Light Dock

desirability

At that time we talked about light things whether it was a hobby that we like or other things, or something else, at first glance I thought that the woman who was in front of me right now was so warm and cheerful.

she is a woman who is easily familiar, I see her face like a Chinese descent because her face is white and her eyes are narrow, when smiling like trying to close my eyes, I blushed made.

The characteristic face of the Chinese makes this curiosity even more peaked I finally decided to ask him.

it turned out that my guess was true that he was of Chinese descent, but lived in Malaysia and moved to Indonesia because of his parents' business dealings. but what I wonder is that he is very fluent in speaking Indonesian and his browsing habits are not visible at all even though sometimes there is a little bit of his logic.

He said that he had lived in Indonesia for a long time about three years that is what we had discussed and what I know.

we said goodbye to each other and parted around the Plaza palace.I did not drive him home because we brought our own vehicles.

When I got home, I lay on the bed without changing clothes.

yes, it may be a bridge road so that I continue to feel curious about him and it could be that I will meet him again.

The time of the magrib prayer arrived as usual I prayed and finished it with remembrance and prayer.

I am so grateful and grateful to the God who has given me countless sustenance and blessings so that I can know various things in this life, but sometimes I wonder to God why I feel in this family only I am blamed and made as a scapegoat in every family problem even though I have never done anything it was a pathetic mistake, and strangely enough when my sodas were causing trouble that I was subjected to the wrath of my parents and other brothers, sometimes in my mind, I want so much to protest against what God is giving me right now, I feel like all this is unfair to me. And it feels like I want to find myself, what I live for, and what my life purpose is going where, and in the future I have to be. Once again I felt God was unfair to me.

I am also interested in it, I am sure God will not give a problem without a specific purpose or purpose.God must have something good for me. so I must continue to think well of Allah. In my family, there are seven people in one house, five children and two more, namely mother and father, of course I am one of the five children I am the fourth of five children, so you could say I have three brothers and one sister. My first brother named syamsul he now works at an optical company in bantang, bantam, my first brother rarely came home because he was busy with his work because not long ago he had been appointed from a supervisor to Gm, while my brother number two he named Muhammad Rosad, my brother is a doctor and now he works at a famous hospital in Bandung, Hasan Sadikin hospital. He went home every day and gathered with his family every day, my second brother is still childish if there is something that is not in accordance with his will he will be angry sometimes I am annoyed but strangely the father always defended him even mother just silent when see the father defend the brother and reproduce everything that the brother wants.

My last brother is number three, he is still in college like me, now he is in the final semester, the major he took is informatics engineering at Unjani, this campus is located on the road of the general sudirman, the, cibeber, cimahi sub-district, cimahi city, west java. His name is fathanAlzian. My brother this one is very unique and strange he is the figure of a careless brother and likes to arbitrarily do something he does not think long about what he does that is important if he thinks true and in accordance with what he wants, he will do it without thinking about the feelings or fate of others, it sounds selfish, indeed, maybe this is a result of the demands of the father to the brother who requires that the brother can be as successful as the samsyul brother who can now become a Gm who works in a well-known optical company.

Honestly, our family is quite complicated and sometimes I feel sorry for my youngest brother, the ahmad, when the atmosphere of the house is a little heated because of trivial problems he becomes less attention from sodara and people old mother and father, I was sometimes upset with this atmosphere, sometimes before going to college I had to do homework such as washing clothes, cleaning the house and going to the market, and sometimes I had to do homework, actually, my mother never forced me to do all that, only I wanted to ease my mother's work as a housewife and also as a wife.