Lara's Frame

Fellowship

They were all shocked to hear his true words

I intentionally, “Because now we are friends.”

“Aaaa...h..

They all hugged me, made all that oxygen

I need to be blocked, but I'm happy.

“Still, Kayla,” say they're all compact. Then one

one by one, the hug slipped.

“Iya, equally. I called my mom first, yeah, for

help with file file file withdrawal. Hopefully you guys can get out of the day

this is also.” I called my mother's number and moved to find the right place

to talk to your mom behind the phone.

“Why, Dear?” ask mom when

call is connected

“Ma, Kayla wants to withdraw their demands. Mama can

help Kayla?”

“Loh, why, Darling?”

I explained to Mama quite long, until

it takes a lot of time. At first my mother refused to help me, but I

trying hard to persuade him. As it worked, my mother was willing to help me.

All of these processes can be completed until night

day. Although there are some obstacles, such as the collection of files and witnesses

not exactly according to the police, but all of that can be resolved thanks to

the lawyer my mother sent.

They were all so happy to be able to go home and

reunited with his family.

“I'll go home first, yeah, Kay. Thank you very much.”

Only Bella, me and my mom are left in the garage, because they were still

waiting for an invitation from his family. “I said yes, Aunt. Thank you

much, Tan.” He touched my mother's hands politely.

“Be careful on the road, Bel,” sayku and mama compact.

Bella was riding in a car that was brought by a private driver

his papa. Until the car was no longer visible because the distance was far away.

“Kayla mama between where?”

“To home mom only, Ma. Mother was worried about the situation

Kayla, because from earlier her mother began why Kayla long ago came home.”

“Good.”

--o0o---

Mom came home as soon as she got home

mothering. Mama said, “Kayla should rest a lot. I'm sure today was tired

bang.” Yes indeed, heck. For a short day it was exhausting, but

there are so many lessons I can learn from each incident.

I rushed into my room, it felt like my body was so

need to lie on a mattress that has the strongest atmosphere. Because

in the rush, I got careless and nudged the table in my room.

“Aw..,” I said in pain.

Some stuff on that table

fall over. I took the stuff and I went back. But when goods

the last thing I held, somehow caught my attention. A small book with

front Title ‘Lara’ frame, it seems like it is not a textbook or a book

notes.

I was curious about the book. I tried to open

the book I held and read, who knows I found something about

my past.

~Book of a depressed girl who enjoys torturing herself~

The sentence on the first page shocked me, but there were still a lot of questions that struck me.

Is this my diary first?

I opened the first page of the book.  'I was just enduring the pain that made me unable to stop screaming'

The pain? What kind of pain do I feel? I'm sure this book must be mine, but I don't know what pain I'm feeling yet.

Because the curiosity that appeared was too great, I opened the next sheet and read

the word order that exists.

LARA'S FRAME

Can I tell you a story?

About an unhappy heart

Destiny likes to torture

Makes me suffer so much

　

Why is my life like this?

My face never shone

Everything I have always left

I've always lived alone

No one wants to accompany

　

In fact…

My family's life is a mess

Why is my life so dark?

I've always been made fun of by illegitimate children

Can't they be friends?

Even though I am a bastard, we are both created by God

Nothing is different, right?

It felt…

I want to get away from such a torturous world

I can't handle all this

I better get out of the world

Who knows, I found happiness in heaven

Even if I die later

No one will care

“Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh.

I screamed with tears that no longer sob.

Wh why? Why was my life like that?

My head hurts so much, it feels like it wants to explode.

The louder the screams I let out made father and mother run

approached me. They panicked, but finally understood because they saw

a book I hold.

“Samatha...” Mom held my head on her thighs, and,

then I flailed my cheek, intending to wake me up.

My body is conscious, but my mind is stray.

“Buu..., Well..,” call me wean. I am currently

really limp. Mind fucked. A few pieces of past memory

recorded in my memory. I tried to calm myself down, so that the pain would not

accrue.

“Why, Nak?” ask my parents compact. Mom's eyes

glazed over, it seemed like soon her tears would spill.

“Samatha remembers everything. Sam remembered, if ever

mom and dad always fight and Sam is your target. You guys

always venting your resentment at Sam. Why, Mom, Dad? Sam was wrong

what?” I said try to calm down, but my tears can no longer hold. I

closing my eyes, trying so hard to keep my condition stable.

Mother's tears poured down, I could feel

because her tears touched my face.

“Sorry mom, Sam. Mother wrong. I was conscious and mom

very sorry.” The more tears sheds.

“Dad also apologized, Sam.” This time I heard

the voice of the father's cry was as great as the sound of the mother's cry. “We are

the bad parents. Who made our mistakes, but you always are

victims of our actions.”

I opened my eyes that I had closed. This time

my emotions no longer control me. “Mother and father never thought how

sam's feelings? At school Sam never got anyone's friend. Sam always

ridiculed, humiliated, even bullied.” I

catch my breath, it's hard. “That's when you banned Sam from school.

What do you think, Dad, Mom? Why do you hate so much

Sam's? Is it because Sam's life is ruined? If so, why mom and dad

who called Sam to be born into this world?” I've really gotten off the ground

reins. I don't think about how mom and dad feel when I hear

my speech.

“We do not know with what we can atone for our sins

our. Sorry mom and dad, son.” Mom bent my body, hugged my head.

“You can take us to jail, Sam. Even if it wasn't

we will be able to atone for all our sins. We deserve to be inside

sana. We are criminals!” said father firmly.

How can I drag them inside

in jail? While my friends who have committed crimes are still me

pardon. Why can't I forgive my own parents?

I took a deep breath, “Well, Mom, Sam won't have the heart

take you to jail. Sam already sorry you guys, ‘kok.” I changed

my position, which had been on my mother's lap, was now sitting.

Dad and mom immediately hugged me warmly, “Please, Sam.

We promise to make you happy.”

--o0o---

My life has now changed by one hundred and eighty degrees compared to the previous life. I have a lot of friends now. Many already knew about my real life, but they all still wanted to be friends with me. They never insulted me as an illegitimate child.

The SMP period will soon be over. The National Examination has been completed, and now is the time for school separation. Farewell held in a large building with a variety of interesting events.

Me, Defa, Nacha, Bella, Sarah and all the members of R Girl are now friends. Oh right, ever since Sarah got out of jail and considered me her best friend, R Girl was officially disbanded by her. He no longer wants to form a genk just because he wants to be a leader. He realized, if in friendship there will be no name of a leader, but all who will lead his friend in the right direction.

“Promise, yes, if later enter SMA should be the same. Even if later we split school, do not until our friendship also separated,” said Bella. He put his ring finger on the round table.

I also put my ring finger right next to Bella's ring finger, and then they all followed her. These fingers will be a sign of the promise we made.

“Promise,” says we are all compact.I hope someday will continue to be happy like this. I believe God will not make us suffer. There will be laughter in every wound. Never give up on life, and never try to torture yourself. Love yourself, and you will be able to overcome every difficulty. Keep smiling and never give up.

Life is beautiful when we thank it.

FINISHED