
Mas Ray
You choose to go home? Call me you refuse?
Lisa is not real. She knew that Ray loved her very much. It's been 15 minutes. He was still sitting in the hotel lobby. "Go home or accompany Mas Ray but still reject him?" lisa has two choices.
He decided to go to room 710. Worried that Ray would cry alone because he refused.
Geck... Geck... Geck...
Waiting a bit longer, Mas Ray opened the door with a puffy face. The man hugged Lisa.
"Mas knows you're still in love. Thank you for choosing this room instead of going home."
"Mas, when I canceled the application, Lisa let the mas cry and destroyed herself. This time, Lisa did not want to squirm. Lisa can't marry a mas but Lisa Peng mas continues to be happy. Don't like this fuckin' Lisa anymore, mom."
Mas Ray took off a hug, "you came to this room but refused mas and peg mas happy? Lis, mas can't live without you. You saved my life. How could I lose you. Can't Lis," said Mas Ray, scolding Lisa as he dragged her inside.
"Nih look. All these memories you want me to forget?" mas Ray pointed to a polaroid photo of their memories hanging from a balloon. "Mas sure you're still in love. You must have wanted all our moments. The moment we had dinner on the ship, the moment we made a video together, the moment mas proposed to you, the moment we hug, kiss, and so on. Are you sure you forgot all about it? I'm not sure I can forget you, Lis. You've made me fall in love this deep. With your stellar words, with your indifference, everything about you can make you fall in love, Lis."
"Mas, don't be angry. Lisa's afraid of the horror," said Lisa lowered her head.
Ray hugged Lisa, "I'm sorry? Emotions can not control," said Mas Ray while wiping Lisa's hair.
Lisa nodded.
"Mas never stops saying, we fight fear, anxiety, and the like if indeed Lisa still loves mas. Lisa can tell anything to me. Don't make everything that haunts you a barrier to our togetherness. Lisa deserves to be happy. For the last time I asked, Lisa really does not have the same feeling anymore? Don't pretend you don't have feelings for me. If there is something that baffles and wants us to discuss can talk rather than having to harbor feelings. Not good in Mas and Lisa."
"If Lisa doesn't have the same feelings anymore?"
"Yes gapapa. I accepted and waited for Lisa to return. I want Lisa to be honest."
"Honestly yes." Lisa's speech stopped. He took a deep breath, "Lisa hasn't been able to drown. But to marry Lisa can't. So, Lisa peng mas lupain aja Lisa because Lisa also want to move out of town so do not want mas anymore."
Mas Ray took off a hug. It was so happy to hear Lisa's answer who still loved her.
"Take a guess, I still love talking. Okay if Lisa can not accept the invitation of the wedding. Mas will wait until Lisa wants and will not forget Lisa. But why did Lisa peng lupain mas until moved from Solo?"
"Sit yuk," Lisa headed for the sofa followed by Mas Ray.
"So why? Lisa is not alone. There are mas who want to be a friend of Lisa's story," said Mas Ray while lying on Lisa's thigh.
Lisa decided to tell Mas Ray everything. "Mama always took Lisa for a walk together, especially playing sand on the beach. Papa never came with the reason of busy work. The childhood memory that is remembered is only a glimpse of a happy story with my mother and the rest is a bad memory about my parents" Lisa said as she wiped her tears that began to flow.
Mas Ray wrapped his hands around Lisa's stomach while looking at Lisa's face, "Ceritain all to the mas huh? Again, Lisa is not alone. There's a mas that you want to share all the bad things Lisa remembers. No need to rush. We still have plenty of time here."
"About a month before the incident papa and mama died. Papa came home with a drunk woman. My mother was angry that day. The words that still cross Lisa's head, 'Please destroy my family. Don't let my son see the way you two are.' Papa slaps mom hard. After that day, my life and my mom's normal even though Dad didn't come home."
"Why did you and Lisa's mom get together on the day of the accident?" asked Mas Ray to sit down while leaning his head on his shoulder.
"They fought again that day. Papa came to tear the paper. Lisa doesn't know what the paper is but after growing up Lisa believes it's a divorce letter. You see papa said, "Lisa lives with me.' There wasn't much of their speech that Lisa could catch during a fight. Papa asked Lisa to wait at home, they'll be gone for a while. 5-year-old boy crying at home. When I see you again, just look at papa and mom can't talk. Leaving Lisa forever."
"Brarti don't know where papa and mama are headed? It was a pure accident, right?"
Mas Ray rubbed Lisa's hair, "you grew up to be Lisa's great woman. Must be heavy through all this. Aunt Lala and Om Sam do not know this incident, right? You only know about accidents?"
"Yes. Lisa's got it all on her own."
"Now if there is a problem story to the mas yes. Don't you sniff yourself. It breaks you, hurts you, and goes through that trauma for even longer. Want you decide to move and forget the mas still mas always willing to be your place to tell a story."
Lisa nodded, "thank you for always being there for Lisa."
"Actually there is one thing that makes me curious, Lisa's habit of crying in the bathroom at the age of 9 years was originally why? Your father and mother don't know about it either. If Lisa isn't ready for the story."
"The series of stories papa and mama mas. I was 9 years old when I first realized that Dad was cheating. Because my friend told me about her parents' divorce because of infidelity. Previously Lisa only thought papa and mama fought big because papa was drunk with his girlfriend. About mama wants a divorce until papa comes home, Lisa realized at that time. Lisa chose to cry with the shower because she did not want father and mother to know what Lisa really saw. Never thought it would be a habit every time there is a problem running to the bathroom. 9 Years old Lisa promises not to want to be close to any man later for fear of hurting or hurt rich relationship papa and mama. Although the end of the mas managed to make Lisa fall in love and Lisa has hurt Maya, mas, Arumi, and our family both."
Mas Ray kissed Lisa's forehead, "there are some things that need to be responded to. Every time there is a problem, the more Lisa holds herself and vents in a negative way the more hurt Lisa becomes. If indeed Lisa decided to move cities to forget about mas, do not hesitate to make a story to mas whenever there is a problem. She is always there for Lisa and will love Lisa at all times. About, papa and mama. Not all men you can equate with papa. Not all men will hurt Lisa like a mama does. And you didn't hurt our mother, Maya, or our family. You're just living in a shadow of the past that Lisa can't forgive. Lisa, I'm sure Papa and Lisa's mama must be proud in heaven to have such a strong and great son. Success at a young age and now graduated from college. Papa must want Lisa to forgive also for scratching the trauma in Lisa. They'd want to see Lisa happy. After knowing all Lisa's stories, mas increasingly want to accompany Lisa and make Lisa happy. But all the decisions are in Lisa's hands. I can't promise anything but to try to treat you as best I can and be as happy as I can."
"Mas inget Lisa's incident cry because the song 'Painting Dusk' fits in Tawangmangu?" Lisa looked at Mas Ray with a smile.
"Yes inget. Why?"
"I always wished that someone could accompany me, making me tell me everything I've been waiting for. Thank you for being in Lisa's life."
Ray took Lisa's sandwiches off. Kissing her forehead then looking into her eyes while holding Lisa's hands together. "Not all men are like that. Lisa just needs to forgive papa and live happily. Not even away from the mas. So, Lisa, you want to marry me? We both learn to be better partners and work together to maintain our small family later. I'll try to make you the luckiest woman to have a mas because I'm lucky to love you."
Lisa smiled, "No. Help Lisa become a better person. Become a better spouse and mother of your kids too. My patience has been facing Lisa, the way I glorify Lisa as the woman I love, the way I convince Lisa that living with you will be fine, Lisa wants to see until death do us part," Lisa kisses Mas Ray's cheek.
Ray is moved. Waiting paid off. Lisa's longing for affection will be completely healed.
Mas Ray kissed his future wife's lips, "Love you dear."
Lisa pinched Mas Ray's hand, "It's a regular lip kiss, Lisa just pinch. If only a vicious kiss and ****, a month of marriage I won't give you rations."
"I'm willing to get a pinch from a super beautiful wife candidate" said Mas Ray kissed Lisa's lips.
"Quite a mas," Lisa pinched Mas Ray's arm so hard she was in pain.
"Ouch. Very hot," said Mas Ray while wiping his arm.
"You got a change of clothes?"
"Yes. If you accept us to sleep together again kayaking in Bali. Kangen your hug, that."
"Not just one, is it?"
"Yes. There's something you can wear."
"Yes already there take that," said Lisa rather stiffly. For a long time he had not called out affection to Mas Ray.
"Whoever my darling."
Ray picked up the clothes in his car. Tonight they officially started a couple relationship again. Besides Mas Ray can make her sure life with him will be fine, Maya who chooses another man managed to make Lisa sure to return to Mas Ray. After changing clothes they slept hugging. Slumbering. The warmth that was always longed for finally returned.