Let me be hurt

Episode 13's

Clara

After Reza left my room I immediately asked Doctor Fadli for help. I was thinking about getting out of the hospital without telling Reza.

Fadli can I go home now (my words hold my cry)

Actually you can go home at this time, but I'm afraid you will drop again (he said to me)

But I can return (my words wipe my tears away)

Yes you can go home (he said to me)

Yaudah I want to go home today, but you do not tell me the same brother Reza yes if I make it home.Fadli I ask not to say anything with brother Reza yes (my word to him)

Sip, yaudah let me help and anterin you go home (he said to me)

I agreed, soon after I finished cleaning all my equipment.Now I was in a black sports car. At that time I was just daydreaming about what Reza's sister had told me.

What does Reza mean?? why would she want me to get pregnant with her child?? (took me to myself)

I don't understand what Reza wants from me. I woke up from my daydream when Fadli nudged my shoulder with his hand. I was surprised and mentioned Reza's name.

You're why Clara, you think Reza ya (talk to me)

Uhg.. don't really (my words are nervous).

Ooo, yaudah.Your house is silent??(ask me)

Oh yes yes I haven't said (my word to him)

You just keep going later I'm the directionin(ucaoku to him)

Ok(say)

Shortly after I arrived at my house, my godfadli brought my things into the house. When I knocked on the door bi Nari immediately opened it.

Hayy aunty(my words greeted her)

Non Clara(say bi Narti while hugging me)

Non how are you?? auntie kangen (talk to me)

Clara is nothing bik, Clara also misses the same aunt even kangen really (my word to her)

Yaudah non ayuk in, ntar non ledinginan again (the word immediately pulled me to enter)

Non sit here just let aunt make drinks for non and non friends this (say to me then move back)

Eh brags his friend does not want to drink what?? (ask bi Narti to me)

Hemmm, habitual auntie (my word to her)

Same with Clara (fadli cut off)

Oh yaudah kalu it's the same non wait yes aunty want to make it first (said then go kedapur again)

Aunts are just-nothing (my word)

Clara you live here alone?? (asked Fadli to me)

Ohh no, I'm here with bi Narti, my driver, satpan and others (my words answer)

I mean not all of them but... Mama and papa where are you?? (ask me)

I was silent with his question. I have to answer what.

Heyyy... Why are you?? (asked Fadli while holding his hand in front of my face)

Eee... I'm fine, my mom and dad are out of town taking care of their business (my call to him)

Oooo so that's it (he said)

Please non aden, this drink it.bibi pamit kedapur first yes(say bi Narti).

Yes, thank you (my name)

Yes non(pronounce bi Narti and pass away)

Fadli and I chatted very long, it does not feel now it is afternoon.Fadli looked at the circular clockwork in his hand.After seeing him Fadli pampit me to go home. I'll take Fadli to my doorstep.

Be careful, Fad(talku)

Yes Clara(pronounced)

Oh yes thank you very much for the help (my words by waving my hand)

The same (capmnya then run the car)

Yes, now Fadli's car is slowly moving away from my house. I went back into my house and went straight to bi Narti.

Aunties...Clara help ya (my words while hugging bi Narti's neck)

no need, it's not just come home (say bi Narti)

But Clara wants to help, if aunty does not ask permission Clara ngambek ni (talku to bi Narti by advancing my lips)

Yaudah yuk (say bi Narti)

Finally bi Narti allowed me to help him.Tak long later I felt exhausted and bi Narti told me to rest in the room. I followed bi Narti's orders. Slowly but surely I walked up the stairs to my room. I opened the door to my room, the room I missed many days ago. I threw my body on my bed slowly I closed my eyes. Soon I fell asleep and turned to my dreams.

Reza

My body feels tired, my heart is broken and broken. I'm still thinking about everything Clara said to me. I didn't think Clara would hate me so much, I knew it was my fault.I hurt her and even made her sad because of me.I thought I shouldn't have done that to her. Then I decided to go to the hospital and apologize. Shortly after I returned to the hospital to meet Clara.I ran to Clara's room, when I opened Clara's room door I was surprised to find Clara was no longer there. I only saw a Sister making Clara's bed, I approached the Sister.

Excuse me Sus(my word to him)

Yes sir what is it?? (ask me)

Here's Sus the patient who was treated in this room where huh?? did it come home?? (took me)

Ooo means Clara's mother, yes she came home a few hours ago (say to me who managed to surprise me)

Oo well, thanks Sus (my word to him)

I left the hospital, though, I walked to the hospital parking lot to take my car to Clara's house.Today I was parked I got into my car and then turned it on and drove my car splitting the road.Some time later I arrived in front of Clara's house, Clara, and then I got in front of her, I looked at his house but I could not find it. The house looks very quiet like it is uninhabited.I got out of my car and then walked towards the gate of Clara's house. I saw around his house. When I looked back and forth my gaze was stunned when I saw a woman with unraveled hair and very beautiful for me in her bedroom balcony. Yes that's Clara the girl I'm looking for, I'd really like to apologize to her. While I was still looking at him suddenly something surprised me.

Sorry sir(said to me)

Yes(my words were surprised)

Who are you looking for?? (ask me)

Oh I'm looking for Clara (my word to her)

Ooo, non Clara is inside.Father what is the same business non Clara?? (ask again)

There's business (my name)

Ooo so yes, please come in sir(saying to me)

Yes, now that I was in front of the door of Clara's house, I knocked on the door of her house shortly after a woman who was aged opened it.

Ehh den Reza, what is it?? (ask me)

Eee, is there a clarna?? (my word)

There is a den in the room please just enter (pronounced bi Narti)

Thank you bi(my mouthpiece to him)

I walked into Clara's house, and I climbed the stairs to the boy's room. I opened the door to his room slowly.When I opened it I saw a beautiful woman standing in a balcony with only a shirt with a clothes, which only covered the shoulders above the knees.Seeing her legs are level, and, white and very smooth.Yes I think it aroused me a little, slowly I approached him and immediately embraced him.I hid my head on the neck of his level, he said, yes I smell a very fragrant aroma from his body slowly I smell it.When Clara realized with my behavior Clara immediately thrashed to escape, but I instead strengthened my embrace on him. I turned her body to face me, and now my eyes and eyes meet my intense gaze, his black eyes with their pliable lashes.