KARMAS

Finally

GREPPP.....

"Sorry" Lirih Bisma when Mesya was in his arms.

"You have every right to be angry because you are already the owner of my heart Shay"

Mesya had frozen with the statement of Bhishma. Finally a certainty came out also from the lips of Bhishma after going through a very strong inner upheaval.

Bisma was already convinced by her feelings this time. The proof is that he was so worried when Mesya silenced him even if only briefly.

"I don't know why my hateful feelings for you could turn out like this. I can't control my own feelings. The more I tried to fight it, the more it turned against me. At that time I really tried to deny my feelings for you by remembering things I didn't like about you. But what do I get?? I'm just kept in the shadows by you"

Bisma further tightened his embrace even though Mesya's hand was still limp there was no intention to reply to Bhishma's embrace.

"I'm willing to be a stalker just to see you're okay. I don't have any more face to see you in person. But really, I really want to come to you when I see you sobbing calling my name. I love you, really!!"

Mesya who was still silent was slowly becoming sobbing. His body trembled in the embrace of Bhishma. Mesya expressed all his feelings through his cries.

"Please trust me. Don't doubt me anymore" Bhishma was still reluctant to let Mesya out of her arms even though Bhishma had already felt her clothes wet with Mesya's tears.

"I love you" Whispered the Bisma in Mesya's ear.

Bhishma felt tightness because of Mesya's cry. But the lips of Bhishma also commented on the smile at the same time. Although Mesya did not answer anything about his declaration of love. But with Mesya's hands that had coiled beautifully on his waist, Bhishma already knew Mesya's answer.

The bisma began to release her embrace. His hand reached for Mesya's face that was swollen and full of tears.

"Don't cry anymore!! I also hurt to see you like this. It's been enough to make you cry alone all this time. So after this, I don't want any more tears flowing here" Bhishma rubbed Mesya's cheek gently.

Mesya still keeps his voice. Dadi was just a bisma who kept expressing all her feelings.

"You still love me, don't you??" Bhishma deliberately looked at Mesya with her Jahil smile to make the woman smile.

"No!!" Mesya tried to dodge and turn around but Bisma's hand movements more quickly held Mesya.

"no?? Obviously you lied to Mesya. Obviously these tears are proof that you still love me so much" Bhishma did not accept Mesya's answer.

"When you know why you should ask again??" Ketus Mesha.

Bisma chuckles amusedly because of Mesya's adorable behavior. Bisma also did not expect that Mesya could make her laugh again after Alya's departure.

"I'm sorry to enter first. Sister Bisma just go home!!" Mesya quickly closed the door.

"Yes, open the door!! I want to sleep here!! I slept on the couch, no problem. Yes!!"

Bhishma looks frustrated because he was kicked out by Mesya. The purpose of Bisma bringing a soft sofa to the house of Mesya is to bed her while staying there. But the desire of the Bisma that has been designed well must disappear when Masya does not want to open the door for him.

"Yes, for tonight I'm going home. But don't expect that tomorrow you can kick me out of here again!!" Speak of the bisma from behind the door.

Although a little disappointed, but Bisma still obey Mesya's request to go home. Bhishma knew that Mesya needed time to be alone after hearing her declaration of love.

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The next day, Bhishma had arrived at a place that some days had been absent he had come. White roses beautifully arranged are also in the hands of Bhishma.

"Lo wait here!!"

"Ready Boss"

This morning Bisma was very reluctant to drive alone. So he called Ferry to pick him up.

Bhishma's feet climbed the deserted burial ground that morning. The tomb he was heading to in the middle of the vast land was already very memorized.

Bhishma could not hide her shoulder face when she saw the gravestone bearing the name of the woman who had filled her heart for so many years.

"Alya, I'm sorry that I haven't seen you in a few days" Bisma placed the tang flower in her carrying on the mound of soil that had been covered with green grass.

"I know for sure you've seen from above the same why I didn't come here"

"I'm actually ashamed to tell you this because I'm not a man to keep his word. The proof is that I reneged on my own promise to you Alya"

Bisma's sad face could describe her current feelings. She feels guilty for Alya for not being able to keep her love. Bhishma himself promised, but Bhishma himself denied it. It's like licking his own spit.

"I'm a cowardly man who can hurt women. I hurt you because I've reneged on our love. I have also hurt Mesya so deeply that he lives suffering because of me"

"I lost Al, I've lost to my own feelings. Forgive me for filling my heart with another name. Now Mesya is the owner of my heart Al. But just so you know, I never shared my love for you two. You have a place in my heart. So too with Mesya. So please don't hate me Al"

Bisma wiped the tears that almost dripped from her eyelids.

"But Mesya said, you are a good person. You can definitely forgive us from above the same" Bhishma said hoping that Alya would never hate her.

"I'm sorry that I love Mesya Al. Our son is also soon to be born. I plan to marry Mesya after that. I don't want to lose the woman I love twice. So I'll try my best to protect them both. So please give me my blessing and don't hate you Alya"

After a while, Bhishma also had already expressed all her feelings to Alya, Bhishma started to move on from there.

Her feelings became a little light after telling everything to Alya. Or it is true that Alya has also mengikhlaskan happiness with others from up there.

"How are you, Lord Bisma?? It turns out that you still dare to come here" The voice of a man who prevented the departure of Bhishma from behind.