Life in a Rifle, Love In Your Heart
29. My zafia.
Rhea was hysterical at Bang Dafa's funeral. Fia simply fell silent recalling her memories with the man she had been in her heart for four years. Bang Dafa's mother calmed Rhea down, Bang Dafa's mother didn't want Fia as a child either.
Bang Sanca approached Fia after the funeral was over. Fia avoided Bang Sanca, she understood very well what Bang Sanca meant about her conversation with Rhea but somehow on the other hand there was a feeling that stuck if she kept remembering it, her heart would hurt even more.
"Wait for deck..!! We go home together" Bang Sanca.
"Fia went home with Bang Ibra" Fia refused.
"Ibra was assigned a guard. Only you can go home with you"
"Fia can take a taxi. Go home with Rhea" said Fia. Really the word he did not want to say but there was a feeling that he really could not bear.
"Your brother's wife is not Rhea"
"But that attention never faded khan Bang? Brother remains worried about Rhea, and it hurts Fia's heart" Fia said honestly and left Bang Sanca away from the crowd even though her steps were still not stable.
Bang Sanca doesn't want to add to Fia's burden. He followed Fia's steps and blocked her steps. One kiss landed sweetly on Fia's forehead.
"If a thousand apologies can not relieve your mind. Do whatever you can as long as the burden on your heart is reduced. Brother only wants to be the best of man but this imperfect brother still hurts your heart" Bang Sanca pulled Fia's hand in order to hit him.
Fia immediately cried. He directly slapped Bang Sanca's cheek, though, her soft hands that did not have much energy were beating Bang Sanca's chest with all her might until Fia finally got tired and hugged Bang Sanca spilling all the tears that were so painful in her heart.
"Fia is self-conscious Bang, can not compete with seven years togetherness Brother"
"And Rhea couldn't beat one long night that made you love you so much. You never know how your tormented brother withstood the longing because he was crazy about you. The former is still the former whatever the reason.When you are the heart of my life, the roar of my breath, my pulse. Brother's comrades-in-arms head for his paradise" Bang Sanca takes Fia into a car to calm him down.
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They both sat in the car. Bang Sanca lowered the car seat so that Fia could be more relaxed.
"Abang just feels guilty, because Brother.. Dafa died on the battlefield and you certainly understand that but more than that. Brother's heart ached can not imagine if you have to go home name, brother, what will happen to you and our children. The baby no longer knows who the father is. This burden feels so heavy. Be healthy, you and your baby, you don't want anything. Just want you and Juno to be healthy. That's enough"
The two of them held hands and tried to understand each other.
"The gate remains to be in the law" Fia said.
"Ready sweetheart..!!"
"Ready wrong..!!"
"Do as ordered..!!" answer Bang Sanca.
"Puasin Fia.
"Every boss.we're back now..!!" bang Sanca smiled.
"Puasin Fia ate meatballs" Fia ralat when Bang Sanca's face had changed alarmingly.
"Ealaaaah.. Abang kira want to invite hok yaa. hok yaa" Bang Sanca leaned back to take a long breath.
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Bang Sanca asks for unilateral permission from Bang Hisam. Danyon to the beard fire confronting Bang Sanca's behavior.
Fia is not to blame. His wife had tried hard not to be jealous, but again this was a natural feeling from a wife let alone Fia was pregnant.
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Bang Anjar calmed Rhea. In his house still comes mourners and officials.
"You know where Sanca is?" bang Garin asked as the higher-ups were also looking for the man who had just become the captain.
"Where I know. I was busy with Rhea, I didn't think Sanca" Bang Anjar replied.
"It's just rude of him, we got top lyrics" said Bang Garin.
"Leave it. We risk it lately. I'm sure he must be desperately persuading Fia for her own stupidity. We know the nature of Sanca. But you see, being with Fia.. Sanca's like a madman. I can cry and be emotional. Different when Sanca with Rhea, Adel, Suci, Fatma, Diza. All stiff and flat. Only with Fia alone, Sanca's youngest lover, but once he dearest beat his affection for Rhea"
"You're right An.. Fia completely shuts Sanca's inner self to another woman. It was when Rhea cheated.. Sanca still gave her a heart, but most likely the feeling was dead especially when Rhea played crazy and became pregnant with Dafa. So Fia is Sanca's death card" said Bang Garin.
"Bang Dafaa.." cried Rhea in her room. Bang Anjar's reflex ran in looking at Rhea's condition.
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On the stage cafe. Bang Sanca leaned on Fia to sit leaning on her. A bowl of meatballs that have been ordered has not been touched by the requestor. Bang Sanca was back in darkness when Fia started to shut up again.
"Bring a bribe yes..!!" Bang Sanca took a spoonful of meatballs that were almost cold but Fia refused it, she understood the state of his wife's heart was really hurt, melow changeable. Surely his wife's anger was not satisfied enough to relieve her jealousy.
"If you were concerned about Rhea, now you wouldn't be here to take care of you. Physical contact with Rhea does not necessarily make Brother fall in love with him. The past simply becomes the past, not to be repeated. You're the last one.."
"Yeah'..." Fia opened her mouth. His stomach was rumbling. Hunger overcame his anger. Bang Sanca wanted to laugh but she tried hard to hold him back so that his wife would not get angry again.
Without talking Bang Sanca feeds Fia. Bang Sanca smiled, it was inconceivable for her to marry a girl whose age was ten years below her. An om-om loves another little girl than another. It was like loving a king's daughter that was so hard to conquer. If Rhea used to be easy to believe his words, but not with Fia. One little girl can make it messy up to the eye crackers and break down her inner Abrik. Zafia is his favorite wife.
"Bang..!!"
"Hm"
"Run yuk..!!"
"Ehemmmm. tumben ngajakin Abang, usually Abang who forced" said Bang Sanca.
Fia played her fingers furiously.
"Yes, you're finishing your food fast. Where are you gonna go to?" whispered Bang Sanca.
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