Lara's Frame

Go home to Mom's

Sometimes what we expect is not always easy to get and

what we dream about does not always come true. Because life is not appropriate

with desire.

　

 “But, why

they can be suspicious of Bella, Ma?”

Again I was confused by

questions about every problem I face. Not Bella and

Defa's dating now? But why did Defa drop Bella?

“More details, later you ask the same Defa, yes,”

keep mum. My mother did not answer my question. Maybe my mom herself is still

confused to answer, or because your mother does not know the reason.

“Good.”

After that they'll excuse me to come out, and then

Defa entered my room wearing the clothes provided by the hospital.

Just like mom and mom.

“Ai, how is she feeling now?”

“Ai?” my ul don't believe it. Isn't it unilaterally me

and Defa has broken up? She ‘kan already dating Bella. “You ‘kan girlfriend

Bella now.”

“Hah?” He looked surprised, laughing

my speech. “You are so plain, Ai?”

“Plain how? Bella obviously said, that

she's been dating you and she's taken pictures of your romance,” I said

jutek.

“That's a trap,” the answer is short, solid and clear. But

still I don't understand. “I'm with Nacha already suspicious that Bella is the mastermind

from your disappearance. The first day after you said that, Bella suddenly came

back to Nacha. That time, Nacha accidentally saw Bella's bag, and she

saw your handpone there. I also suspect why suddenly

Bella turned that into me. He is spoiled, amused tau,” he explained accompanied

with the little laughs he made.

“Keep your problems courting?”

Defa ruffled his hair, then stared right at the iris

my eye. “Yes lah, Ai. My heart is only there for you. Maybe, he

want to make you heat up kali.” He shrugged his shoulders.

I was relieved to hear Defa's words. Seems

this guy in front of me really loves me.

“Partially he's in jail, Ai,” he continued.

“Hah? Seriously?” It is natural for humans

like they're getting a decent place. But sometimes my little heart still

have an unbearable feeling for them.

“Iya. That's the right pay for them.”

--o0o---

Blood transfusions have been completed.

Yeah, I should get another blood transfusion, 'cause I really

losing a lot of blood. Fortunately, I still survived. The doctor said, I

I have to be grateful that there is still blood that matches me. My blood type

and I'm the same, but I can't donate blood. Don't know why.

“So when can I go home, Doc?” much

ensure.

“Today also can go home.” The doctor smiled

at me.

Hearing the good news coming out of the doctor's mouth,

makes me scream with excitement. I finally feel my torture in this hospital

lt's over. I don't like it when I have to lie down and

hospital food is so bland, taka da tasa.

“Great pleasure that can go home today,” said mother

who just arrived in my room a few minutes ago. “Samatha, you're home

same mom, yes.”

Mother's words make happy that from earlier radiated

suddenly disappeared.

“Why, Mom?”

“Mother take care of you. Yesterday mom said that

you have nothing else, you have to come with mom.”

Yeah, I admit you said that when you saw

my hand was full of bandages.

“But, mom and papa?” I looked towards them

which looks sad.

Mom and Dad were sitting in a chair,

came up to me and stared at my bead deep. “Nothing, Honey. Mom and later

papa will often stop by your house,” said mama stroking my head

with hair that is only a few strands left. “Sorry mom yes. Mama hasn't

can take care of you.” Mama kissed my forehead, sincere.

“Papa also apologizes yes, dear. Papa can't be yet

good parent figure,” connect papa who also kissed my forehead after

mamma.

if sometimes Kayla can only add to the burden of your mind. Thanks, Ma, Pa, Pa,

make everything.“ I kissed their cheeks .

--o0o---

I am currently in front of a minimalist home

with light green color wall paint.  Homehouse

which doesn't seem as big as the Ferrour house.

Only mom would take me home, because dad didn't

know where. While papa and mama permission can not take me because

there was a meeting so important.

“Come in, Nak.” Mom told me to come in. “Sorry yes,

our house is not as big as the Ferrour family home,” he said limp.

“No problem, Mom. Kayla used to live here and

it's also from here.” I put a sweet smile on my mother. “Ayuk, Mom, we

login.”

Mom smiled and walked ahead of me. I just

following the footsteps of the mother, until finally being in the living room.

“Your room is there, son,” he said pointing that door

on the left side of the living room. “Mother and father's room next to her.”

“Oh yes, Mom,” replied I already understand. “Kayla in

room first yes.”

When I was about to step my foot into the room, mother

stopped it. “Wait.”

I'm surprised, “Why, Mom?” tanyaku later.

She was silent for a few seconds, until finally

voice unlock, “I-it..” Mother's word hangs.

“Why, Mom?”

“It, name problem. Your name is Samatha, not Kayla,”

said slowly.

I'm smiling, “Iya, Mom. Sam to the room first, yes.”

I still don't remember my whole life yet, though,

even my name. But I believe that someday I will remember

everything is.

When I was in the room, I opened the bag, picked up the phone

the one I put in it. Then attach my finger to the fingerprint to open the screen

locked with password.

After the phone opened, I searched for an app

with a green icon with a white phone image in the middle,

find someone's contact and then type a message for him.

Def, will you accompany me to the washcloth later in the afternoon?

Only three seconds away, check out the two that were

grayish black color turns to blue color.

Lt could.

What'sthetime?

4 O'clock in the afternoon

Ok

I'll pick up ai

After Defa's last message was read, I pressed

the button that will wipe the screen. After that, I put my phone on top

tabletop. Just a few seconds away, it sounded.

I picked it up and saw the notification that was on

front screen, there is an incoming message from whatsapp application.

Then I opened it.

Ai, this afternoon?

Messages

it's from Defa.

Yes, this afternoon.

Why emang?

You have come home

from the hospital?

Holy hooch!

I forgot to tell Defa when I got home.

Holy hooch!

Sorry, I forgot to tell you

Yes, I have come home.

Now at home

But it's not the Ferrour house

Checkered

two and no posts online under the contact I named Beloved with love emoticons. Why Defa is not direct

answering messages? Is he no longer holding a cell phone?

Def.

P

P

It's been two checks since I sent my message from earlier,

but got the slightest reply from Defa. Is he mad because I'm not

tell him I'm home?