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He approached me.

Arik what is this?

What does tea mean?

Well why did you beat up the chaidir? What is wrong with you?

Who said it was tea?

You don't need to know!!

Tea was my explanation. What you hear is not true...

Not true how arik!! Obviously the video I've seen with my own eyes. Even my friends saw it. The video is spread.

(I was surprised to hear that the video had already been spread)

True tea.I have no intention to hit the chairir, I'm in the tea trap....

I don't believe what you say, I don't think about your attitude!! Is it possible because of my passion as my girlfriend and she likes me the same? Until you do it like that?

I just kept quiet not answering.

I'm disappointed with you. April is gone.

Joseph and Zatnika were silent to see us in two. They dare not interfere in my debate with April. Because maybe they think that, it's useless to explain what happened to April. April is in a state of anger. Will not be able to think clearly and will listen to the explanation of the zatnika and joseph.

When I got home, my sister was reading a book in the living room. I went in and said hello. My brother answered my greetings. I went straight into the room. But my brother stopped me from going into the room, he stopped me while asking, my face why? Bruises and bruises like they've been fighting. I looked at him closely. My brother came up to me while touching my face. He also asked what exactly is it? I'm not usually like this. Did you fight? (Ask me).

I was so excited to finally tell you everything. Because I myself am confused about who to tell this to? Because if I tell this to mom and dad. I don't think I can.

I revealed all the events that I experienced from the beginning I was threatened by the chairmen until I got into trouble and was called to BK. I also told him that my father or mother had to come to school tomorrow, to talk about the fate of my absence at school. My brother listened to all my stories. He was so upset, angry and sad to see what was happening to me. As a brother it is appropriate to feel sad if his sister is hit by a disaster.

Tomorrow too comes. That morning I went to school. As usual, I took my lessons normally. But there is a little unusual, where my feelings are a little anxious and worried, I am not good with my brother who has to take care of my business at school, while...he was also busy with his college work. My first brother was very nice. Well maybe he felt.he had to be mature because he was the first child and at the same time a substitute father to take care of his younger siblings. Lucky I have a brother syamsul who is very dear to his sisters.

In class, my friends looked at me with uncomfortable eyes. Same with the other students at school. They're whispering. I wonder what exactly is this? Is it because of my problems with the chairr?.

What I was thinking was true, my friends who were looking at me with unpleasant eyes were caused because my video that looked like beating a chairr had spread, no one who spread it. I know it from zatnika and joseph. They also said that I had the heart to beat people as well as and as smart as chaidir. They don't like my actions like that. Hearing this, I was even more devastated and disappointed in those who did not know the truth. I was also disappointed in the school party who was not firm as if siding to one side. The video should not be spread. And those who spread it are punished. Because it includes acts of horror and not praiseworthy. Notya muffle problems. Spreading it. I don't understand the mindset of people who deliberately want to corner me.

It was about nine o'clock in thirty-five minutes. My brother came to the office. My sister talked to the school. Bulina is a BK teacher with the principal. I don't know what they're talking about. I don't know either. My sister came to see me and just talked that I should change schools. Well he said he can no longer go to 21 Bandung High School. And worse, I should have been taken out of there for what I did. But brother Syamsul argued with the school so that I was not given a setatus removed from school and had a bad record. With all the effort I've done. Finally I can change schools without having a bad record. Well how not? I am innocent! The ones that should have been taken out were the chaidir and his friends, because they had framed me.

At that time I did not want to cut my sister. I followed everything my brother said. I was invited home by him, that day also peroses my school transfer was completed by Syamsul. That day I left school. I just say goodbye to my classmates, and express my gratitude to all of them. Especially to the zatnika and also joseph who has been faithful to be my friend and willing to help the difficulties I experienced.

With a heart, I set foot, I walk with a heavy heart. While looking towards the class where April was studying, my brother embraced and rubbed my shoulders with a small smile. “Have decked all this out of will, in this world nothing happens except for ijzinnya”.

*****

That night my mother, father and two older brothers and my youngest brother went home. Syamsul welcomed them well. My mom and dad asked me about Syamsul. “Mana arik?”(Said mom and dad). My sister replied “dia again in the bedroom buudah bed” “tumben hour as soon as you have slept” (mom answered) “yah..may be arik cape bu with her school activities”. I who from the room listened to the words of my brother Shamsul was so struck. I feel guilty because my brother had to lie to my mother and father about my true situation at school. Samsyul decided not to tell his mother and father, so he decided to tell them tomorrow morning. Because.kak syamsul thought that he told me what happened to me now with the condition of the mother and father who were tired with a long trip from outside the city. It is not the right time and my brother Syamsul could not bear.

The morning arrived, as usual everyone was active, my brothers left for college he was level one, my son, my brother is second grade SMK and my youngest brother is 1st grade Junior High. Everyone left except me and Syamsul. Mom asked me why I was still sleeping in my room and not going to school. Then Shamsul began to explain what happened to me at school. The mother who listened to the story from my sister, cried tears over what happened to me. Mom just shut up and quit. My mother told me to go to school just to live with my grandmother and grandfather there. Mother said there was also my aunt, bi rini, whom I often call amih. You are angry with me and also to the school that is not fair in solving a problem and looks rice next door. You are angry with me because the problem I experienced was a very trivial issue, which is because of a woman. Actually not because of a woman. I only defend myself when I'm trapped and in a crack. I can't just shut up. If you stay still without a fight. It is just like I cannot take care of the self that God has entrusted to me.

I who was scolded by my father just kept quiet and bowed my head. I shed tears because I could not bear to see the mother who was crying sobbing. We are a simple family. Balak I am a village employee. We live with enough. So if I have to change schools, it requires a lot of biyaya.

I only hope that God will give me abundant rezeky to my family.

At that time my father called my grandmother and grandfather's residence in the garage. My father told my grandmother and grandfather that I would go to school and live with them. Those who hear that. Ask my father. It was as if everything was sudden. But he tried to explain that I wanted to go to school and live with my grandmother and grandfather there. My grandparents didn't mind. Instead, they even like to hear their grandchildren want to live and attend school in garut. I spoke to my grandmother and I tried to keep what was really going on. Grandpa and grandma also received all the talk on the phone with a happy feeling as if nothing bad happened to her grandson.

That day I got ready and cleaned up all my clothes and school equipment and the things I needed when I lived in the garage and school there. Mother helps to clean my clothes while advising me, “arik if you stay with grandma and grandpa there later do not bother them well.you have to be independent, do not make any more action like here. Real school, you don't have to worry.later there is your aunt who helped you...if there is anything to ask for his help only” because my heart is not comfortable responding to mother's advice by nodding.

That day, after dzuhurbapak led me to garut. Well you don't want to linger in delaying my school education. Me, dad and mom set off together in an old car that we had with a black capsule antelope in 2005.

Arriving there around four in the afternoon, because the journey from bandung to garut is only about three hours if it is jammed, if it is empty for at least two hours more.

I was being looked forward to by my grandfather and grandmother. Come in and kiss their hands. Grandpa and grandma I. They were very happy for my arrival with my mother and father. Amih (my mother) invited me to talk and occasionally asked me why I wanted to change schools to garut. I just smiled and said that I wanted to learn to live independently without the help of my mother and father. My aunt just smiled. He already knew what happened to me at the old school where I was studying. Yahamih knows from the father. Before we leave. I called Amih and told her everything. Well this is all you do so that Amih can take care of me and also pay attention to me when school is in the garage. Maybe all this is for my own good. Well for his son.