Lamoras

Lamoras
Serious Talks



"What time is it?" ask Ray who is sitting on the couch.


"Say 6pm tonight" Lisa said, wiping Arumi's head to sleep.


"You sure you're sleeping here?"


"Yes. Why the hell would you sleep here. Arumi is also my son."


"Yes know. I'm just afraid you're not comfortable sleeping later."


Seeing that Arumi was already asleep, Lisa lifted the child's blanket. Then respond to Mas Ray's words, "convenient really."


Mas Ray's phone rang. The man picked up the phone as he left the room. Lisa spread her body on the sofa while opening a crowded social media congratulation. This week his sleeping hours are falling apart. His fatigue paid off with the satisfactory results of the seminar.


Mas Ray came with two bags and a bouquet of flowers. He put the bag on the floor. "That's your blue tote bag. It's a bouquet from me" he said, giving Lisa the white garden bouquet and sitting next to her.


Lisa accepted it, "thank you. How can my clothes be like yours?"


"I got a phone call from the lobby guarding a shipment. Then there was my bag, your bag, the same bouquet I sent to your house this afternoon. The work of our parents is gini nih," said Mas Ray smiling.


Lisa suddenly remembered the initialed flower, "That ever sent to the gardenia flower house with the initials 'I' it's you?"


"Well, did the guy get the initials 'I', huh?"


"No you?"


Ray laughed, "me."


"Why should I 'I' try?" ask Lisa annoyed.


"Kok kelp. You expect from others, right?"


"Yes. But your name is not that. Waste of time thinking who sent snacks and bouquets to me it's 'I' who."


"It's not 'i' but 'l' Lis."


"That means?"


"Love. Intentionally make you curious. Your mother said to you, right," said Mas Ray laughing.


"Obsolutely normal. I'm going to take a shower first" Lisa said up from the couch.


Out of the bathroom, Lisa sees Arumi waking up while Mas Ray is bribing her.


"Arumi wants to be fed by mother well," said Arumi.


"Here I am. You take a shower there" Lisa said.


"OK," said Mas Ray giving the plate to Lisa and then took a shirt and took a shower.


"Arumi, what will he heal?" ask Lisa while feeding.


The boy thought long enough, "the mother lives with Arumi. Dad said, I can't masturbate again when you can stay with Arumi. I always ask Arumi to help pray before going to bed so that you will stay with Arumi."


"Arumi wants to stay with your mother?" Lisa feels guilty that the little boy has to bear the consequences of his relationship and Mas Ray ends.


Arumi nodded.


"Kalo Arumi is healed. Arumi can stay at the mother's house. But it's just Arumi."


"But Arumi wants to be the same father and mother," cried Arumi.


"Slow ones want to talk" said Lisa rubbed Arumi's hair.


"Dad always said wait for mom to graduate college. Now I can't say when and always tell Arumi to pray. Why can't Arumi stay with Arumi's father and mother?"


Lisa silent. Heavy enough to answer. Will not understand if Lisa explains that her mother is not him and Arumi's father's proposed relationship with her has been destroyed.


"One day my father or mother explained. Now, Arumi was healthy first. Gifts from the mother Arumi can sleep with the mother because we both sleep together. It must be exciting if you can freely hug Arumi without being disturbed by father," Lisa smiled.


"Yes mother. Promise to sleep with Arumi?"


Doctor Gina arrives to coincide with Mas Ray coming out of the bathroom and Lisa finishes feeding Arumi and giving her medicine. The temperature of Arumi has dropped to 38.5 degrees Celsius. However this DBD, should still monitor because of the possibility of rising and falling temperatures.


After the doctor's visit, Mas Ray washed Arumi's body and changed her clothes. Lisa always salutes every time Mas Ray takes care of Arumi. It is not easy to raise a child without a mother. Moreover, the clinic he founded definitely added to his level of busyness.


"What do you want to eat? Mas pesenin online," asked Mas Ray to Lisa when finished changing Arumi's clothes.


"Manut."


"Fried rice, meatballs, pizza, burger, steak, timlo, gacoan noodles, mropol duck, or what? I usually care about you. I don't want to change my habits."


"Fried rice. Drink me iced oranges."


"I'm looking for the most recommended app first" Mas Ray opened an online food messaging app.


"What fried rice is that?" ask Ray to smile.


Lisa with her eyes glaring at him, "watch out once again for that."


"Yes, it won't be anymore. What fried rice? No pedes?"


"Mawut fried rice. Pedes little."


Mawut fried rice is fried rice mixed with noodles.


"OKAY. Arumi want a son?" ask Ray to Arumi.


"No dad" replied Arumi who was watching a cartoon on television.


Waiting for 30 minutes, the food that Mas Ray ordered came. Lisa was actually starving because she didn't have time to eat.


"Arumi is sound, isn't he sleeping?" ask Mas Ray while opening Lisa's food.


Arumi fell asleep about 10 minutes ago.


"Yes" said Lisa.


Mas Ray gave Lisa food, "Sorry mas ya story to Arumi if you don't know until when you can sleep with us."


Lisa chooses to take food and does not know what to respond to Mas Ray's speech.


"You really don't want us to start again, Lis? It needs you. Arumi needs you."


"Don't talk about this" Lisa said.


"Maya don't tell you if you've been deket same temen mas?" Ray still won't stop attacking Lisa.


"No. He found a man who was sincere as he was good, deh," Lisa said while eating.


"You found that too. Why do you always say you're afraid of hurting people when it's just your mind, Lis?"


Mama, can you help Lisa tell me what's going on? Honestly, Lisa was tired of being friends with fear and pain for years. Healing this is not easy. Dare to retreat from the love story, a way for Lisa to heal because the moment she gave birth to Lisa's shadow about the pain was getting closer and clearer.


"Can't answer, right? Always waiting for you to tell a story. Help heal everyone Lis. Maya no longer wanted it. There is a chance for us to be with Lis again" said Mas Ray.


"Maya hasn't told Lisa Mas the same story. Lisa also finds someone who is good and can make her life mas and Arumi happy. If the same mas Lisa and Lisa's life back crying in the bathroom, fear, trauma, and so on, Lisa is also not good at you mas. Just a burden for your life."


"The happiness is just the same as you. Arumi is just like you. I accept you for who you are and love Lisa."


"Lisa can't yet. It's better for Lisa to recover first than to involve others. And Lisa hasn't thought of healing all the luke that's ever happened. Lisa still thinks she wants to be alone."


"Mas is still waiting for you to come back, Lis. They are also ready to help heal your wounds. Don't feel alone in life."


"Lisa hope you find another woman. Don't wait for Lisa to hurt me."


"Mas is waiting for Lisa. If Lisa doesn't want to be, then I'm living without a partner as well as Lisa would."


Ray is a wayward. When there is a desire he will do everything. His love for Lisa is that big. If Lisa chooses to return one day, Mas Ray will be the happiest man ever.