Just Want to Be With You

Part 3's. Dispart

KIM HYUN JI POV

I was lying on my comfortable bed staring at the ceiling of my room, looking up at the top I was still thinking about Jungkook Sunbae's words while on the perpus earlier. I don't know what to feel happy, sad, overwhelmed or confused... But when I heard her words it made me feel like the happiest woman. Because what? This was an opportunity for me to get to know Jungkook Sunbae better, I could only look at him from afar, admire him as a fan at school, hide while he was playing at home. I turned to face the window of my room and I saw the beautiful night sky, looking at the night sky, I kept thinking about it and recalling the events in the library.

Flasback.. Perpus..

"Can we... Friends?"

I was shocked for a moment and could not say anything more, being too shocked to hear Jungkook's question to me which was so sudden.

"Why did Sunbae ask like that?"

Jungkook Sunbae smiled and he turned his eyes to me and he looked at me with a look that I could hardly understand.

"Yeah.. Because I want to get to know you better and get to know you as well."

When I was confused what to answer, did I have to answer "yes" or "no "arghhh made me dizzy. But wait, is this not just talk? but he doesn't look like he's messing around or maybe it's just a dream? It must be a dream.

Immediately I pinched my hand and maybe when I had pinched myself I would wake up from this beautiful dream of mine, Yes! sure, I should try.

" OW!!!" I immediately shouted as loudly as I had pinched my own hand tightly, but what I got instead of waking up from my sleep I actually got a very piercing eye attack in the entire room of this cube and that look was like Wanting to kill me. In shame I apologized while bowing my body.

"Ji Hyun.. You why? Why are you pinching your own hand? " rebut Jungkook was surprised and immediately held my hand that I pinched earlier, stupidly I why can try crazy things like this. But just wait I can get the stares and scolding from the child perpus and also I can feel the warm hand grip Jungkook Sunbae, so this is all...

"It turned out not to be a dream." I murmured slowly while looking at my wrist held by Jungkook Sunbae and I could see him massaging my hand that I had pinch. Lookie? How considerate he is and so sincere, this is why I can have feelings for him.

"Hows it? Does it still hurt?"

"Eoh? N-no, it doesn't hurt anymore"

"Thank God" Jungkook Sunbae took off her grip and looked at me.

"Do I have to accept her request or not?" but if I accept friendship with him I can be close to him without having to keep a distance from him again like before. Yes, I have to accept it.

"Sun-sunbaes... "

"Hmm? "

"I want... I want to be friends with Sunbae. "I answered loudly without any nervousness in me, honestly I was very nervous half to death when I answered him. But I ventured to answer it.

When I heard my answer I could see Jungkook Sunbae immediately smiling happily and his eyes were also sparkling, was he that happy and as happy as that could be friends with me? And also why is my heart beating so fast? Do I also feel what he is feeling right now?

Flashback.. Perpus..

I always remember that incident. Because only this time I can get close to him and finally I can get to know him more deeply, because I do not want to forget this happy moment I immediately get out of my bed and sit at my study table.

At the desk I opened a small drawer and pulled out a bright pink notebook, I opened the book and wrote something on one of the sheets. Well if people might capture it through a photo but somehow I prefer to write it and can be said this book is like my diary, which no one knows (including my brother).

Hyunie Diary....

Pkl 20.30 KST

I am very happy today.. Wh why? Because I can be close to the name I like. His name was Jeon Jungkook.

Namja who has beautiful good looks, smooth eyes, a sharp nose, and what I like most is the rabbit teeth. Because when he laughs he looks funny, and looks like a rabbit.

At break time I went to the perpus to relieve my boredom and while on the perpus I met him and also he smiled at me. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.. How happy I was to meet him and see his sweet smile at such a close distance I was really very happy. Fortunately, I did not limp because I saw her sweet and beautiful smile at close range.

And on that platform I read a book with him. While reading the book I looked for an opportunity to look at his handsome face. Then a few minutes later Jungkook told me that he wanted to be my best friend. And then without a second thought I immediately nodded my head and received it with joy.

I will never forget this day. Because this is a historic day for me, even if only as a friend but I'm sure if we match God will definitely unite us and will not separate us no matter what happens.

P.s: I've always wanted to be with you oppa. Because only you can make my heart flutter.

After I finished writing about today in my diary, I directly propped up my chin with both hands and while holding a pen and remembering the incident earlier. I honestly still don't believe everything that happened today, but this isn't a real dream either, I opened my last diary and I took the picture in a paper slip and I looked at the picture with a smile.

"I wish.. We can be more than just friends.. Oppa" I said with a smile of my own but I hurriedly brushed off my excessive expectations.

"Ah.. What the hell is Hyun Ji, you were expecting too much. Maybe he doesn't want to be with you." I grumbled as I tidied up my study table and put the photo again in my diary.

"Anyway. .. This is good too. Being her friend is good, don't expect more... Kim Hyun Ji!! Fighting!!"

After cleaning everything and cleaning without thinking long I went straight to bed and immediately fell asleep in my dream realm.

KIM HYUN JI POV END'S

JUNGKOOK POV

After the incident in the pavilion I kept thinking about him, how happy I am today because I can boldly talk to him and also be close to him without any distance. Because I kept thinking about it I sat on the balcony of the garden behind my house while playing my favorite guitar and honestly I could not sleep because I kept thinking about today while looking at the night sky I sang my favorite song.

"Eonje buteonga jeom.... Yeonlakage

meonjeo naega...

Niga eopneun goseon... Neol baby - ro

bulleo nado cham...🎼"

"You're my chocolate, my sweetest chocolate... I really want to have you...

Neomuna dalkom han, neol gajigo shipeo... Gajigo...🎵"

" Hyun Ji's.. Kim - Hyun - Ji. " I murmured slowly while strumming my guitar and thinking about it.

Because I kept thinking about it I put down my guitar and walked to the swing while putting both my hands in my pants pocket and I sat on my garden swing and looked at the night sky that was displaying very beautiful stars.

" Eventually... After a long time I waited..." I lowered my head for a moment, I closed my eyes for a moment while remembering the times when I first saw her somehow I always smiled remembering the incident. Could God have brought me to him? Is this destiny?

I opened my eyes and looked at the night sky and there were stars that were so sparkling there I smiled to see it.

"Thank you... "

Flashback... (When Jungkook and Hyun Ji meet)

February 2012, summer

I was walking down the school corridor and looking around the school because I was bored and there were no more lessons, so I decided to take a walk. And also today is the acceptance of new students in this school so there is no harm if I look for fresh air.

Because I have been around this school for too long I decided to go to the corridor of my class first. In this corridor there were a lot of new students and I saw some of them were chatting, joking, playing with their new friends and there was also an alley looking for a seat for them.

For some reason I suddenly stopped in front of the classroom 10-3, yahhh. because this is my old class when I first entered this school. I looked at the state of the class from outside the window, and I could see the place was still exactly the same. Suddenly, I was distracted when I saw a girl sitting in the back corner by the window, and I saw her looking out the window.

I kept looking at the girl somehow felt like I had seen her somewhere and I was amazed by her because she was sitting in the chair I had once been in, exactly the same. Because I was curious about him I wanted to get to him, but my steps stopped because a group of girls approached him first.

But I was suspicious to see the attitude and manner of the bunch of girls, I saw the girl her face was a little pale but there was a little bit of courage in her. Then they took the girl out of class and I don't know where they were taking her, because I was curious and a little worried about her situation and I decided to follow her.

I kept following them, where did they take them until they had to climb a flight of stairs? But wait!, don't tell me they took him to the roof? Because I'm afraid of something that doesn't happen I speed up my pace and hopefully nothing happens.

On the roof of the school I looked around the roof and as I went a little further, from a distance I saw them near the unused school stuff I stopped and hid behind the walls of the roof shed and peeked at what they were doing. I saw the girl they were carrying standing between them.

"Hey!!!" One of the girls who was threatening him pushed him. And seeing the attitude and style of school fashion I like to know him.

The girl did not answer but just looked at him. What's wrong with them?

"If your Sunbae calls you should answer, UNDERSTAND?!!" Shouted the girl with emotion, and I knew who she was Ah Rim. His classmate with Jin, What is he doing?

"If the Sunbae are like you, I would not answer it" replied the girl boldly.

"What did you say? Keep your attitude new student"

"What if I'm a new student? What are your rights?"

Furious to hear the girl's answer I saw Ah Rim pull the girl's hair tight to the point of making the girl in pain.

"Listen to you new student, I have a right to behave like this because I am your Sunbae so be kind to your Sunbae. And also stay away from BTS Gang"

"Why indeed? What right do you have? Forbid me from getting close to them?" Answer the girl loudly.

"The color I don't want anyone close to them except me, especially Jungkook-ssi. If you get close to them again you'll feel the pain during your schooling here, okay?"

I was immediately shocked to hear the threat of Ah Rim, because this has gone too far why did she behave like that? What right does he have to say that? this doesn't make any sense.

"Ohh the story is you're threatening me? But I don't care."

"Hey you're the new kid.. How dare you challenge Ah Rim like that? UH-HEOH?! " snaps Ah Rim's gangmate for hearing the girl's answer and making them all emotional.

"Why? Why should I be afraid of him? I'm not afraid of you at all, are you threatening me? It was useless. "reply with the girl loudly and stare at them cynically.

I saw the incident behind the wall how surprised I was to see the girl, she was so brave and unafraid of anything. I honestly admire that girl.

"That's what.. You really are too late.. "

Ah Rim looked at Yeoja cynically and pushed the girl down.

"Girls... Looks like this new kid we should give.. " Ah Rim brought her body closer in front of that Yeoja while looking at her cynically.

"Welcome to this school..."

I felt suspicious and confused about what Ah Rim said, then I saw Geng Ah Rim who understood the words "welcome welcome ", they then took something out of their school skirt pockets and their school coats. And I saw it in it was an egg and flour.

Plakkc..

Byurrs...

Plaque..

I was immediately shocked to death to see their treatment of the girl. Because the girl was throwing so many eggs and flour all over her body and I saw Ah Rim take something out of her school coat pocket I saw an orange bottle to the brown and I saw Ah Rim spilling the contents of the bottle into the girl's head and after it ran out she threw the bottle and I saw them all laughing happily.

Enough's enough!! I was angry and upset to see their behavior. I couldn't bear to see this scene, but when I wanted to help her..

" HEY!!!! " snaps the girl loudly and looks at Ah Rim with a look like she wants to kill. And immediately Ah Rim's gang was shocked and stopped his movements.

"Why? You mad? Surprised? Want to cry and complain to people? Or want to get out of this school?" ah Rim asked with a slight skewer to the girl.

The Yeoja clenched her hands firmly beside her skirt and also her face reddened as if she was holding back her cries.

Without further ado, I approached them. Then her friend Ah Rim gives an egg to Ah Rim, but when Ah Rim wants to throw an egg at the girl's head, she throws it, I quickly held his hand and looked at him and his gang cynically.

Because he felt disturbed Ah Rim also looked at me with a look of surprise and fear.

"Young... Kook-ssi" he said in a frightened tone and he was weak at the instant of seeing my very sudden existence.

"What are you doing here?" I asked cynically and smashed his hand violently.

"Ashhh.." The ringis in pain because I took it off violently.

"It's-it's ka-we." he said stammeringly and a little frightened.

"You better get out of here... Before I call the teacher here and complain about everything that happened."

"But Jung... "

"Go... Now it's... Also. "I said with a little emphasis and looked at him cynically.

When I told them to leave, they didn't want to leave and they left. When they were all gone, I saw the girl in front of me in a very bad state, there was a lot of flour and eggs all over her body and I smelled a bad smell from her body and I was sure it was from the bottle that Ah Rim had spilled on the girl.

I saw the girl trembling like she was holding back her cries, because I didn't like to see her in this state and somehow I held her hand and made her stand up. I don't care about her current situation or feel disgusted, I immediately brought the girl down to clean her body, But..

"Take off" the girl insisted as she removed her hand from my grasp.

I turned my body around and looked at the Yeoja in confusion and also I saw him turn his head the other way.

"Go away.. I wanted to be alone" the girl ordered without looking at me at all, but instantly I saw a drop of tear fall on her cheek.

Her... She's crying right now. Then I started to hold her hand again, and when I held her hand she looked at me with red eyes and was surprised.

"Come on.. We clean yourself first and change your clothes. After that.. You can cry as much as possible" I said gently to make her feel calm. But instead of according to him take off my grip again and sideways his body.

"Go away... Leave me alone, I don't care about everything either. It's my business you don't have to interfere" said the girl.

The girl did not look at me anymore and put her body aside looking the other way. I saw him feeling pity and pity, then I immediately took off my school coat and I put my suit on the body of the yeoja to cover his uniform full of flour and eggs.

And when I attached my suit to the girl she was surprised and looked at me in confusion and I clasped her hand again and took her off the school roof. I don't care if he keeps resisting and struggling but eventually he feels tired and according to what I said.

When we got off that roof, the girl immediately cleaned herself and changed her clothes with a sports shirt and after that she went back to the roof of the school but the place was different from the scene she was playing at, this place features a sunset view and also I feel calm here.

He sat there staring at the school scene but the girl looked at him blankly as if she was thinking about something and I saw her holding my school coat.

I sat down next to him and put a small towel on his head and he was surprised to see me next to him and he looked at me in confusion.

"Here drink.. Who knows, it might make you feel calmer" I gave him a can of drinks.

Seeing me give him a can of drink he hesitated a little to accept it, before long he accepted it and lowered his head without looking at me and not speaking to me.

Neither did we talk to anyone. It was just a silence between us and there was only the sound of screaming school students here, a few minutes later the girl...

"Thank you." said the girl slowly but not too loudly.

"Hmm??"

"Thank you, thank you for everything." she said with a slight tremble because I knew she had finished crying.

"Hm... Doesn't matter. Hmmmm... You were brave enough to fight him." I spoke while looking at the clear sky and made the atmosphere not awkward.

"What am I afraid of him for? Who would dare forbid me not to do this or that? What right?" he answered loudly and also like taking out his entire heart.

Hearing that I laughed because of his attitude and also the way he spoke.

"Why? Is there anything funny?" the girl frowned because she saw me chuckle and looked at me with dislike.

"Ahh no... No. gabe. It's just that you're so funny, strong, and brave. And just like her you have an incredible bravery. " I looked at him with a look that I was proud of. But the girl looked at me like she was confused and did not understand the meaning of my words.

"Color... You're the only new student who dares to fight Ah Rim's gang. You are so brave against him let alone against him, I am proud of you" I said sincerely and truly proud of him.

"really that? " he heard my answer he was amazed, and he answered with a smile on his face. And I think she's a smile she's so sweet and if she's seen it for a long time she's so cute with her round eyes, her chubby cheeks, and her tiny lips when she smiles it's adorable.

I answered him by nodding my head while smiling warmly at him. We chatted and relaxed together until school and it didn't feel like I was spending the whole day at school with him, hearing him laugh and tell stories somehow made me feel comfortable around him, is this what you call first love? Is this what love is at first sight?

And at the time of the incident I sometimes like to meet him at school, want in the corridor, the park, the canteen, and other places. But it's just a greeting when we meet or different directions when I want to call him I don't know his name at all. Yahh... A mistake I regretted so much, when it happened I should have asked him what was his name? and also I want to be able to get closer to him and also get to know him more deeply.

Then a miracle came to me, I don't know if this might be my destiny or my luck. And I finally knew the girl's name, when the class on the school board there was an announcement about the best grades of the students of SMU Sekang Art School and at that time I saw a photo of the girl and finally I found out her name. It took me a year and a half to find out her name, Yes, that girl... My first love, Kim Hyun Ji.

Flashback..

Maybe it was a meeting that I thought was a little unique, tragic, and also gave a meaningful impression. But I was grateful to meet him at the time, because I was able to help him when he was in trouble and it was like fate that led me to be close to him. And finally my wait for a year and a half paid off with a more beautiful moment.

"I wish we could be more than just friends, and also if you are my soul mate in the future I hope we will always be happy and together face all the obstacles and problems that we will travel later." my prayer to God and also a short message to him through his dreams later, I looked up at the night sky like I was supporting me and also answered my prayers by giving this beautiful night sky along with the stars twinkling beautifully.

I hope my prayers are fulfilled and all come true, my only wish is "Can be happy with you, only with you".

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The epilogue...

Chapter 3

(The incident when Jung Kook found out the name

Hyun Ji )

AUTHOR POV

The break bell rang loudly and made all the students of SMU Sekang Art School run out of the classroom to the notice board to see their UKK results. Many students take turns and encourage each other to see the results of their grades, but on the board it only displays the 10 best grades of students from grades 10-12.

When the students had died, Jungkook, Jimin, and Taehyung looked at the board and listed their names on the board as "Nam Joon, Jin, Suga, Jimin, Jimin, and Jungkook" and the rest of the students' names.

"Indeed Nam Joon is the best student at this school and should also be proud" Taehyung praised his friend.

"We only lost in English, Nam Joon is famous and the best in this school because in English." Jimin also added praise for his friend.

"I have to be more diligent in learning English to be at the same level as Nam Joon"

"Just try if you can" led Jimin to Taehyung who with the pedunya wants to be at the same level as Nam Joon, Taehyung also replied by looking at him cynically.

Before long Suga and J-hope caught up with them, in front of the board Suga slightly advanced in order to clearly see the photo of the best student in class 10. Seeing Suga's behavior makes them confused by Suga's behavior.

"You why? Do you know any 10th graders?" ask J-hope.

Before answering Suga rewinded his body and put both of his arms into his pants pocket.

"Isn't the 7th-ranked girl Kim Soo In?

" 7. Kim Soo In - 645 points (Class 10 - 2 )"

"Who is he? Do you know him?"

"You don't know him? Soo In, our friend Jin's sister, doesn't know?" Suga reminded them all because some of them knew and did not know about his younger brother Jin.

"Ohh Soo In, if he was I knew. When I didn't know him, it was just that he was different from what he used to be" J-hope replied, because he remembered it the first time Suga, J-hope, Nam Joon, Jimin, and Jungkook at that time Soo In was still sitting in the 3rd grade Junior High.

"It's been great he turned out and also he has changed a lot" said Jimin look at the scoreboard.

"I just found out that Jin has a female lead" Timpal Taehyung, who still looks at Soo In's photos in great detail. Because Taehyung had never met Soo In at all and finally he found out through the notice board.

Because they were looking at the 10th grade board accidentally Jungkook's view stopped on the 4th ranked student somehow he felt foreign and also like he had seen it. Out of curiosity he kept seeing it in detail so he could remember it, and then a glimpse of his memory emerged of the girl he had met on the roof.

"This girl." muttered Jungkook quietly and continued to stare at the girl's photo.

"What do you see?" jimin asked Jungkook because Jungkook kept looking at the girl with a different look. Jimin looked at the photo and was surprised to see it.

"Eoh? Isn't this Hyunie?" jimin asks and makes Suga turn around and look towards the photo that Jimin is referring to and it leaves Jungkook shocked and confused.

"Eoh? It's Hyunie. Woah, is he in school here? I can't believe he's going to school here" Praised Suga proudly for seeing the girl.

"Do you know him?" Jungkook asked confusedly with the two of them, in his mind 'how did they know him?

" 4. Kim Hyun Ji - 789 points (Grades 10 - 1)"

"The same sister always the same. They are the best"

"Who else is he?" taehyung asked again when he saw Hyun Ji's photo.

"He's Hyunie, Nam Joon's sister. But actually his real name is Kim Hyun Ji called Hyun Ji, but because we are familiar so we always call him Hyunie. "

"Nam Joon has a younger sister? Woah... The sisters are in the same school" Taehyung does not believe in all this because it is like the Korean drama he often watches.

"Here we go to the cafeteria now" J-hope asked and they followed him except for one person who was still standing on the board and still staring at the girl's photo, and he saw an inscription under the photo and there was a name that he had been looking for and finally he found it.

"Finally... I know your name is Kim Hyun Ji" Jungkook smiled widely because of what he had been looking for all this time and also a fortune. And he believes that this is all fate, yes he believes that this girl is his destiny.

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