Life in a Rifle, Love In Your Heart
10. Let it flow as it is.
Brother wants to explain it to you Fia. But with your current state. You don't want to make you depressed and shaken. It's your mental problem deck. It is not just because you or your brother have become one.
"Why do you really want to get pregnant. Is it just because Dafa's wife is pregnant?" ask Bang Sanca.
"Yes.. Fia wants to prove that Fia can also get pregnant and.. Fia is very happy with Fia's marriage" he said more and more.
Bang Sanca pulled Fia's waist and sat her on her left thigh.
"Why did that thought cross your mind? Pregnant is not a wild race. Pregnant women should be happy, sincere and ready to be parents. Supplies for children, not kidding. There is a provision of education, religion also teaches social science. If you want to.. You can get pregnant right now, you close your eyes.. Brother who works. But. You're not ready for the deck"
"Fia knows Bang. Like you did yesterday, Khan?"
"Yes right, like it was originally" Bang Sanca replied while controlling feelings.
"Do you think Fia is a child too?" Fia looked at Bang Sanca's eyes fixedly.
"You're an adult. It's just that there are some important points that are missed in your life. No problem with the deck. Even as a man, as a husband.. Brother was grateful for that" Bang Sanca so sincerely said it from her deepest heart.
"Now sleep. Brother accompany you to sleep"
"Bao.. You don't want to kiss Fia?" ask Fia.
"Why else would you ask so deck?"
"Let's get Bang..!!" Fia replied without any guilt.
"Bibir Abang sariawan dek" reason Bang Sanca.
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After Fia sleeps. Bang Sanca out of the room. He immediately took a shower and smoked in the back of the house. Sleeping next to Fia made him unsettled. Actually legitimate if he wants to vent na*sunya. But once again, he wants all the process to pass well until Fia herself who sincerely does her duty as a wife.
"Dude...!!!"
"Astagfirulah..!!! that deck, why are you awake?" Bang Sanca was surprised that Fia had already caught up with him and sat down beside him.
"Fia is afraid of Bang. Bed creaking. Beside the room there was a sound and cigarette smoke coming into the room" Fia said. Bang Sanca turned her head to confirm his wife's words and was right. Fia looks very scared.
"Yes, let's go with you" Bang Sanca held Fia's hand. Feels cold and shivering.
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Bang Sanca enveloped his wife. He has not dared to enter in a blanket and chose to wear a sarong as a cold repellent tonight.
When Fia sleeps, it is true that there is cigarette smoke entering between their room rooms.
Not usually like this. Wouldn't anyone want to spy on my wife?.
Still thinking hard, Fia's hand was already hugging her chest. His legs also overlaid his long-barreled weapon.
"Aduuuhh.. wretch..!! Why is his position so alert?" muttered Bang Sanca while slightly shifting Fia's sleeping position, but unfortunately, the more Bang Sanca shifted. Fia's legs increasingly rubbed against her.
"Fia.. deck..!! Wake up..!!"
Fia did not bully him and instead embraced Bang Sanca more and more. Fia's legs that could not stand still had already given a different sensation. The longer, Bang Sanca the more limp and resigned. Over time he drifted, his breath hunting.His heart raced fast. He also Mende*ah slowly.
Bang Sanca glanced over and noticed his little wife was already completely asleep or not. His hands fluttered candlenut and right.
"Yet..!!" muttered.
His smile was infuriating mischievously.
"Sorry deck. sedikiiiiit only" Bang Sanca turned off her room lights and left only the moonlight that night.
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Bang Sanca insisted on teaching Fia a big bath even though Fia was not finishing her period. Halimah's mother only shook her head to hear the commotion when it was still dawn.
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Fia just sits on a long cot while cleaning the ingredients for the chili.
"Why ndhuk? If you still sleep again" said Fia's mother-in-law.
"No Ma'am. Fia's thighs hurt so much that it feels sore" said Fia complained to the mother. He shifted to sit occasionally acting sick.
"Why son?"
"Fia is like a dream in the shadow of a burly figure. De***nnya make Fia afraid. Fia's locked, can't breathe mom" Fia whispered to mom. Bang Sanca was so shocked that she choked on her own drink.
Mother who heard the complaint of her innocent daughter-in-law immediately glanced at Bang Sanca whose face had turned red wrongly.
"Oohh. Maybe his sturdy figure wants an introduction. Its nothing. He is good" Mother replied as she looked at Bang Sanca with anxiety.
Fia nodded in understanding.
...
"Bang. go home.. Fia's scared"
"Khan's mother said it's okay" replied Bang Sanca.
"But Bang. it seems like Fia is being pushed down hard because...."
"Because what?"
Fia on her tiptoes whispered something in Bang Sanca's ear until Fia cried.
"Uusshhh, yes, we have stayed at the hotel. Don't cry deck..!! So if you want to sleep it is praying not to dream in disturbing the devil" replied Bang Sanca.
Bang Sanca felt a little regretful because last night she almost gave up and knocked down her defensive wall. Fia who whimpered in pain made him unbearable and resuscitated from his caliphate. A taste that is only halfway makes it a migraine until morning. Almost he broke into the goal but then he realized and undo his intentions. Only he and God know how far he has gone.
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After breakfast with sambal tempeh. Mother let her son and daughter-in-law go. The reason was ridiculous but all of this was obviously because of his son.
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After last night, Bang Sanca kept getting curious. There is a taste vibration that he can not describe, which is certain.the desire to have and protect the wife is increasingly felt.
"Is this the name of the bond between husband and wife? Brother hasn't really finished the deck yet. But your presence means a lot in your life" he said as Fia slept in the car. Bang Sanca slightly revealed Fia's veil and peeked at her. There is a clear red mark on the chest.
"Am I too violent last night?"
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"Why did you eat so little?" ask Bang Sanca.
"Well, is it safe around here?" whispered Fia flickering innocently without sin.
"May..!! Take it easy, you are the same brother. This time I really took care. Let alone demons. Mosquitoes will not allow you to approach" Bang Sanca replied reassuringly.
"OK Bang.." Fia continued eating. His eyes were wary of lurking here and there.
O Allah Fia. Forgive Brother yes deck. Because the brother who can't control yourself looks like a fool. My brother will guide you and teach you what you should be. Sooner or later, it will happen. Either Brother who can no longer afford it or you who ask for your rights as brother's wife.
"Bao.. When's............"
"Don't ask me when to get pregnant again" said Bang Sanca.
"Iihh Abang's. Fia wants to ask, when do we go to the pharmacy"
Bang Sanca scratched her head in confusion. Where there is a medicinal tau ointment removes its 'slipping' marks overnight.
Not even one-third of you planted, your reaction is like this deck. How about I plant all. Opo did not shock comet gyrab-gyrab ra karuan.
"It can't take medicine. Let Brother obey" replied Bang Sanca.
"How Bang?
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