Life in a Rifle, Love In Your Heart
82. Responsibilities.
"Want to talk"
"What Bang?"
"You were delirious about Yuna all night. What are you thinking?" asked Bang Sanca gently.
"Hmm.. Can Fia ask you something? but don't be angry with Fia" said Fia.
"Can.. ask what?" Bang Sanca put on a curious face when she already knew what things Fia would ask.
"El that, the son of Bang Ibra or.. the son of Brother Sama mbak Yuna?" ask Fia carefully.
"Ehm.. He didn't mean anything. Fia loves El"
"Abang tau.yeah it is true, El son of Abang.Abang birth child with the most dear woman Abang" replied Bang Sanca immediately jolted Fia's heart.
"Maa.sorry Fia forgot her Bang" Fia's voice rattled. It was obvious that he was holding back his tears that felt so stifling to the inner. It seems he can not imagine the togetherness of Bang Sanca and Mbak Yuna. It was reflected in his mind how the man treated himself lovingly. It feels unwilling if the touch is divided for other women.
"El is your brother's son. You can't remember it yet?" finally Bang Sanca said it because she could not bear to see the state of Fia.
"Fiaa. can't remember. Why is this Bang?"
"Your state is still in deck recovery. You will remember it." Bang Sanca lifted Fia into the room and lowered her on the bed.
"Wait a minute. Until the condition of your body is stronger then Brother will invite you to remember it"
"Yes Bang" Fia smiled even though her heart felt sad.
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Bang Ibra crying in Rinka's tomb. I can't believe he lost the girl he loved so much.
"Is that how you left brother? Why did you give up on our love struggle? Why did God take you from me?" bang Ibra's crying became so intense that it felt painful and claustrophobic in his chest car.
After his heart was slightly relieved, Bang Ibra left the burial site.
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Bang Ibra parked her car in a mosque. From inside the car he saw a woman carrying a large bag sitting contemplating alone with her stomach already enlarged.
The thing that had disturbed his heart was that he sat down to take a moment to complain to God.
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After the prayer, Bang Ibra put on her shoes, but her mind was disturbed again as she wiped away her tears.
"Sorry mom, where is her husband? Where are you going? Why are you alone?"
"Oohh. sorry sir" the woman seemed uncomfortable as Bang Ibra asked her, judging by the way the woman dodged.
The woman's steps were so heavy, let alone the large bag in her hand further hindered her steps. One step, two steps until the woman fell.
Bang Ibra ran over.
"Sorry madam, I'm not saying I'm a good person, but believe me I have no evil intentions" Bang Ibra took the bag in the woman's hand and helped the woman into her car.
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"So that's the story sir. I'm sorry to say the woman felt bad.
"Didn't your mother-in-law have a heart until she said something like that. In this world there are no pesky carrier wives. The departure of your husband is God's destiny" said Bang Ibra to appease the woman.
"Where are you going now, La?"
"No idea sir. I have no direction. There's nowhere I can go" Violeta honestly replied.
"Have you eaten?" ask Bang Ibra.
Ola just kept quiet did not dare to raise her head even to answer the good man before her. He only held a bottle of mineral water that Bang Ibra bought.
"I happen to be hungry too, we'll have lunch first..!!" invite Ibra reasoned when he had just eaten after leaving Rinka's tomb.
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"Don't eat while crying. If you continue to grieve, your child's heart will be in pain. Your son is hungry. Meal time alone still has to be disturbed by his mother" said Bang Ibra while handing a piece of tissue to Ola.
"How old are you?"
"Towards eight months Bang"
"Two months, huh?" Bang Ibra glued to see Ola's big belly. Unimagined by him this woman had to be expelled from her home because she was considered an unlucky carrier for the family. I don't know why his heart is so sad, it's heartless. His father's soul appeared.
"You're coming with my brother..!!!"
"But Bang.. Ola doesn't want to bother you"
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"Drink first..!!" Bang Ibra stabbed a straw into a special milk box pregnant women then thrust on Ola.
"Ola full Bang"
Instantly the cry of Ola broke making Bang Ibra a crime for him.
"Why? You don't like the taste? Is anyone sick?"
Ola nodded sadly.
"Then what? Is there something wrong with my brother?"
Ola just cried. Her lips felt faintly difficult to say what she was feeling at this moment.
Bang Ibra took a good look at Ola's face, there was a freshly dried scar on the corner of her lips. Impatiently seeing that Bang Ibra turned to sit beside Ola and pulled her hand. In notya Ola shirt sleeves up to the elbow. Many wounds and bruises on Ola's hands, inexplicably Bang Ibra dared to slightly reveal Ola's veil.
"What did they do to you??" ask Bang Ibra.
"There's no Bang"
"You want to lie?? If you don't want to fight for yourself, fight for your child..!!" bentak Bang Ibra's.
Instantly, Ola hugged Bang Ibra. The man he had just met. He did not understand what made him so obedient to the man.
"Don't Bang. They remain the parents of the father of the child that Ola was born with. Whatever they do. Ola please" Ola replied in Bang Ibra's arms.
"Did your late husband also do something like this?" ask Bang Ibra.
Ola seemed unable to answer him, but Ola's cry answered everything.
"Oh Allah, the sick heart of Olaa"
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Bang Ibra sent his men to find a rented house behind the Battalion. Just then Gio got a rented house not far from the Battalion. Even Bang Ibra could jump over the Battalion fence to get to Ola's rented house.
"You live here. No one will know you are here. If there's anything.. Brother can come to see you" said Bang Ibra.
"Abangs.. Ola can't repay brother's kindness"
"Abang didn't ask you to reply. Brother sincerely" replied Bang Ibra casually.
"Now take a shower and rest. Tomorrow morning you pick me up."
"Where's Bang?" ask Ola.
"Have come. You dare khan in your own home?"
"Yes Bang. dare" he replied, bowing his gaze.
Bang Ibra also took a look away with misbehavior.
Duuhh. why so pause jedug like this. Why don't my eyes get tired of seeing Ola.
"Ehmm. shower first. Brother wait. Careful"
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Bang Sanca held the little Rara. saw her little daughter drinking breast milk quickly from the bottle made her smile amusedly.
"Waahh less huh? Mama bobok tuh deck." said Bang Sanca.
Perhaps because she was still hungry, Rara cried and made Bang Sanca a throb. He approached Fia and put Rara to sleep next to her mother. Slowly the hand unbuttoned Fia's shirt, but then she scrambled her pinched hair.
"Yank.. wake up..!! Dedek asked ASI mama tuh" Bang Sanca slightly patted Fia's arm. Mama Rara was writhing, unconsciously showing herself to Bang Sanca.
"Aduuhh. Quick love to Rara. If the papa wants to"
Fia opened her eyes.
"Abang.. Can not really think of anything" said Fia.
"Can't be. Innate orok tapes in a tight set" replied Bang Sanca as she snatched her cigarette out of the room rather than her mind continue to work hard.
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