Light Dock

go to mom's house

When dusk comes

*Senja, may I speak to you for a moment

About all the foolish wrath filled the recesses of my heart

It's no longer about who's going through life hard

But, I don't know there might be a room you've pinned up for me

Dusk, I've never heard your past story grinning painfully without sparing pain

It seems that your presence remains favored by those who like the dim middlemen of the afternoon and evening

Your presence is still awaited by them until willing to climb the hill to get your beautiful greetings

Dusk, I want to be greeted by you without having to bother chasing you

Or is it just the twilight warriors who get your greeting

Why don't I fight for your beauty?

I know about you, bringing beauty but still you have to leave me when the dark night has come

Dusk, please tell me

Anything in this world that never parted and never left a wound

Twilight, you have taught me that the beautiful are not forever together

You knew..?

I always wanted to talk to you

Maybe about the miss that's in my palm

And I hope you feel the same

There are so many things I like in this world

One of them is your smile

Even when morning comes, what I will be is not sun

But I was expecting your smile

Don't blame me for thinking too much about you

Nothing makes me happy but beauty if you come near me*.

Again, I remember her heart that I had not known for a long time. I don't know why I remembered him. Though I have felt tired of women who always make complicated the lives of men. Well I'm lazy with the problem of love, taste, feelings, longing that sometimes endless so torturous when longing for unrequited. It was like a group of worms that were gnawing slowly so that it felt painful and torturous.

For some people, liking someone is a gift. I admit it is a blessing if seen or felt from the beginning. However.after so long those who feel it will feel tormented, what else.

This time I felt it again after 5 years.

I remember a long time ago when I was sitting in High School so much attention was on me. Well clearly it's on me. Given that I used to be quite active in an organization, of course, people know me quite a lot. Moreover.Not infrequently I get greetings and greetings from a high school girl who is in my school. This may sound narcissistic and exaggerated.

But the reality is like that, I used to be a paskibra chairman. I also can't believe at first I was just idly enrolling to be a member of the pascibra at school. It was just to fulfill my list of activities while fulfilling the obligation as a high school student who had to follow extra-curricular.

At that time I regularly attended school and extra-curricular activities from the inauguration of members of the paskibra and camping events together. Of every activity that is carried out. My seniors certainly do a disciplinary education to their juniors as well as they do assessments during the extra-curricular activities process. It is not uncommon for us to attend activities or an event held specifically for the extra-curricular pascibra and one of them is the raising of the August 17 flag to commemorate independence day.

I wonder what made me change. Before I stopped at the High School I now occupy. I had attended 21 Bandung High School in Batu but I had to move because of a problem that was fairly trivial. Well.really. Again.again about love SMA time. It turns out that women have always been a trial and slander when we as men cannot take care of ourselves. Though women are the most beloved and most noble creatures created by God while complementing and accompanying our lives as men. Because the fact is that we as men need a companion to live to travel to recognize our god, God.

Women are so much given respect and some things as special by God but not infrequently some of them do not realize it. And even spread slander.

Not infrequently from us men who are exposed to conflict due to a woman even I was affected by her impact. Though at that time I did not intend to have closeness with the twelve high school girl IPA four. I accidentally knew him, at first he was accidentally familiar with me because of the MOS program or better known as the student orientation period. At that time he was my upperclassman and happened to be active in the management organization of OSIS. Automatically.he participates in the implementation of MOS. Early I knew him at a camper event at school as a means of disciplinary education canon new students. That night we were in a separate classroom and divided into groups. At that time the dark susana was only illuminated by the moonlight. Purposefully. Our senior did that when we were about to eat the food we brought.