Let me be hurt
Episode 26's
Clara
Today is the 3rd day my parents are in Indonesia, today is also my last day in Indonesia. After this I will leave everything here, everything including my relationship with brother Reza. If I can be honest all this time I did love Reza's sister, but when Reza punished me just because I chatted with Doctor Fadli it really hurt my heart. Doesn't Reza really trust me. I didn't even do anything with Doctor Fadli and Brother Reza wouldn't listen to my explanation first. My heart hurts so much. I got a referral letter to Germany for treatment, I got it yesterday but not yet and today is the time. I'm leaving Indonesia when Reza's brother takes my parents to the airport. Now I'm in Doctor Fadli's room.
"Okay Doc, I asked for my departure to Germany lest anyone know well that Mr. Reza, the Doctor, and my parents. I beg you to keep this a secret" I told Doctor Fadli.
"But Clara, the chances of you forgetting memories are great, so if they don't know where you are how will you remember them?? "said Doctor Fadli.
"I beg Doc, I don't want to remember anything from my past. Please help me forget everything Doc, I don't want to continue being in this situation" I said with tears in my eyes.
"Alright, but I'll help you while you're in Germany" she told me.
"Okay Doc, if that's what I'm sorry about" I said and left Doctor Fadli's room.
The moment I was about to pull the door out suddenly something pushed it, my body immediately retreated. I'm surprised, turns out it's Reza's sister.
"What are you doing here?? "he said with a cynical look at Domter Fadli who was sitting on his desk.
"Nothing" I said briefly and walked away.
"Clara wait" she said, but I didn't press her.
"Clara you're horrified, wait" she said again in a snapping tone.
"What the hell is it" I said.
"You're why Clara, you can't be nice to me" she said angrily.
"I've tried but failed" I said casually.
"Clar!!!"said snapping at me.
"What?? I'm more convinced to choose not to love brother Reza, yes I've been willing to go back to my care ruanh" I said then walked away from Reza's sister who was fixated because of my words.
Now that I was in my ward again, I waited for them all to leave the hospital. My things I have sorted out only me who is still here. I was still busy playing my phone looking at the clock, before long my dad and mom arrived with Reza's sister.
"Good day papa's son" said my father by hugging me and then alternating my mother.
"Good day, ma.
"Why does your mom really want to go home today?? "my words pleasantries.
"Yes dear papa work is still a lot there so papa must go home, you if you miss papa and mama just come with Reza all you honeymoon" said my papa.
"Dear mom and dad can't wait to have a grandchild" my mom said.
"Tu ma, papa pingin nimang granddaughter of you and Reza" said papa spirit.
"Yes pa ma, Reza will be overtime for papa and grandchild" Reza said with a wink at me.
"Yaudah dear papa same mama go first yes, you are fine here. Reza anterin papa same mama kebandara ya" said my papa then hugged me.
"Ready pa" replied Brother Reza.
"Yes ma, Clara can take care of herself. Mama calm down" I said with a tight hug to my mother.
"Yes already if that's the same mom go first yes, oh yeah take care of yourself yes" said my mom.
"Ok ma.
Now that my mom and paoa have left me, here in this room there is only me and Reza's sister. Honestly my heart is not willing to leave it but my mind continues to oppose let alone be supported by the treatment of my sister Reza to me. I sat in my bed, my bead and Reza's bead met. Slowly Reza approached me and immediately hugged me. "Swarmness" that's all I felt when the burly body hugged me. I tried to hold back my tears so as not to spill on Reza, my heart really felt sore. This was the last straw I felt, I smelled a scent that always made me comfortable. I woke up as Reza groaned.
"Emmhh... Clara"Reza's brother made me realize.
"What's up, brother??"I try to be gentle even though my mind is against my heart.
"You held me too tight, so I could hardly breathe" Reza said.
"Sorry brother sorry, Clara accidentally" I said and let go of his embrace.
"My darling why are you hugging me so hard, don't you want to be away from me and do you love me" Reza said with a sweet smile.
"No, I just feel sorry for my sister who never felt my warm embrace so now I give it. Maybe this is the first and last time Clara has swooped up like that" I said with an arrogant face.
"You mean?? "asked brother Reza astonished at what I said.
"Why did we say first and last, ap.." Reza's brother's words were cut because his phone rang.
"Hallo pa, what's wrong?? "ask brother Reza to the people across there who are none other than my papa.
"Thank God papa contacted Reza, papa understands me"I felt relieved.
"Yes pa this moment Reza is going to the parking lot" said brother Reza then disconnected and immediately put the phone into his pocket.
"Who's brother?? papa?? "mute me by putting my eyebrows together.
"Yes, papa is waiting for me in the parking lot, if that's what I go first and you don't miss me huh" said brother Reza then kissed my forehead and left.
"But be careful" My voice was a little high for Brother Reza to hear.
Now that I live alone in my nursery, I am silent to remember everything I have passed with Reza who will soon become a forgotten memory. When I was still daydreaming suddenly someone called my name and of course the call destroyed my daydream.
"Clara" the voice greeted me.
"Ehh Doctor Fadli, how?? "many of me with a cheerful face.
"Are you ready??"ask Doctor Fadli.
"Yes I am ready" I answered with confidence.
"All right let's go" said Doctor Fadli.
Now I've been in the X destination of Jakarta to Germany. Germany will be a place where I will have surgery on the disease that has been gnawing at me. Yes, stage 3 brain cancer, there is no other way than surgery. I have given everything to the regulator will I survive or not. I just think the most important thing is that I've tried. I saw people passing by in X, even the new plane I could see.
"Gentlemen and ladies flights bound for Germany are about to depart" the notice said.
