
🎶 If it ends, if you go, forget me.🎶
I grabbed my phone which rang as I enjoyed my breakfast.
"Hello."
"Hi Flo's been busy tonight?"
"Mmm Vin. What's up?"
"I want to take you somewhere. I'll pick you up in the afternoon at college. Okay. Bye."
Tut.tut..
I haven't had time to answer Kevin's words he's already decided on his call.
What the hell is wrong with him.
Bizarrely.
Actually I'm still awkward with him. After the incident at the cafe. He kissed me on the cheek in front of my friends. I'm obviously embarrassed. Especially if there's Anya there.
Axels. His attitude is always changing. But I know he doesn't care about me.
But honest. I love him so much. Even though he never treated me well. But I could never hate him.
Ahh.
The important thing is that he doesn't recognize my face. That is exactly what the Yoga Doctor said. He doesn't remember me. He did not remember the person who had taken him to the hospital.
Mercifully.
After breakfast I leave for college. Of course take public transport. The apartment I was staying in was not far from the busway stop. So access is very easy for me.
I didn't want to go to the cafeteria. I went straight to class. Although Nela asked me to the cafeteria. I'm lazy. I'm lazy to meet Axel. Let me avoid him for a while.
For two more weeks I can't avoid it anymore. In two weeks, our wedding will be held.
There was actually a sense of happiness in my heart considering that I would soon be his wife.
The first one I could be with him. I can monitor his condition.
The second one on my wedding day will definitely Father and Mom will come. That's the happiest thing for me because I miss them so much.
"Fw!!!!"
I gasped at Nela's screech on the front door of the classroom.
"Ah Nela your voice can split the Pacific ocean tau no!'' Pissed Dave who was rubbing his ears.
"What the hell is Ne?" I asked when Nela was sitting next to me.
"Lu why don't you follow the cantin?" Ask. I thought he would ask that.
"Males." Answer's short. I don't know since yesterday my mood was really not good.
"Tumben lu males." Said Dave. I just nodded in response to his words. If it was like this, they would understand.
From this morning until this afternoon, I was in class. Not going to the cafeteria or the toilet. Dave and Nela are confused with me.
Yeah, I'm not usually like this.
I walked to the parking lot because Kevin said he had arrived at the parking lot.
Justright. He was standing at the door of his car. I approached him.
"Sorry, old time?" My toot.
"No. Let's go." He said, opening the car door for.
Kevin is really good. Attentiveness. If Axel had acted like him I would have been so happy. But those are all things that can't happen.
I don't know where Kevin's taking me. He said it was a secret.
"Where are we going?" I asked for the umpteenth time.
"Secret Flo." That's the answer if I ask. I snorted in annoyance. She laughed and saw me.
"You're funny. That's what it is." He said with that crispness. I just pursed my lips.
"Okay we're up." Enthusiasticity says. I'm rattled. I don't know where this is. The place feels foreign to me.
Before I ask this where Kevin has gone first. He circled the car and opened the car door for me. Still with a confused look I looked at Kevin.
"Where are we going?" I asked when we entered a building.
"You will know later." He said and smiled.
"You're not going to kill me, are you?" Tanyaku.
"Yes, it's not Flo. You are-there is." He said then ruffled my hair. Yeah who knows? He has a grudge in his heart for me. Then want revenge like in those soap operas.
We took the elevator to the 30th floor. Out of the elevator Kevin closed my eyes.
Apasih.
"Udah calm down. I won't hurt you. Trust me the same." He said when I wanted to reject the hand that covered my eyes. I just follow. It's impossible for him to hurt me, right? Even if I can face it.
Kevin led me up every step of the ladder. I don't know where this is going.
On the last step we stopped. Slowly Kevin took his hand out of my eyes. I blinked my eyes because I was a little blurred.
I don't believe what I saw.
Honestly, this is so beautiful.
We are currently on the rooftop of a building. And look at the twilight that wants to return to its origin. It's so beautiful.
Sunset is beautiful. This was the thing I wanted the most all along. Staring at dusk. And say goodbye.
"This Vin is so beautiful." I said with enthusiasm and a hand that covered my own mouth.
"You likey?" He asked with both hands he put in his pants pocket.
"Like. Really like." I answered with a little scream.
I am really very happy. Although only seeing the twilight that wanted to set but it was very happy for me.
I stared at the sun for a long time until he was no longer visible and the sky was getting dark.
Without me knowing it was night.
When I turned my back to see Kevin, but he wasn't there.
"Kevin." Call me. No one's saying.
"Where's your chin?" Call me again.
Did he come down first because he was waiting for me?
I walked up the stairs to get out of this rooftop. But my steps stopped when someone's voice called out to me.
I turned my body. And Kevin was seen standing in a circle of heart-shaped candles and sprinkled with rose petals.
I'm stuck seeing all this.
Why would Kevin do this?
Kevin came to me. Take me into that circle of candles. I just follow his movements.
Then he held my hand gently.
"Flo, it's true we just got to know each other. We even met a few months ago. And our meeting that I don't think had any effect even when we first met we had a fight. Funny but I like it a lot. I love the times I am with you. I am happy when you laugh at me. I love everything about you, your kindness, your sincerity, your innocence, your simplicity. Maybe this is too fast Flo. But honestly I liked you when I first met you. Flo I love you. I LOVE YOU."
I don't believe what I hear. I can't believe all this.
Kevin's...
Her....
"FLO WILL YOU MARRY ME?"Â He knelt before me and gave me the ring that was inside the heart-shaped box.
What'd he say?
Marry me?
Am I dreaming?
If I'm having a bad dream please wake me up immediately.
But I don't think it's a dream, because Kevin's real in front of me.
I really can't believe what Kevin's doing.
She like me?
She loved me?
But...
But how is it possible?
I'm honestly flattered by all of his words and treatment. But.....
Huh
What am I supposed to say?
I can't bear to hurt her by telling her the fact that I'm getting married.
Loved her. I love him. Because I thought of him as my own brother. Same with Zack and Nathan.
But I have to tell you the truth. Before he hoped too deeply.
I helped him stand up. I saw her happy face.
I stared at his bead.
I'm sorry Kevin.
"Kevins. Honestly, I'm really flattered by what you did to me. I am comfortable being around you too. I can't believe what you said just now. I never even thought in that direction. But I'm grateful to you. Thank you for everything, your concern, your kindness, your concern for me. Thanks." I said at length. I saw his face sparkle.
I took my breath and then I exhaled slowly.....
"I'm sorry I can't." Final say. Her happy face changed in a few seconds.
"Why? Don't you love me yet? I can wait until you love me. I'll wait." Speak softly. But I know he's hurt by my answer.
But what can I do? I really can't.
"No. That's not Vin."
"Then why?" Ask again.
I close my eyes.
I have to say it.
"I'm engaged." My answer.
She smiled a little.
"Don't joke Flo." Her speech.
Hey am I kidding?
You also know that I'm not engaged. Even getting married.
"I'm not kidding Kevin." I said." Look at this." I said by showing my ring finger wrapped around my engagement ring with Axel.
Kevin looked at my ring. There was disbelief in his eyes.
"But I never saw you with your fiancee. And you never told me that either." Her speech. Now the ring he was holding had fallen to the floor.
"I didn't tell you. Because I don't think it matters to you. And I didn't know you had a taste for me."
"Fw...." Speech weakens.
"I'm sorry Kevin. Ii'm sorry. And in two weeks my wedding will be done." I answered in a lower voice.
I'm sorry Kevin.
Kevin smiled wryly.
I know he's disappointed. I know he's hurt.
Kevin didn't say anything. He looked at me with disappointment. Then he just left me without saying a word.
I called his name.
But still he did not stop or look at me. He kept walking without caring about me.
I did not find the cheerful Kevin, who cared for me, who cared for me, who was always there for me.
She went.
I'm sorry Kevin. Ii'm sorry.
I can't. I can't.
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Hellooo, long time no update. For that this time I updated some parts. Hope you guys like it.