Let me be hurt

Episode 24

Clara

I saw Reza's sister fall asleep really fast, I tried to stand up but it hurt so much down there. I kept trying to fail, I finally decided to get off the bed slowly. It feels like a pain in my womanhood. I pulled out the blankets on my body and Reza's sister and used them to cover my own body. I covered my body while thinking about Reza's naked body. Slowly I began to limp with the stuffed blanket towards the bathroom. Slowly I tried to stand with the help of the wall, I saw my body in front of the mirror. I was disgusted to see my body that had so many traces of Reza's sister's kiss. I didn't expect Reza's sister to be able to do this to me, my hate was growing over everything Reza's sister did to me. Why did this hatred become so great, my head ached without me noticing that I was holding my hand and pointing to the mirror. The mirror broke along with my blood-splitting hand. Where did the power come from so I could hit the mirror, I slowly stood under the shower and I turned it on, when my feet suddenly lifted I slipped and hit the bathtub. Now the water was soaking my body from top to bottom, the blood coming out of my hands was covered by the shower. I still use the blanket, my body wrapped in a blanket and slumped until my position was sitting under the shower. My head hurts so much, coupled with my womanhood that feels sore.

"Aww sa. sa.. sa. is sick" I said slowly and then unconscious.

I slowly opened my eyes, a little strange as I felt. It's not like this is Reza's sister's house, I saw on my left my hand was given an infusion that I was trying to remember everything that happened.

"Am I in the hospital?? what the hell's going on?? does Reza know my pain?? "my words sat up because that was all that came to my mind.

"Doctor Fadli!! yes, I should ask Doctor Fadli, I hope I did not say my illness to Reza's sister" I said, then slowly took a sitting position.

I found it hard to break away because Reza's sister took my hand, a few moments later I was able to let go. I reached for my infusion and then slowly descended from my bed. At first it was a little difficult but I kept trying even though I had to be helped with everything I could achieve. I slowly passed the hospital hallway to get to Doctor Fadli's room. Finally I was in front of a door that read "Doctor Fadli's Room".

"Finally" I said and knocked on the door.

"Please come in" heard his voice telling me to come in.

"Excuse me Doc, is the doctor busy?? "my word.

"Clar!! why are you here?? you have to rest a lot" he said and then helped me sit in his desk bed.

"Sorry Doc, am I here for nanya?? "my word.

"Ask what?? "said Doctor Fadli.

"Did the doctor tell my illness to Reza's sister?? "manyu curious.

"Clara I promised you to keep your illness a secret to Mr. Reza where I might deny, I'm a Doctor so an appointment is a priority. So you came here just for that?? "asked Doctor Fadli.

"Yes Doc, but I'm here too what about my cancer?? "ucapkusa little weak.

"Clara this is bad news, you have to do Clara surgery because your cancer has been malignant once and must be removed. But. "said Doctor Fadli hanging.

"But what Doc?? "tanyaku.

"Sounds like bad news, Doc?? "my words are bitter.

"If you have surgery you will most likely forget your past Clara" Dr Fadli explained.

"What Doc?? Seriously doctor" I was surprised.

"Yes Clara you'll forget about Mr. Reza and your past" Doctor Fadli said a little weakly.

I thought for a moment, is this the best thing for me. I've been too sick for Reza's sister, I don't want to be tormented anymore. I finally decided to agree to it even though my heart felt tight no matter what I was feeling right now. My ego is bigger than everything.

"Do nothing, I don't have a problem with any of it" I said briefly.

"But Clara isn't just that" Domter Fadli said.

"What else is it Doc?? "manyaku wonder.

"The chances of you surviving are only a few percent, because the cancer is already very malignant Clara" said Doctor Fadli.

"I don't care Doc, if my life is going to be taken that fast then I'm willing. It seems better like this" I said holding back my tears.

My heart hurts so much, but I try not to feel it. Now what this feeling is that obviously there seems to be is a sense that I don't want to leave Reza's sister and all my memories. I tried everything even though I was in a little pain. Now that my resolve is complete I will forget all about Reza and myself.

"Well Doc when will the operation take place?? "anyaku limp.

"You can't do this hospital Clara, this hospital needs to be inadequate sometime. So I'll help you refer to a hospital outside the country" he explained.

"Well, whatever Doc I follow, then I'll excuse me to come back to my room Doc" I said and then walk out of Doctor Fadli's room.

Slowly I stepped my feet through the hallway, but on the way I was surprised because I felt someone holding me from behind - who was it - I immediately elbowed his stomach.

"Awwwsick baby, you are still strong despite your pain" he said.

I knew that voice right away I turned around it was Reza's sister.

"Sir Reza, you startled me" I said and walked away.

"What's the matter with you??"I'm still walking without caring about it.

While I was focusing on my path, suddenly my body was lifted up by someone. Who else if not Reza's sister. I thrashed out for release but was not released by him.

"Clara is silent otherwise you will fall and your infusion will suck your blood" she said casually.

"Let go, Clara can walk alone" I said again.

"Be quiet, put your hand around my neck so you don't fall" he said with a foresight.

"No" I said briefly.

"I've dropped this" he said, lowering me a little.

"Ok.ok.." I said and put my hand on her neck.

"That's dong, if from now on it's not complicated" he said with a sneaky smile.

Moments later, Reza and I arrived. I was surprised to see someone in my room.

"Mommy.. papa!!"my words were taken down by Reza's sister.

"Dear Clara" said my mother and hugged me.

"Your mom's the same papa kangen really same as you son" said my mom still hugging me.

"Clara's fine" said I stroked my mother's back and let go.

"It's okay, you're now in my daughter's hospital" said my father.

"Not only soy sauce" I said briefly.

"Honey looks like our daughter forgot her warm embrace for me" papa said to my mother.

"Yes, sorry Clara. Clara forgot" I said and hugged my papa.

"Papa's daughter is already very big" said papa still hugging me.

"When did Mom come here?? "my lot is in papa's arms.

"Papa sama came straight here when son Reza called us that you're in the hospital" said papa then let go of his embrace.

"I'm sorry mom is equally papa, son, because all this time we were busy abroad to not know your situation here" said mom and then let out tears.

"It's okay ma, Clara is sorry papa mama far from before. Clara is strong, won't be in the hospital for long" I said with a sweet smile.

"Papa misses your sweet smile this is my daughter" my papa said with a pinch on my cheek.

"Sick tau pa" I said and moved my lips.

"Son Reza looks like my daughter asked to be kissed, papa's mouth that just so upset me.

"I'm ready to kiss Clara and not know Clara" Reza said, making my cheeks flushed.

"Cie mama's son her cheeks are red" said my mama teasing me.

"No, eh yes papa sama mam until when here?? "my words diverted the conversation.

"Smart papa kid ngeles kayak bajai" papa said to me.

"Papa mama can only be 3 days baby, are you okay?? "asked papa.

"It's okay with Clara" I said to my papa.

"Yasnow you have to rest a lot if your condition has improved mama will masakin you your favorite food" said mam to me.

"Ready ma... Clara will be cured. Clara misses mama's cooking" I said then walked up my bed.