Life in a Rifle, Love In Your Heart
38. In the key first.
Fia ran and cried leaving Bang Sanca who held back the sense of unworthiness alone.
"Astagfirullah hal adzim.. O Allah. It must feel like this. How should I solve this problem. Everything feels deadlocked to me" muttered Bang Sanca as she rubbed her chest. He took a cigarette as an impingement of taste that is not channeled.
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Astri and Celia saw Fia wipe away her tears.
"Are there really a connection between you and Captain Sanca?" ask Astri.
"Nothing, just like you guys. It's just between the coach and the students" Fia replied.
Astri and Celia looked back as if they could not believe Fia's words. There is something strange about a Fia. Girls mature for them but with a very young age, far below Astri and Celia.
"But Mr. Sanca's gaze on you is clearly different Fi. like the gaze of a man who loves his woman very much" said Celia.
"I think so too. You know.if anyone loves me like that, I'll never leave him" Astri continued.
"Being a country man's partner is not easy. Must be mentally strong when our partner serves, also must be steadfast if his past has an impact in the future" replied Fia mutely.
Bang Sanca's heart ached when she heard Fia's expression. Everything that happens is out of his control. What she did once ensnared Nelzi even managed to kill her husband as the rebel chief and unknowingly made Nelzi lose the baby that was in his birth, if Bang Sanca was not mistaken.. the age of Nelzi is approximately four months.
The big problem is, Nelzi thinks he is having sex with the second wife of the rebel chief and eventually a pregnancy occurs. Though at that time Bang Sanca gave him medicine and scraped information where the rebels were. The incident made a grudge against Nelzi who now took over in charge of his plot.
"Hopefully I also got a couple of countrymen, but I don't want a partner like Captain Sanca. It's scary, the guy's cold, he must be a man far from affectionate" chirp Celia again.
Fia smiled hearing Celia's chatter. Suddenly he misses being with Bang Sanca but he immediately brushes aside when he remembers the past of the man he wanted to throw away.
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The days have passed so quickly. This time Bang Sanca had to cross paths again with Fia who was wearing her shoes after the mosque after praying Isya. The feeling was so longed but what power. He couldn't possibly force himself to let Fia look at him. Six months he held back longing until it felt like his entire body was jolly. If the feeling of longing suddenly comes.only to God he complains and pours out all his heart so that the feelings of the wife can immediately soften.
Bang Sanca passed in front of Fia who seemed to no longer care about her. While walking across from Fia, Bang Sanca kept thinking about how to get Fia to talk to him again.
Slowly but surely, Bang Sanca stopped her steps holding onto the wall, then held onto her chest which seemed to be tight.
Fia looked around to see if there was no one else there who could help Bang Sanca. But apparently no one was there. Over time Fia saw Bang Sanca getting sicker.
"Bao.. Oh..!!!!! Brother why?" peekik Fia was frightened and anxious.
"Please take your brother to the room. Brother not strong street deck" pinta Bang Sanca.
"Yes Bang" Fia who panicked immediately memapah Bang Sanca which incidentally very gallant to make him drown in the embrace of Bang Sanca.
There is a masculine fragrance that disturbs Fia's smell. The rustling made him misbehave. He looked to make sure of Bang Sanca. They accidentally saw each other.
"Aarrgghh.. it hurts so much..!!" Bang Sanca was fiddling again as they looked at each other. Fia also turned her eyes and firmly stuck Bang Sanca into her mess room.
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They were both in the room. Bang Sanca immediately locked the door of her room tightly.
"Aren't you sick?" fia asked in surprise as Bang Sanca suddenly locked her in the corner of the wall.
"Is it only when you're sick that you want to talk to your brother? If that's what you want. Brother is willing to get sick as long as you want to talk to Brother again" replied Bang Sanca.
"Fia's already too hurt. You keep too many secrets. What is the proof that you didn't touch Nelzi. Fia still keeps the conversation Bang. The conversation when asking Abang to take responsibility for her pregnancy" said Fia rebelled in Bang Sanca's decapitation.
"What comes into your logic, in his four-month-old family, brother has only met him for three months. My brother was just talking and had never met. Unfortunately Brother when he met even got news like this until the tragedy broke" Bang Sanca tried to explain.
"White a lie..!!!" Fia thrashed and finally even a fierce fight.
"Fia's coming out.. Fia sent us our divorce papers"
"Install..!!! Fia did not want to" she shouted as Bang Sanca was no longer in control.
"You're still my wife Fia. Brother still has the right to ask for it" snapped Bang Sanca was no longer able to bear it. Moreover, Fia who fought a lot felt a challenge for him.
"You are very difficult to worship" Bang Sanca stripped Fia's clothes and then kissed a glimpse of the sweet lips so that the wife was calm in her arms.
"Fia doesn't want to bang. Fia please" he said softly.
"Can you calm down. You accept it to be. Let Brother who works hard" Silence..dark, Bang Sanca channeled his desire that has been almost seven months he pendam.
"Aawwhh Abaang" Bang Sanca immediately silenced Fia's lips.
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Fia was sobbing slowly and was getting calmer. Over time he complied and resigned because he could not fight the power of Bang Sanca. His hands rubbed and tidied Fia's messy hair.
"It hurts??" ask Bang Sanca.
Fia nodded then hid her face in the half-sitting belly of Bang Sanca.
"Your fault in the angel's cowards." Bang Sanca smoked her cigarette in the room until the smoke billowed in the room still felt the rest of the pleasure of heaven.
"Fia is not strong Bang"
Bang Sanca immediately stood up, turned off her cigarette and opened the window and returned to the bed.
Fia took a sip of her saliva looking at Bang Sanca from top to bottom.
"See what you are?" reprimand Bang Sanca who understands the fia that directly faces the wall avoids it.
"Egh. no Bang." answered Fia wrongly.
"Say if you want to" whispered Bang Sanca mischievously teasing Fia showing off her manhood as husband.
"Neither Bang. nope.. is enough..!!!!!" Fia shuddered in horror facing her husband who couldn't possibly be quite one.
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Bang Sanca covered Fia's body, actually Bang Sanca felt anxious and sorry to have to do all this forcibly, Fia to the point of crying for mercy.. he did not think about the risks that could happen but there was no other way to defend Fia.
"Sorry deck.. Brother until emotions face you. This is the last road we're getting tied to. Not only the husband must be in the key, but you also have to lock the wife. Ojo naughty cah ayu. Om Sanca's property cannot be disturbed. Brother will make you addicted to not being able to wart"
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After the apples for Friday morning. Bang Sanca sees Fia cuddling with a man in front of SatDik's cooperative. Instantly his blood rose and the emotions of the soul could not be contained anymore let alone Fia so tightly held him.
"From the back is like Anjar. Is Anjar here??" muttered Bang Sanca while approaching Fia and the man.
"Waaah.. Anjar..: brash" Bang Sanca sped up her pace.
"Why is your face pale, who bothers you? Say the same brother..!!"
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