Lamoras

Not Falling in Love Again

Lisa drove her car swiftly towards the Kemuning Tea Garden while monitoring the rearview mirror. Afraid the man followed her. He just needs to be alone right now.

Arriving at the tea garden Lisa parked the car in a well-lit area. An hour driving he just wanted to sleep. The cold air and the sound of the night animals made him calm. Mas Ray said, there is no need to go to the bathroom every time there is a problem. The slopes of this mountain lawu he can make an alternative to calm down.

Lisa woke up right at sunrise. Is beautiful. The reflection of the light illuminated the tea plantation. His feelings are getting quieter. Only his stomach was not calm. He forgot about dinner. In fact, his ordered food was wrapped, he did not touch the contents at all.

Filling her starving stomach, Lisa heads to her subscription soto stall located near Karanganyar square. It was so full because it was a weekend. He ordered two sotos so his stomach was hungry. Not to forget, pulmonary satay and potato paste he greedy too.

Its nutritional intake has been fulfilled. No more purpose to where. Lisa decided to go home.

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At 9 am Lisa arrived home. He opened the door. Mommy gives you a spare key since she has a cafe business. The effect of the clock is irregular.

"Back home, son," said the mother who sat in the living room

Shit, Mas Ray with his disheveled face in his house. Must have deliberately parked his car not in front of the house, so Lisa did not avoid it. Lisa regrets coming home. Moreover, the father he obeyed the most was in the room as well.

Sit down first" asked Dad.

Lisa just kept quiet and did her father's orders. He chose to sit with his father and his mother. In fact, the long sofa that Mas Ray occupied was still loose.

"Where was she last night?" ask dad. He believes Mas Ray must have told you about last night's incident with his father and mother. Complain to the person Lisa fears the most.

"It's important that Lisa goes home, well, bun," Lisa said briefly.

"Lisa Peng canceled the proposal why?" ask mother.

"But I won't agree. Proposals are no longer a playful relationship that is as easy as breaking up as a date, son. There's a problem solved instead of playing off a proposal."

Sure enough, the man was looking for a bull for this matter. Lisa chose silence. The decision is round.

"The ring of application is still being dikakek well. There must be love. We are horrified the reason Lisa first, if it is good for her and Mas Ray agree yes we have not interfered. So why son?" said mother to calm father.

Lisa took off her ring. "This is Lisa's return" he told Mas Ray, putting a ring on the table. "The question of canceling the application must be that father and mother have heard from him, so there is no need for Lisa to tell me anymore" he continued.

"Not every problem has a solution. Do not be emotional in facing anything. You know, Lisa's mad at Mas Ray. But, Mas Ray is indeed in love with Lisa so naturally he fought for Lisa," said mother.

"Saying for defense. It must be her, "Lisa's inner.

Finally Lisa chimed in on her father and her mother, "Maya and Lisa's friendship relationship was shattered, well. How could Lisa have a happy relationship if Lisa had hurt Lisa's own best friend?"

Mas who had been silent since then replied, "if you say that, are you not selfish as well? You dropped your automatic proposal to hurt me too? Even my family and Arumi can be hurt too" she said wiping away her tears.

Mas Ray's words deep into Lisa's heart. Yeah, he went awry. Although Mas Ray mishandled his friend with Maya but cut the proposal would hurt his family and Arumi. Staying in his relationship with Mas Ray, he keeps hurting his best friend.

Finally Lisa made a decision, "sorry yes. I'd rather end my relationship now than there will be someone else I hurt in the future. Lisa will never fall in love again after this, so Lisa's decision is unanimous to finish this relationship."

"Don't tell Lisa!" said father snapped.

Lisa gasped in shock, the father who had never scolded her today snapped at her. Mother tried to incline. The tears of Ray came back. Lisa was just silent in fear.

"Lisa dear, if mom and dad are not there. Lisa wants to live alone until old age?" ask the mother who still calms her father.

Lisa nodded and smiled. He knew that living alone would not be easy, but it was better than hurting someone else because of his love life. He did not want to have a personality like papa who could hurt his mother repeatedly. After all, Lisa can adopt children who lost their parents like her or children who were dumped by their parents.

"Jude om, aunt. If the final decision Lisa wants to cancel this proposal, Ray accepts. Just want to say one thing to Lisa, mas will never stop convincing Lisa if with mas Lisa can be happy and comfortable. Mas only want Lisa so mas always pray Lisa will return to the arms mas. Whenever it's ready to wait," said Mas Ray wiping his tears while smiling.

Lisa was silent. Reluctant to respond. Many women are more worthy of the man, over time he will find his soul mate and forget Lisa.

"Ray, forgive our son yes. Don't tell your parents first. Let my dad, mom, and Lisa come to your house to talk about this. You see, I still hope Lisa changes her mind," said the father.

"yes om. Ray accepts Lisa's decision. Don't force Lisa to continue if Lisa really wants to end our relationship. Ray just wants Lisa to be happy with her choice."

"You go home, Ray. You must be tired. Thanks for keeping Lisa at the hotel and looking for Lisa until morning" said mother.

"okay tan. Lisa said yes om te," said Mas Ray kissing the hands of Lisa's parents.

Then Mas Ray took the ring, "Lisa the ring you saved. I will wear a ring with a gold. If you change your mind, you can wear the ring in front of you, right? Mas always waiting for the moment Lisa want to return to live the love story with mas," said Mas Ray smiled as he put the ring into Lisa's hand.

"Om, Auntie, Ray's great" he said once again.

The ring returned to his hand. After Mas Ray's permission to go home, Lisa goes into his room. Usually, he helped drive Mas Ray home to the porch of the house. This time it was only my father and mother who drove him.

Lisa wanted to go into the bathroom but remembered the man's words to calm down with a positive. To be honest he was very sorry for Mas Ray, but the decision to cancel the proposal was already unanimous. Finally, Lisa decided to go to sleep. Sleep is a positive thing for him. Besides being able to stop thinking about this problem for a moment, last night his sleeping hours were messy and lacking in soundness.

Lisa, your decision to end the proposal, I disagree with you. People as sincere as Mas Ray you wasted it. You don't want to fall in love again for the reason of not wanting to hurt someone else's feelings again? Did you forget the first time you met Mas Ray on campus? You're presenting a rude attitude to her without falling in love. Doesn't that hurt others too? Humans are not perfect creatures, accidentally or intentionally must have hurt others Lisa.