KARMAS

Clues

I really felt the affection of a real brother, bang Sahala.

Bang Sahala who always defended me in front of my mother and also the men who are beautiful eyes.

Once upon a time eavesdropped on the conversation of bang Sahala with mamak and asked why she cared so much about me.

It turned out that it was because I was different from the other sisters, who had always defied helplessly.

But bang Sahala only salute and appreciate sister Maria, who is defiant but able to be independent.

The woman was honorable and finally had a family from a respectable family and her husband was very affectionate with Maria.

Bang Sahala said, if I don't rebel and try to be an independent girl.

Bang Sahala had high hopes for me, to become a great doctor and the only doctor in the family.

Even bang Sahala asked mommy not to be too rude to me, because bang Sahala saw me and judged me as a soft-hearted girl.

It's the best Sahala bang at the moment, if I'm short of money I usually ask sister Maria, but after my beautiful sister gets married and I'm reluctant to mint money.

Now it has turned to the Sahala bang, because he is the darling of my mother and always has a lot of money to handle.

Lastly on the father and must be stealthy to stake money on him so as not to be known by mamak.

Actually I went to this corner to buy a book and it made my pocket money run out.

"that's father."

Seeing a soft target that is the father who is hanging out in the coffee shop with other fathers, and immediately turn right and go to the coffee shop.

"the father is really late, already know heartburn but still coffee.

are you thinking about Aruna? ntar father can not accompany Aruna at graduation."

You put fifty thousand rupiah into my grocery bag, and this is what I expected.

"father don't be like that, Aruna doesn't want you to be sick."

My tone was slow and twenty thousand more went into this grocery bag, then I gave my bottle of water to my father.

"father drank water yes, in order to neutralize caffeine in the body of the father.

Before you got here, you ate yet?"

You just nodded while putting twenty thousand and ten dollars into my grocery bag.

"later father do not-don't long go home yes, mamak already bought pork, he said to make roasted pork."

Finally, I gave him twenty thousand more.

"Arna....

I'll go home, because there's still some business here."

"yes sir, and don't drink any more coffee."

Then I went out of the shop, and at that moment the fathers there laughed, and so did the mothers of the shopkeepers.

I finally got home and the loan shark was waiting for me at the entrance.

"where are you from?"

"buy a used book in the middle of there mak."

"come in, cook good."

I just nodded and then went into my room, actually this was the warehouse that my father made into my room.

This is how every day my activities are.campus, library, hospital, clinic and home and lastly church.

I was always in those places for a certain amount of time, and there was almost no time to hang out with my peers.***

Without feeling the time continues to roll, and has completed the pre-clinical stage twice and it's time to compile a thesis.

A series of exams I have been through, and so far the results have always been satisfactory and that means the scholarship is still safe.

Finally, the thesis proposal was accepted, and only waited for group members.

We will dissect the body of mister x, which is a corpse without identity and without family for us to study in groups according to the title of our thesis.

One by one the group members succeeded in the ACC and could finally continue again.

Eventually everything went smoothly, and this chapter all the members of the group passed.

The group members numbered six people, and later we were a group to proceed to the Koas stage.

Hospitals, clinics, health centers and libraries.This place is our top priority to compile a thesis.

Honestly in this stage, I experienced hair loss and luckily I had a Sahala bang that gave me herbal remedies.

He said it was a vitamin and it was really potent and potent, so I focused back on the thesis.

The seminar phase results have been completed and get the signature of the supervising lecturer, continue the week for the thesis session.

It was amazing to achieve the target I went through and I honestly admit that the weight dropped to ten kilograms.

The days I wait to make a scene because this is the end result, and this is the determination for the next stage.

Praise be to My Lord, and all mercy be upon Me and I have been declared to have graduated and obtained a medical degree, S.Ked.

Crying out of happiness, because I can make it in less than three years and six months.

Next is the profession of doctor, or young doctor who is usually referred to as Koas.

In this stage it really surprised me, because the Koas caste in the hospital is the lowest caste.

Even the office boy, give us orders.

Government hospitals and nurses with many civil servants, abuse and other pressures are real here.

Three months of the Koas period, and the written exam.then the percentage of the disease analysis and treatment.

This stage has really become a strong and stronger person, and there is a stigma that women are lacking in medicine because they use feelings too much and ignore logic.

It's just a stigma that men build, to oppress women.

Just like the ancient batak culture that is slowly abandoned, because it is not suitable with the present era.

Women do not need to be highly educated, because of the fall in the kitchen, wells and beds.

The kitchen and the well can be done by men as well, and the bed business is both business because of need.

That degrading stigma didn't apply to me and even though I failed at this early stage and still rose.

It turned out that it wasn't just women crying at this stage, my group of six and we were just two women, the rest were men.

They are also crying because they failed in this early stage, men are crying.

He said the most powerful race, how can you cry?

But one lesson can be learned from this incident, failure does not belong to women but also belongs to everyone who is apes.