Lamoras

Lisa's Decision

"Lisa, my dear child," said the beautiful woman in white calling Lisa.

"Mamaaaa," cried Lisa.

"You're so big, son. Mama misses."

"Lisa misses mom. Lisa peing with mom. I don't want you to stay anymore" Lisa said with tears.

"If you can ask God, son. She wants to keep Lisa company. But God wants you to be happy in heaven, son."

"But why did God leave Lisa alone? Does God not want Lisa to be happy in heaven with mom?"

"God knows Lisa's strong. God knows Lisa has to survive in the world because there are people who need Lisa in her life."

"But, living in a cruel world ma. Lisa is not strong. Lisa wants to come with mom. Lisa wants to be happy in heaven with mom."

"Mama knows that. You also see how cruelty attacks mama in the world. But, when the world is no longer cruel, there will be no humans who care for each other. The world will be destroyed and you will save yourself. God asked you to survive to help people fabric from the cruelty in the world, son. So did everyone else, I'm sure someone will help Lisa."

"Anything just wanted to come with Mama!" lisa snaps at her mom.

"Isn't that enough tonight you can see your mom again, son? 16 Years of your longing has paid off. Don't come with mama. God still gives you opportunities to benefit others. Don't try to kill yourself if your body doesn't want to leave. Love yourself and your life, son."

"Evil mom. If you love Lisa, you should let Lisa come with you. We are both happy in heaven."

"No son, never waste your life. Mama is happy here but until now she has not met papa. If mom and dad were still alive in the world, we wouldn't waste time forgiving each other, son, even though mom was hurt so much by papa's behavior. So, mama please Lisa live a good life. Mama always wanted Lisa to forget about the incident. Mama's sorry, son, Lisa had to grow up without a mama."

Her mother moved away from Lisa. "Mamaaaa, Lisa wants to come along," Lisa cried as she cried.

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Spontaneous Lisa awakens. Jerked. He still did not expect after years of waiting for his mother to be present in his dream, this time God made it happen.

Mas Ray who was still awake went straight to the bed. "Why baby? It's still 12 at night, sleep again" said Mas Ray rubbed Lisa's hair.

Lisa shed her tears. She misses a lot. I want to sleep and my mom is back.

Mas Ray hugged Lisa, "nightmare huh? Do not be afraid, there is a mas here," he said.

"Lisa wants to be with mama" she said crying as she pleased.

Mas Ray took off a hug. Removing Lisa's tears, "Lisa kangen yes. Gapapa. But don't keep going. Mama would want Lisa to be happy. If Lisa misses while crying, mama is sad to see it," he said smiling.

"When did God want Lisa to follow you, Mom? Lisa's tired."

"Don't that, dear. Every human being has a life line. Even mas always pray you continue to be beside the mas until we are old. Seeing our children, grandchildren, if we need to be successful and happy," Mas Ray wiped Lisa's tears and kissed her cheeks.

Lisa was silent as she wiped her tears that kept dripping.

"Darling," Mas Ray rubbed Lisa's tears, "lying on yuk's couch? Great view. Who knows, that would calm Lisa down" he continued.

Lisa has not responded, Mas Ray carrying Lisa's body which is still wrapped in a blanket. He put Lisa to the corner of the sofa by the window. Then, he leaned back on the sofa.

"Narrow mas," said Lisa wipe her tears were successfully stopped by the behavior of Mas Ray.

"No way."

Mas Ray who was still leaning threw a blanket on Lisa's body.

"Why what?" said Lisa standing up while clenching her hands to get ready in case something happens.

"Don't worry. I just want to move Lisa into my lap. The blanket is heavy" he continued, inserting his hand into Lisa's back neck.

"Don't touch. I receded," Lisa said directly sitting on Mas Ray's lap.

"Put here that head of yours," Mas Ray forced Lisa's head to sleep on her shoulder and her hands coiled around Lisa's belly.

Mas Ray invites Lisa to chat, "who, don't even think about catching up with mom again. Every time there's a problem, Lisa can't make it to the bathroom again and immediately phone me."

"How could it be the cause?" ask Lisa.

"Lisa can talk and get angry. I have often said, if there is anything in the chat first do not immediately think or act negatively. Fortunately, Lisa did not fall just cold today. Mas worst if you know Lisa saves her own stress and her escape holed up in the bathroom. Hold it, huh? Mas phone. We fight with fear, trauma, and whatever your problem is."

"No promise but Lisa's working on it. Lisa has been used to it since the age of 9 years must be difficult.

"Additional love, Lisa can go to the gym, make a video, or write a diary for your frustration. Well, if you are calm and need a solution, you can tell your father, mother, mas, or the person Lisa believes can nenangin Lisa. The point is, just as your condition is still shocked and upset, looking for calm is not necessary in the bathroom."

"Yes know. Same answer Lisa. No promise but Lisa's trying," said Lisa.

"Believe me, baby" Mas Ray kissed the hair of the woman in his arms.

Lisa began to calm down over her frustration with Mas Ray, finally daring to ask, "Why not tell me if Maya likes the same mas? If from the beginning of the story, maybe the friendship of Lisa and Maya will not be destroyed," he said while looking at the view from the glass.

"This time it's about the mas again? I'm sorry that I often make Lisa sad. Mas did not tell the story because I knew Maya's best friend Lisa and Lisa would stay away from the mas for Maya's sake. If you know, surely you will reject the application as well. Cook mas ngehancurin love story mas own."

"Lisa's friendship is ruined don't you think?" said Lisa pinched Mas Ray's thigh to make him take off his hug and rub his thigh. Lisa got straight down from the chair but Mas Ray caught her hand and clasped tightly.

"Think darling. I have found Maya a soul mate. Coincidentally there are people who are interested and have begun to aggressively approach it. If Maya's heart has been melted with temen mas, your relationship will be guaranteed to be good again."

"ridiculous. You think it's kind of like solving the woi problem. What if you nyakitin my friend. Take off my hand no," said Lisa rudely while the other hand that was not grasped by Mas Ray, pinching the man hard. The anger could not stand it. Maybe he could make his friend as bait to solve this problem.

Mas Raih still survive. His grip is getting stronger.

"Lepasin," cried Lisa who was trying to let go of her responsibilities.

"The pebble target in a relationship is definitely there. Mas knows mas wrong, but it's a way out because mas friends are interested in Maya. Our love must be equally strong. It's just you."

Lisa keeps trying to take off Mas Ray's hand. "Semalem, Lisa thought about ending our relationship. After knowing the reason you are only selfish to get me, me, and I without thinking about how my relationship and my best friend eh now matchlangin my best friend, I do not know. I'm going to have a chat with my father and mother to cancel our application," Lisa said this time crouching and biting Mas Ray's hand. Eventually Mas Ray releases her in shock that Lisa will cancel their proposal.

Lisa took her clothes and changed her clothes in the bathroom. Mas Ray cried while banging on the bathroom door and begged not to cancel their application. While the cry of Lisa, was no longer able to come out. The feeling of anger towards Mas Ray even to himself for having ruined his friendship just out of love. All this time he managed to live without love, regretting he could be melted with the man.

Out of the bathroom, Mas Ray tries to hug Lisa but can't. Lisa is brutal. His hands and feet played to avoid touching the man. Lisa hastily retrieves her phone, car keys, and wallet. Mas Ray tried to hold his leg with both hands while pleading. Lisa is brutal. He grabbed Mas Ray's hair to the point of pain and let go.

He left Mas Ray. It was fortunate that Lisa's room was on the first floor, there was no need to wait for an elevator that could have kept the man in custody. He hurriedly got in the car. Mas Ray is out of the hotel. At 1 am, Lisa's going nowhere.