Just Want to Be With You

Part 159 . The Nazriel Ilham

As she got closer to eating Azzam, Aisyah felt her legs feel heavy to step on. Aisyah endured the overwhelming turmoil of the heart back then.

" You why. The deck? " Tanya Ahmad saw Aisyah's behavior change.

" No papa, Bang! " Sahut Aisha

Ahmad sighed heavily, he knew Aisyah was lying. Ahmad could feel Aisha's hands feeling cold and trembling . Ahmad then embraces his sister's shoulder as if giving strength . He knows the situation now is certainly not easy for the younger brother. As a sister she should be able to support her fragile sister.

Aisha sat down beside the tomb with her husband's name on it. Aisha sprinkled flowers on top of the meal. And with his hands rubbed the tombstone and prayed.

It flashed through Aisyah's mind, her memories of being with Azzam. Azzam's warm embrace that made him feel comfortable he would never feel again . Aisyah cried as she hugged her husband's tombstone.

" Hubby, forgive Ais, until now Ais still can not be sincere, Ais still hope all this is just a dream." Lirih Aisyah in her sobs.

Ahmad who accompanied Aisyah at that time also struggled to control her emotions, she could see her sister like that. He tried to stay strong, so that his sister would not become more fragile.

"Sir, we go home yuk! " Take Ahmad with a trembling voice to endure the sadness.

" But again, Bang! " Sahut Aisyah who still does not want to go home.

" Deck, you know, it's all heavy, but we have to be sincere. You can't see you like this. Azzam must be sad now, you know for yourself, he would not like to see his wife is sad, fighting like this !" ahmad rubbed Aisyah's shoulder.

Aisyah wiped her tears. His brother's words were correct . Azzam most disliked to see him grieve what else to cry.

" So you're right, Mas Azzam doesn't like to watch Ice cry!." Aisyah Sahut.

"Semuakita is saddened by Azzam's departure. But it must not drag on, you must remember, there is a small Azzam who needs you .You must take care of your condition, God gives a test that cannot be beyond the limits of the ability of his people . " Said Ahmad again.

" Yes, Bang ! " Said Aisyah.

Aisha and Ahmad went home. Arriving at the house Aisyah clean-clean first, then she approached her son who was guarded by two grandparents and two grandmothers

" Ummy boy, no fuss, pinter! " said Aisha while carrying Nazriel.

Aisha breastfed her baby, after full feeding, the baby Nazriel fell asleep again. Aisyah then put the baby back in her case .

***

One month later.

Although it feels heavy. Aisyah used to get through her days without the presence of her beloved husband. Although almost every night he cried, while awake from his sleep after dreaming of meeting Azzam.

In dreams Azzam always gives spirit to Aisyah . Like that night, Aisha again met Azzam in her dream.

" By, don't stay in Ice anymore ! " Said Aisyah while crying.

" Dear, I'm not going anywhere. I am always near you. " Said Azzam with his sweet smile wiping away the tears that drenched Aisyah's cheeks.

" By... "

" Believe me, I'm always near you! " Said Azzam again while hugging Aisyah.

Aisyah woke up from her sleep hearing her baby cry . His son seems thirsty. Aisha then suckled Nazriel, and the baby did not cry anymore.

Ayesha's tears flowed back as she stroked the face of the sleeping baby Nazriel.

" Hubby, I'm missing you. " Said Aisyah sobbing. While imagining the figure of a beloved husband who always hugs himself while sleeping. Until finally Aisyah fell asleep again.

***

The next day, Mr. Tohir, who was Azzam's lawyer, accompanied by Ahmad , Ozi and Anggie, came home to meet Aisyah's family.

Mr. Tohir delivered the will that Azzam once made. In the letter were the heirs of all the assets that Azzam had would be the rights of Aisha and her beloved son . And for the ownership of the company was diverted Azzam into the property of Aisha. Even the name of PT. Graha Abadi will also be replaced with the name PT. Aisyah Group .

Aisyah shed tears as she read the will. The nominal amount of assets owned by Azzam will not run out until seven derivatives though.

" Hubby, Ais doesn't need treasure and wealth, but Ais needs you, Ais wants to be with you. " Aisha's screams.

Aisyah's tears flowed down her cheeks. Everyone in the room was sad.

Ahmad rubbed his sister's shoulder as if giving strength, his heart was sorry to see the sadness of Aisha.

After Mr. Tohir returned home, Ozi then gave a large amputee to Aisyah.

" What is this, Zi ?" Ask Aisyah

" That's what I got in the drawer of the deceased Mr. Boss' desk, ma'am. Like the writing on the ampheto, it's for mom. " Said Ozi.

Aisyah opened the emplacements. Inside there are several DVD tapes, each of which has a sequence number.

" Cassette . What cassette is this? " Tanya Aisyah looked at Ozi.

" I don't know either, ma'am, but it looks like Mr. Boss' recording. I've seen him make recordings. I asked, he said for memories. " Said Ozi.

Aisyah asked Ozi to play the dvd cassette. And it's true that the tape was Azzam's tape. On the tape Azzam greeted everyone. And he said the next tape he made was for his son Nazriel. For little Nazriel to know his father until he grows up.

In the recording, he also asked Aisyah to give the choice to lead the company directly or to be transferred to who was entrusted by Aisyah. If one day he doesn't exist. Because the company now belongs to Aisyah completely.

The video footage confirmed that Azzam already had a premonition that he would leave forever . And Aisyah remembered the sentences that Azzam had spoken a few days before the fateful event occurred . Making Aisha and the others powerless to stem their tears.

After discussing with all the families Aisyah also took the decision to transfer her company to Aldi assisted Ahmad and Ozi. Because she wants to focus on taking care of her baby . Aisyah does not want to lose the moment - moment together with her baby.

***

As time passed, Aisyah passed through her days with a focus on caring for baby Nazriel. To treat the longing for the husband, Aisyah does many social activities. The figure of Azzam who is often present in his dreams makes Aisyah more enthusiastic in carrying out humanitarian activities . And while doing that activity Aisyah felt Azzam was always beside her.

As usual, all activities Aisyah always controlled by her confidants. To avoid the camera . Because Aisyah does not want all her activities to be media consumption. Together with the baby Aisyah more active in terms of sharing on the more needy.

Under the leadership of Aldi's best friend and adopted brother of the late Azzam PT. Aisyah Group is growing rapidly. With the fame of PT. Aisyah Group, the more intense Aisyah and family with their social activities .Now Aisyah has established several pesantren, orphanages and nursing homes.

Little Nazriel grows up to be a smart boy . His intelligence and qualities also declined from the father . All the immediate families considered Nazriel the second version of the figure of Azzam. And Mrs Ainun said Nazriel had the same birthmark that Azzam had.

The teenage Nazriel grows up to be a smart kid surrounded by people who love him so much . With the upbringing that is so thick with religious teachings makes Nazriel a figure that is quite religious.

Since he was in elementary school Nazriel has always been a champion in the classroom. He won the science and mathematics Olympics several times. In addition, Nazriel who was born from two parents who were good at chanting holy verses of the Qur'an also has the same expertise. So Nazriel got a scholarship to continue his education abroad.

Messages from his late father make Nazriel proud of his father and determined to be a child who can boast of his family, especially his mother . The figure of the mother he loved so much.

Nazriel is the only heir to the family lineage and will inherit the company of his late father. But as a mother, Aisyah did not want to burden her child with that. He gave Nazriel freedom in terms of his career. But because it is the nature and character of the father who is more dominant in Nazriel. Making Nazriel continue his education in the field of business.

Nazriel went on to study at a top university abroad. It was enough to make Aisyah sad, had to part long enough with the baby.

Aisyah wanted to accompany her child but the condition of her sick parents made Aisyah unable to leave them.

Nazriel, who loves his family, especially his mother, always takes the time to call them every day.

Time passed very quickly, 4 years after studying abroad. Finally Nazriel completed his education Graduated with satisfactory predicate. Nazriel is now ready to continue his parents' company. PT. Aisyah Group.

It was the day of his return to the land. He can't wait to see his family soon.

Aisyah accompanied Ozi and her brother Ahmad headed to the airport to pick up her beloved son. Aisha longed for Nazriel. The same longing as longing for a person who has long abandoned him.

On the way, there were no tears Aisyah dripped. Recollecting memories with her late husband .

" Dek, don't be sad, we'll meet Nazriel soon. " Said Ahmad who was aware of the change in Aisha's attitude.

" Yes, Bang. " Sahut Aisyah with her hoarse voice.

Ozi who sat in front glanced at Aisyah through the rearview mirror. Ozi also felt the same way as Aisyah remembered the figure of her master.

" If only, Mr. Boss was still there. He would be proud of his son's achievements. " Inner Ozi.

Arriving at the airport, Aisyah helped her brother get out of the car. They walked into the airport area.

From a distance, the figure of a man carrying his suitcase smiled towards Aisyah and the others.

With half-running steps the man approached Aisyah. The man was Nazriel Ilham his only son. Aisyah's heart was beating so fast when she saw Nazril.. On one side of the figure of Nazriel is very mysterious with the alhamarhum Azzam. Especially at that time Nazriel wore a gray casual stelan that Azzam often wore. On the other hand Aisyah saw the figure of Nazriel who was once a toddler with a toy car - a toy in her hand, running towards her.

So did Ahmad and Ozi they were stunned to see Nazriel.The two also seemed to see the figure of Azzam stepped closer to them. It was so mysterious that none of their tears were shed.

" Ummy, I love you miss you! " Said Nazriel hugged her mother Aisha tightly.

Aisha was speechless. His tears are flowing more and more.

" Ummy, don't cry, Nazriel's home. We will continue together. " Nazriel said, wiping away her mother's tears.

" Yes, Son . Ummy is proud of you. " Said Aisyah.

Nazriel then embraced his uncle Ahmad and Ozi in turn. After that, they left the airport.

" We're going to go get Abby, kid! " Aisyah said as they were already in the car.

" Yes My. " Nazriel's Sahut.

With his hands on his mother's shoulders, Nazriel stepped closer to a meal. Ozi and Ahmad deliberately moved away giving time to the mother and child.

" Hubby, our son is home. Ais sure you too must be proud of our son's achievements. " Said Aisyah while rubbing her husband's tombstone.

" Abby, Nazriel is proud to have a father like Abby. Thanks for the advice so far. Nazriel promised to always look after Ummy and all our families . " Nazriel said in a hoarse voice withstanding sorrow.

" Hubby until whenever Ais wishes only one.wants to be with you always. " Aisha's screams.

Aisha hugged her son while crying. Even Nazriel could not hold back his tears. He knows his mother's feelings. And he promised himself to always make his mother happy. As his late father had told him.

...Tops. ...