Limitless Love's
You're Back - 12
Flashback start
"Sister je. wait" I little run around in the playground
"Pursue the older brother, " cried a boy as he ran backward.
"Sister.." I shouted calling for running excitement
"Yes." called him again, but I didn't answer that I was hiding down between the slides. I'm just giggling
"Yes..!! Where're you?" His voice again seemed to be searching for me
"Yes, don't joke. Brother doesn't like.." shouted the boy looking worried.
From the sidelines I saw him pacing around looking for me
The exact moment he was in front of my hideout
I surprised her
"Baaa....!!" Shouted
Brother Je turned around and immediately hugged me "I'm so worried, why are you hiding. I'm afraid you're okay"
"Hihihi. I'm tired of chasing after brother. Let brother look for me"
Brother je, don't let go of my hug
"Sister.." I tried to let go of his hug and I found him crying
"Big brother why?"
He did not answer, then wiped his tears
"Sorry sasya yes sak" I bow my head feeling sorry to make my sister cry
"Please promise me don't stay in my sister all of a sudden" he said suddenly, holding onto my two shoulders.
I smiled and nodded
"You thirsty? Want some ice cream?" Ask
I shirked "want cup noodles" I said with a smile
"Yuk. come here market. The brother who bought"
"You two yes brother"
"You can be finished.."
"One for my sister"
Brother Je just giggled at my words
Flashback end
“kak je!” I remember a little bit of his memory. I used to be a kid and I don't remember his name very well. So I called him brother. It was easier for me when I was a kid to call him
“you remember yes..” he saw me without blinking
the man in front of me seemed very different from when I was a child. All I remember is.....
To make sure I open slowly the bangs covering his forehead. Because I remember clearly there was a wound on his forehead. Because of the events of that time, and almost all children have the same trauma
I was shocked to barely be able to breathe. I shed a few tears too
“I searched for you everywhere sya.”
Again, the man hugged me, and I replied to him. It felt like my miss was healed, it felt like I was back in the past, and the pieces of childhood memories began to appear again.
“trauma you have not healed yes sya”
I nodded
We were on the bus and sat together
“kakak himself?”
“already yes. because this” in showing the headset that he put into my ear “ this take it, you wear”
“iya.. thanks”
“aku deliver to home yes.” he said seeing me continue without blinking
“e... it seems not the right time deh, next time only yes..afraid bunda”
“ah.. yes.. I understand kog, then can ask po...”
“mobile? Number?”
“aa. yes, do not ask for follow kog, only number. So that I can connect you personally” he said a little embarrassed while scratching his head that does not itch because it remembers the first time in his study. His dim face covered with his body could not camouflage his red cheeks blushing from earlier
I'm a little bit sniggering
“iya sis.”
That night I still couldn't believe that the pretentious man was brother je, the boy who always protected me after that incident
Sitting at my desk and looking out. I remember memories I forgot about
Flashback start
I was eight and eleven, almost every day we were together. In addition to the house that just facing the same school
“what hurts once?” ask brother je, when he met me at uks school
“iya..” I replied while crying. I fell during the sports lesson
He accompanied me on the uks until the school bell rang
“nah, it's time to go home. Want a big brother?” sometimes touching my cheek
I nodded with a smile. Then brother je took me. We walked out the gate and into our house not so far away
“what still hurts?”
“heem, pain once”
“in that case, every day big brother will be holding you. Until your feet heal”
“mau!” I said a little screamed out of pleasure
The boy was quite tall, just laughing
“sya..”.
“iya sis.”
“appointment!” I answered, without knowing what it meant. All I know is that you'll always be with me if I promise
Till......
Both of his parents were divorced, and his brother and his father moved abroad. I, who was looking at my brother, walked glumly towards the car that sent him to the airport. I could only see it from the window sobbing
“kak no lie!!” I shouted at the window that I opened as wide as possible, the second floor room
He stopped walking and looked towards me “kakak!! promise with sasya keep!!” kuokutku
Brother Je's father, just pull the brother je to get in the car. From below I see only with my eyes
“maaf... yes, but big brother promised to see you again.” he said softly, without me hearing what he said
Then he got into the car and just passed by
From then on, my trauma grew more and more. Just seeing and hearing the sound of a car walking alone frightened me until finally we and our family moved home to seek treatment in a big city to make it easier for me to undergo a series of my therapies. Without having to travel far
Flashback end
The sky-rocket began to sound from the south, I was still looking at the sky as my daydream came to a realization and immediately closed my room window
Wuuussssss
A strong wind hit my window that I was about to close until it was able to drop the picture figura I put on my desk
“ini..” said I was surprised because you still keep a photo of kak je, which is behind a figure that has been broken and separated from the wood
Seen in the photo, there was me sitting in the garden chair and brother standing next to me. I don't really remember who took this photo. But here I look happy
Drrr drrr drrr
My phone rang, waking me up when I was looking at the snippet for too long.
The phone came in from gaylan, my girlfriend
“not sleeping sya,,” askanya
“not yet. hehehe”
“after midnight loh.”
“he.. not yet sleepy mas”
“again many overtime yes.”
“not also.”
“haah.
I was a little surprised “aku too..” I replied a little bit stammered.
“you why..”.
“gak why-napa kog. mas”
“ya already, can exit briefly”
“out? Mas where?” I ran straight to the door
“ beside the house. earlier saw you daydreaming, this is ber...” has not finished mas gaylan speaking. I have run towards him and hug him as tightly as possible.
“you surprised me sya.”
“mas... More surprised me tau!” I said a little scream
“actually mas, want to see you in the morning, but I can't stand not seeing you first..” he explained while patting my shoulder.
“why don't you tell me?!” I was a little angry but still held him
“want to make suprise, so that you are happy but it seems to fail”
“successfully. Mas has made me happy,”, my answer was accompanied by my cry that came out somehow
It was mixed, when I remembered my past as well when the gaylan was in front of me
“hei.. so much kangennya yes.”
I nodded “papa how mas?”
“Have moved to the hospital around here sya.” the answer is still hugging me
“thank goodness.promise you won't leave me..” inexplicably the sentence came out. The exact same sentence at the time. It felt like my feelings were ambiguous and I subconsciously said it
I kept crying for some reason
Not answered. Gaylan held my face to see his face
“you why yes.”
Looks like gaylan's sensitive what I'm feeling
“I don't know..”
“ah.. maybe you miss too much.”
I just nodded and hugged him tightly
“sana in yes.”
I nodded “ee... tomorrow there is no event?”
“tomorrow I'll pick you up, we'll update”
“iya.. “ I am still standing beside the door of the house
“sana in.. it is dark dear” said mr. gaylan, waving his hand to walk to the side of the house because the motorbike is beside my house
Suddenly I was shocked by his call to me, making me feel ashamed
“iya darling~~” reply me with cute pretentious tone
His face that has been blushing ever more blushing made. “can I...”.
He had not finished asking I had already run towards him. And kissed her cold lips because of the night wind
With my feet on my tiptoes I grabbed her lips. And put my hand around her neck
Tonight the stars covered in black clouds disappeared, already revealing their beauty and the moon was perfectly round. It adds to the beauty of tonight
