Limitless Love's

Our Memory - 14

Javin start's point of view

It felt like my world was destroyed, even the path felt like glass to me

Ah... Why am I this talented? And this sick one? My complaint while holding my chest which is quite tight made

I kept walking along the sidewalk, towards my not-so-big contract house

Drrr drrr drrr

Soon I saw my phone screen who called

"Hello mang, what's wrong?" Much

"Den, look for the father continues to den" he said a little restless, mang korip he's my father's driver

"Say his son wants to learn independently mang, do not need to be sought. Already get your own work and home" I said casually while walking

"Need to drive a car?"

"Necessary, buy it yourself. Tell me dad. I'm not a kid anymore!!" I yelled annoyed

God fucking.. Need to change this number all my swear while kicking plants on the sidewalk

I turned on the shower hanging in the bathroom, clutching both sides of my head and facing the glass of the round bathroom

I tried to hold back whatever I felt, the water kept flushing my body from the tip of my hair to the base of my feet

Why does it feel so heavy? I still like you a lot.. My inner

That guy? Wh who? How did you meet him? Will he take good care of you? Loving you? Loving you? Not hurt you? I don't think I'm ready either. My little girl now belongs to someone else

Maybe it was also my fault, going too long I'm sorry.

The fall of the water from the shower covered my tears that flowed with her

Flashback start

I locked myself in my room for days after my father took me and separated from my mother

I curled up in the corner of my bed and still cried. For me who is still a dozen years old, this event seems not easy for me to accept let alone I have to part with the person who gave birth to me

“mother...” I said “sya... sorry sister....” I continued while looking at a photo I could take without my father's knowledge

Tok tok tok tok

The door was sounding so loud

“vin, open the door!! until when are you going to do this!!” my father shouted in front of the door with his hand about to break the door of my room

I did not reply, with swollen eyes I tried to see clearly towards the open window of the apartment

“vin!!” dad was able to break down my bedroom door. And ran towards me

Hugging me. “maafin dad,” he said also held his breath tight

Perhaps for father this event did not expect it either. Maybe I feel heavy and hard for him

My tears broke even more when my father was crying too. For his whole life as my father, I had only seen this creepy father for the first time

Maybe all he has is me now. I'd be foolish to add to my father's pain

“patience son, father will fight for you”

I nodded and wiped my tears “dad, brother also apologized” also wiped my tears

Flashback end

With a towel wrapped in my pocket I looked at the photo that I got, already attached to a small figura that stood on my room table

Kling kling

Soon I grabbed him and sat in the chair

vin, don't forget your job. Ntar 8 o'clock mall

get ready boss

I answered my manager immediately

On the busway, I headed to the location where I was perfect. Arriving I also ran towards the backstage because in front of the stage was filled with boisterous spectators

In front of the makeup glass, don't forget I posted myself with my handsome pose to my sosmed account. And sure enough, most of my followers are already in the audience

In the middle of a large and magnificent mall. The stage stands firmly with various lights and accessories that decorate it

At least I still have those who will always cheer me up

I walk on stage and occasionally wave my hand. They were hysterically fascinated by whatever I was doing

I sat down and started playing my guitar. The spotlight from above that focused only on me added to my prominence that night

Do you know why I'm nicknamed the shawn medes of Indonesia, because my voice really resembles her. That is why many women are crazy about me just by hearing my voice ah.

I also sang in my mood tonight, wanting to spill all my feelings onto the audience. With the song all of you is able to make all mall visitors and spectators glued to me. I felt and was able to channel all of my feelings into them

“this song I present to you sya..” I said softly in my heart.

I sang the temple song, feelingly until at the end of the song I tried to pay attention to one by one the audience who saw me. They seemed to notice and started smiling at me

Until I saw the far end of a person I knew very well

Am I hallucinating or just feeling?

I tried to convince myself and blinked my eyes many times

No, it's not my hallucination. That sasya pekikku spirit in the heart. Without a second thought I came down from the stage past the audience

I don't know why they gave me a way to walk up to him

Tap

Tap

Tap

Only the sound of my footsteps could be heard, as everyone silently watched and all raised their phones. Take a moment of what will happen

Slowly but surely, at least the girl did not dodge as I approached her

Why am I so happy? And my heart started beating fast. It's sasya, right? Not looking wrong?

While looking at him from head to toe, “sya..” call me.

The girl did not answer and just glued to see me, it seemed like me and her felt the same way. There is a feeling of familiarity between us, a feeling that only the two of us have

“sya..” call me again, with a short distance I ran up to him and hugged him in public. Without rejection, this girl who is now in my arms tears

I also hugged him more tightly, “sya.”

Flashback start

“if brother is big? What do you want to be?” sasya asked, we were sitting under a garden tree while eating ice cream

“so...... what ya” answered me also a little confusion “you want sister so what?”

“then, hmmm...” sasya look around pay attention around the park “like that!!” he answered excitedly while pointing out that a man was sitting with the woman and the man was playing the guitar

“emm.. play guitar”

sasya nods vigorously, “roma-romantis hehe”

“there are words from where are you, still a child too?” I asked her to pinch her slightly cubby cheek

“kakak was also a child, mother often saw soap operas so tau” replied while grimacing “ teeth I want to be so continue with brother” he continued innocently

I just laughed at Sasha

“aku seriously”

“you're still a kid sya.”

“kakak is also small, then tomorrow if it is big. Brother will always be with me, right?” he said while eating ice cream

“well. brother promise. Will always play guitar for you”

“serious?”

I nodded innocently, the sasya who was sitting next to me was already standing excitedly made. Until the ice cream she ate spilled. And I gave you my ice cream

Flashback end

“do you really play it?” sasya asked, looking at my face

“iya.lah. I tried hard tau” answered me a little raised face, so as not to look will cry too

“iya.. look with you now” said sasya smiling at me.

javin end's viewpoint