Let me be hurt
Episode 1's
My name is Clara, now I am 17 years old.I am a son of a respectable family, my parents are rich Kingdom, my appearance is also amazing, my appearance is also, with the beauty that I have but unfortunately all that does not mean to me since I was convicted of brain cancer early stage.Initially I was not sure if I really did have the disease but after I experienced symptoms I started feel worried.
At the time I was 8 years old, I was a child who was smart, cheerful, good, also beautiful. at school I was in a race race but because I was not careful finally hit my head stone. It was then that I often felt headaches, dizziness, vomiting that I always fainted. My parents who are busy with their work do not know my condition.Finally I at the age of 8 years ventured to the hospital, fortunately, my parents gave me a credit card so I could use it indefinitely.I went to the hospital only with money that I have without adult supervision.In the hospital I touched how to get me can be checked, if I go straight to the doctor, Domter will ask my parents. As I walked towards the receptionist suddenly someone bumped into me.
Gubrakkk
I fell and was unconscious, when I woke up, I looked around and I was already in one of the hospital rooms. I knew who was taking me.About a long time later a doctor came into my room and it was true that the doctor questioned my parents' whereabouts.
Sweet sister doctor can nanya not(said Doctor that)
Can you ask what?? (my speech)
Where is your mommy's dad?? (saying Doctor)
I just kept quiet and didn't answer the doctor's question, after which the doctor talked to the nurse.
How this brother's parents do not exist, we have to how do doc. the disease he suffered is very heavy for him doc (said the nurse)
I understand sus, fortunately it is still early stage so we have to find out the whereabouts of his parents as soon as possible (the doctor said)
I heard everything they talked about, even crystal clear fell from my eyes.When my hope began to fade and there was no more spirit to survive.The next day my concentration of learning decreased, my view began to blur and I often sapped. My school performance dropped dramatically, my teachers were amazed at what was happening to me. They've contacted my parents but my parents are always busy with their world's work.
I live in a big house like a palace, Denfan surrounded by servants who are many like princesses but all that has not meant anything to me since this disease has ruled me. My days are dark without a single light. At home I was always locked up, so this maid who was close to me was now surprised by my change of attitude, so this as I asked me about what happened but I refused to tell her.
Tok..tok.. tokk. (the sound of the door being knocked).
Excuse me for not whether aunty can enter (say bi inah)
Just go in bi(my speech)
He came to me with food and drink for me.
Non this aunty bring food, non have to eat yes (say aunt)
Yes bi(capku)
I don't want to feel as clean as I am so I make it look like I'm nothing.
Non...non why?? non sick huh?? (pronounce this)
Not really bi, Clara is not papa kok kecapean (me said)
Oo yaudah then, aunty so calm (say bi inah)
I know what I have to do with my condition, every week I have to go to the hospital for the hospital. The doctor advised me to have surgery but I refused the procedure I knew if the surgery would require parental consent, I didn't want my parents to know about my situation.
About Doctor...Clara was just in the rally, yes, Clara did not want surgery (my words ask)
Clara doesn't want Mama with Papa Clara tau(my word)
Why is that so, Mama and Papa Clara must know the condition of Clara (the doctor said)
Clara does not want them sad om, so Clara asked the Doctor not to find out again who is Clara's parents (my words while crying)
I don't understand what I felt with the Doctor that must have been at that time when the Doctor shed tears.
Yaudah later everything so that om who ngurus(say om it)
Thank you, doctor can not Ratna call dad?? (say Clara)
No papa really, consider it your father yes(the doctor said)
Thank you om, uh dad(say Clara)
The same (the Doctor said)
Yes since then my doctor called me by my father's name, as long as I run chemo o Doctor who handles me and also helps me.
For years I have passed by running the chemotrapy, now my age is 12 years I do not understand why the disease I suffered never healed, now my cancer has stepped on stage 2, I do not know why,my condition is getting worse.Doctor says the cancer I have is starting to be malignant.I touched on what God planned for me, what God prepared for me. What is clear is that God will not give me trials beyond the limits of his servant's ability.
When I was 12 years old, the doctor I always called my father took me to his house.Today I went to the house of Doctor, Doctor introduced me to his wife and son. His wife was very kind and his son was inversely proportional to both his parents. Doctor's son is 1 year older than me. I'm always bullied by the Doctor's son, the Doctor's son doesn't like me because the Doctor always pays attention to me.
Hehh your little boy, why are you in my house ha (say the son of the Doctor)
Sorry sister if Clara's presence disturbs my sister (my word is down)
Basic little boy, sick, nahusahin(he said and immediately pushed me)
I fell down, my arm hit the edge of the glass table.My arm was slashed and bleeding, blood that I spit out quite a lot.Child om Doctor bangtung then called his mother.I who saw blood immediately fainted because it was from me little pobia same blood.
Maaa..
Her mother came and approached me, her mother was shocked when she saw me who was already covered in blood.
Ouchh.... Reza this is why Clara's hand (say her mother)
Reza accidentally pushed him, uh even hit the table so bloody (he said)
Oh you this, did Mama already say do not disturb Clara.If you already believe how this, where Papa you song out (said Mama)
Ma Sorry Reza... Reza was unintentionally. Reza promises Reza responsibility (his speech)
Yaudah yuk help Mama take Clara to sit in the guest chair (said Mama while lifting my body)
