Life in a Rifle, Love In Your Heart

36. Started to persuade you back.

Bang Sanca was furious when she was stopped from meeting with Fia until finally the family held an impromptu meeting.

"We respect the decision. Forcing yourself to someone who is in a state of instability will not solve the problem. Give Fia some time until we can persuade her back" Opa Rinto said.

"This what?? Fia wrote a divorce request, I don't want to" Bang Sanca slammed the map that Papa Zaldi brought.

"The divorce decision is in the hands of men. As long as you don't say that cursed word.. Fia is still your wife" replied Papa Zaldi.

Bang Sanca's legs felt limp, she could no longer feel her body.

"I don't want any separation. Those words will never come out of my mouth"

The men there know how Bang Sanca feels right now. Crushed as the heart breaks. Even crying could not heal his heart.

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From behind the curtain slit, Bang Sanca peeked at Fia who was compressing her chest which was beginning to swell. Maybe at this time production of ASI owned by Fia began a lot, but unfortunately everything can not be given to her tiny baby. Fia wiped away her tears.

"Where are you, son? Mama misses. What's your face like? Forgive mom who has not been able to defend you" he said grudgingly.

Bang Sanca could not hide her feelings. His heart was bitter to hear his wife's tears. It was hard to fulfill the request of the 'girl' that he loved so much. While the time to go through each day and introspect themselves to be able to think clearly together.

***

"If you haven't been able to do heavy physical exercise, don't force Fi, you're still not healthy. Love yourself" said Bang Juned. Lettu Junaidi who was ordered to help guide Fia approximately three and a half months.

"It's okay Bang. Fia is fine and able to participate in activities" replied Fia.

"Why don't you try to be a female soldier. You khan is young. Was the accident you had so fatal? because I see you didn't get hurt"

"I just want to help behind the scenes Bang. No ambition to be a soldier"

"Okay, if you feel capable. Join Astri and Celia. No more female comrades except them" Bang Juned ordered.

"Every Brother"

"Oiya. There are two new coaches from the center. Said my colleague, one of them was quite haunted. Understand if the two captains are still single, the inn likes strange. Because there is no entertainment"

Fia nodded her head just hearing it, she did not want to attach such small and trivial importance to it. The focus is only training and education.

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The members of the apple hot afternoon. On the right was a row of new students including Fia in it which was only a 'student deposit'.

Two new coaches came to the middle of the field with a dashing and looks sangar wearing sunglasses. Fia really did not expect that the Captain that Bang Juned meant was 'former husband' according to her. Some of their brief directions and meetings have been heard by the students.

Captain Tohpati Sanca Trengginas stared intently at Fia but the beautiful Zafia didn't seem to care.

"Hey you're short yourself. In what order can the commander include a short student like you??" reprimanding Bang Sanca made Bang Garin have to hold back his laughter.

"Such short students will only trouble other colleagues"

"Ijin Brother.. This is a recommendation from Headquarters. A special note" whispered Bang Juned.

"Coach Permit.I'm a backup student" Fia replied following the applicable rules.

"You're like a bomb sumpel. If there is no cover, the contents are scattered everywhere. You are here means you have to keep the secret as hard as possible" led Bang Sanca with cute.

Fia was very anxious to hear Bang Sanca who never said good praising her.

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"Ijin Bang, was it that you weren't so hard on that student named Zafia?" ask Bang Juned.

Instantly Bang Garin embraced him Bang Juned.

"Hhsstt. You don't ask too many questions and don't interfere much with Sanca's affairs. Special student named Fia it's better you just flat than later you get mental"

"It's not so Bang. The girl was very gentle but had to participate in activities as hard as this. I don't have the heart Bang" replied Bang Juned.

Bang Sanca exhaled cigarette smoke from her lips.

"Message only one thing from you. Don't you brain the property of Brother, or Brother make sure you bonyok to different nature"

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In the evening Bang Sanca, Bang Garin and Bang Juned hang out at the front fried rice stall of the Intel Education Union - SatDikIntel (think so). Before long there was Fia, Astri and Celia going to the stall. There are already many bachelor trainers and handsome singles soldiers.

"Eehh. There's Neng Fia. Sitting here Neng, next to Abang, rather than in a land crocodile does not know himself, he said love but prestige" led by Bang Garin but clearly insinuated.

Bang Sanca sipped her coffee without looking at Fia but the foot stepped on Bang Garin's foot as hard as it could. Bang Garin just grinned the horse glanced at Bang Sanca who certainly felt unhappy if he teased his best friend's favorite woman.

"Three of you are girls. The next time you want to go out at night you have to report the picetan plus the coach picket on duty on that day" Bang Sanca reprimanded Fia, Celia and Astri.

"Every coach." replied Astri and Celia without an answer from Fia who had just been silent.

Bang Sanca glanced at Fia who was ordering fried rice. There is an indescribable longing for the beautiful Zafia. For three and a half months he could only see the woman so deeply in his heart. It was very desirable to hug Fia and vent her longing, but seeing Fia's expression on her was definitely the girl still could not forgive herself.

Suddenly, someone called Fia's phone because the three female students had run away. Bang Sanca took over the phone.

"The three of them are with me. I'll handle it myself..!!"

"Ready And..!!" answer the piketan members.

Bang Sanca looked at the three women before her. But a sharp gaze remained on Fia.

"Who let you carry this phone?? Want you son of an official though. mobile phones remain banned for the sake of security. Your phone is confiscated" Bang Sanca loudly scolded Fia and then put the phone into her pocket.

"Seat your food and get back to mess immediately. There are no three rats in a cat's nest. You can run out of hungry cats" Bang Sanca said.

***

This morning we had a shooting. Bang Sanca teaches Astri who is not so smart to hold a weapon, in contrast to Fia who is more fluent in using the tool.

Bang Sanca straightened Astri's arm, gently and very close.

"You need to focus on your goals. If you're sure.remove the trigger.Take your goal..!!!"

Bang Garin deliberately approached Fia.

"Abang help the deck..!!" Bang Garin did what Bang Sanca did to Astri.

"Look ahead and shoot..!!"

Fia's hand trembled unable to aim at what her goal was. Her heart was overcrowded remembering the baby who until now had been out of nowhere.

The concentration of Bang Sanca split.

"You changed the other trainers. Clear this place. I want to take care of this special student..!!"

Bang Garin and the others immediately vacated the place and in the sealed room there was only Bang Sanca and Fia.

"You can't shoot properly. Here let me teach" said Bang Sanca still full of dignity like a coach on his students.

Fia kept her distance from Bang Sanca. There was a sense of awkwardness from the two after three and a half months of no contact. Bang Sanca was standing right behind Fia.

"If you are not strong, let go of your burden. God is not sleeping..!!"

Bang Sanca guided Fia's still trembling hand. Fia's cheeks were slowly wet with tears.

"Fia asked Abang to save her, not eliminate her.. Fia hates you..!!"

Fia ran away leaving Bang Sanca still glued to herself.

"Sorry Brother Dek, Until now you never tired of looking for El, like you who hone yourself to look for El. Don't worry deck.. Brother is ready to replace all this with blood as long as you can hug your son again"

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