agfan
"What's? Surprised yes. How my results are cool"
"Heei, where are you? Not many people"
"Iye.. kenape anyway?"
"Eh. Bego, don't let you spread the photos with gaylan"
"I mean you?"
"Haduuuhh"
"What the hell is it?"
"Pantengin again noh his photo"
Agfan plainly saw it again, shifted right to left, quite a lot of photos of me and gaylan at that time. Until one photo resuscitates it
"Well.hha..They're dating" agfan's eyes bulged about to dislodge his voice very syock
"Well, you're aware too. Inget ye. Don't spread it, it's gossip. I'm afraid the reason why many people are looking at this leader sir"
"Hha.se.seriously it. se.se.seince.when.wahh.wahh" said agfan opened his mouth as wide as possible.
"So long ago.your promise, don't scatter it. If it gets caught, it means you did it"
"Yes, that's not too bad either. But va.. again on this scene"
"Why-why again?" Giva's voice was curious
"Javin's not posting?"
"Yet. Why?"
"It's only been a few minutes anyway, he post sasya photo and captionnya. arrghh I forgot the point sasya childhood friend whom he had been looking for"
"Hhaha.. the javin? Seriously. wow, not really people"
"What the hell is it?"
