Just Want to Be With You

Part 2 Disappointed

KIM HYUN JI POV

A very beautiful morning had appeared before my eyes, when I opened my eyes the bright sun had grabbed my eyes and the sound of birds chirping in the morning made me excited to continue my activities later. Without waiting for long, I got up from my bed and got ready to go to school.

When everything is neat, clean, and has been done I just stay to decorate myself quietly and peacefully but suddenly...

" JIANG JI!! QUICK ONE... IT'S GOING TO BE NOON!! "

My Eomma shouted loudly and even beat toa in my school, with forced me to apply makeup as I could but in my opinion, if I don't go to the dining room... I don't know if I can't speak anymore. When I arrived at the dining room the views I immediately saw were appa, oppa, and eomma and I immediately approached them.

" Good morning my beloved eomma "I immediately hugged my eomma from behind and kissed her cheek.

" oohh.. Good morning also my beloved son "eomma returned my kiss gently and continued to prepare breakfast for us.

I immediately approached my father who was sitting at the dinner table while reading the newspaper seriously.

" Good morning my dear "I immediately hugged my appa from behind and kissed her cheek.

" Good morning my son "appa kissed me on the cheek.

Then I sat down on the table chair and took a loaf of bread and smeared it with my favorite jam, which was in addition to chocolate beans and strawberries. Soon my oppa came out of her room and went straight to the dining table and sat down next to me.

" Good morning eomma.. Appa and also.. My very ugly sister "welcomed eomma and appa with a smile and also greeted me by ruffling my hair and not forgetting to mock.

" Isaac.. Oppa don't be ruffled "I was immediately furious and tidied up my hair makeup.

" Good morning also my oppa terpelek "I also reply by pinching both cheeks because I like it when pinching his cheeks.

" ah.. Yes.. Yes.. Yaah.. Appo's.. Appo. "cries in pain when I pinch her cheeks and I try not to pinch her again but still hold her cheek.

I immediately held my pinch and somehow I felt really good to have a family like this, I might include lucky girls to have this kind of output. Because I can hang out with them like this.. I wish we could always be together..

I also took off my oppa pinch and I could see that oppa kept stroking her cheek to relieve her pain.

' I'm lucky to have a family like them.. Every morning I feel happiness I have never felt.. I hope we're always like this.. Eommas.. Appa.. Oppa.. Sarange' my inner while eating my breakfast happily.

SKIIPP...

When I was in class, I sat down at my place.. The place I like the most, I'm sitting by the window. As I sat down I looked at the scenery around the school and thought of the names I liked.. Who else wouldn't be Jungkook.. Cowo cool and popular at this school and also is a friend oppaku. Honestly when I first met him and knew him even I did not know that he was my brother's best friend, but since Jungkook and his friends came home almost every day I immediately felt the first sight. I first met Jungkook when he was playing at home and I was still an elementary school boy and I immediately fell in love with him. And also...

" Yeah.. "

" Aishh. "I was shocked all of a sudden. Because suddenly Soo In surprised me suddenly and I stroked my chest slowly while neutralizing my breath.

" Hehe.. "feeling innocent by his actions he casually put his bag beside the table and sat down beside me with a smile "What are you doing? " tanya with a soft tone.

" Soo In.. You were almost.. Making my heart drop "I feel annoyed at what Soo In did but.. I remain patient with her treatment if not Soo In her name.

" Hehe.. Excuse me... But... What are you doing? From afar I noticed you were thinking something. " Soo In turned her body around and asked me seriously.

" oohh.. A.. Anni.. Anniya "i don't know why I feel nervous and confused about what to answer, I immediately turned my eyes and immediately read the book on the table.

" Heoks.. Are you thinking about Jungkook sunbae? " guess Soo In with a mocked face.

" Yes.. Yaah.. Who is thinking of him.. A.. Anniya. "I felt embarrassed and confused and immediately turned around and faced her with... My face must be red.

" Mm.. A sinca? Jeongmals? " ask firmly.

" Well, "I answered him with a stern answer and turned around and read my book so I could close my face.

" If you're not thinking about it, why would you read a book like that? "

" Mm.. Mwo's? " i was confused by Soo In's question and looked at her confusedly.

" Igo." pointed at the book I read with his head.

When I look.. I was shocked and rounded my eyes in disbelief. I read the book upside down.. I quickly turned it over and pretended that nothing had happened.

" ah.. Lookit.. You're thinking about it.. Eisshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. " Soo In is immediately furious and upset but with a soft tone.

" Hey.. I said no.. Yes no. "I grumbled it and put my book down by slamming it softly and facing him.

" Heh?! " stroke his hand gently "If you don't think about it.. Why are you nervous and stammering when I ask heoh? And also.. " Soo In picked up the book I read "Igo.. This is proof. "just put it again and keep talking non-stop.

" Huffttt. "I resigned immediately. Indeed, because I am not good at lying, and also somehow if there is a connection with Jungkook, I must feel embarrassed and nervous.

" it.. Ne.. I ngaku.. I was thinking about it. Satisfied you? " i read the book again and turned around.

Soo In immediately turned her body around and picked up the textbook in her bag.

" You can't lie as much as I am Hyun Ji.. I know what your attitude is. We have also been friends for a long time. "put the book on the table and still while lecturing me. And I could only hear him babble and digest his words.

" so.. Nothing you hide from me.. " Soo In immediately grabbed me and looked at me "Hmm? The arraseo? "

I looked at him with a smile and nodded at what he said. Then he immediately did a task that he had not completed.

' You are my best friend Soo In.. When your joy and sorrow are always by my side.. I even consider you like family. I love you my inner Soo In and I go straight to my job.

KIM HYUN JI POV END'S

JUNGKOOK POV

YGGGGGG!!!!!

The bell went into class, and also today and on this sunny morning I got a spark in the morning and it made me think about it all the time... Because I saw today a smile from my side.

Flashback...

I walked down the school corridor with my friends.. When the others walked ahead of me somehow I walked slowly because when I headed to my classroom I would definitely pass the girl class I liked. When I got to the door of her class, my eyes were immediately turned to her, I stopped at the door of the girl class and looked at her happily.

" Hey.. Soo In's.. It'swrong. It should be the first one divided by the third one. "and I can see Hyun Ji was teaching Soo In furiously and also with patience.

" Ishh's.. But Lee songsaengnin said that is not the way.. " Soo In replied to Hyun Ji's explanation furiously and did not want to lose. They always do.

" Isaac.. Like these.. Eat it while the lesson is going on you don't chat "Hyun Ji was so bravely nagging Soo In. And finally Soo In relented.

' You look funny when you're angry.. Especially when I was teaching Soo In' my inner self while smiling to see her teach Soo In.

" Hei Jungkook. "all of a sudden Taehyung immediately grabbed me from behind.

" What are you doing here? " he asked while looking at the view I saw.

I shook my head and smiled. But I knew Taehyung suddenly fell silent for a moment and I guess he must have looked at Soo In and ended up smiling to himself.

" Kyeopta's.. Jeongmal kyeopta "grunts him with a small voice but still I can hear him.

I frowned pretending not to know while mocking him.

" Mwo? Nugu's? " ask me with a sneer while removing Taehyung's embrace.

" Soo In.. Kim´s.. Soo's.. In. "he immediately looked at me while smiling "Beautiful to him? " praise him with confidence.

" Ahh. "I just nodded my head while smiling wryly .

" Tae's... Why don't you just state it? If not quickly. "I whispered to Taehyung while mocking.

" Later someone will seize you" and stay away again with a smile mocked.

" Aissshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. Neo's? " groaned and dropped the bag " Hey.. You're on your own too? Why don't you do what you tell me? "

" ah.. To.. Kege. "I'm confused as to what to answer. What Taehyung said was true and I immediately daydreamed and thought of Taehyung's words. I don't know why I wasn't ready to express my feelings to her.

" Ishh's.. " Taehyung caught my head and I woke up from my daydream and he left me and I caught up with him.

Off Flashback....

The first time I knew him was playing at Nam Joon's house, and I met him when he was a kid and I used to walk around a lot of time I didn't think he was going to the same High School with me and it makes me so happy not to play.

' is it possible that we were destined together? is this what we call fools? And I hope the answer is. yes '

I don't know why.. Why I can like it. Maybe because we often meet and I like it not because of the outside but in his heart. But I'm not just gonna give up.. I will prove that I will always be by his side and also prove myself that I am a true namja.

JUNGKOOK POV END'S

AUTHOR POV

TET... TET... TET...

The break bell rang all the students who were in the class immediately came out.

" Hyun Ji's.. Kajja we go to the cafeteria I'm hungry.. Kajjas.. Kajjas.. " Soo In pulled Hyun Ji's hand because he was in a hurry to go to the cafeteria because he was afraid of running out of food.

" Soo In.. I had no appetite "Hyun Ji slowly took off Soo In's handle, and continued reading the book.

" Wae? " he sat down and was worried about Hyun Ji.

" Are you sick? " he held Hyun Ji's forehead afraid Hyun Ji was sick.

" Anne.. I'm okay. .. I had no appetite anymore, and I was still full" Hyun Ji said so Soo In believed him and didn't want to worry him.

" really? " slowly Soo In took off lowering her hand and making sure that everything was fine.

When Hyun Ji decided to go to the bus, in class 3-1 the BTS gang was getting ready to go to the cafeteria, but there was one namja who was still sitting in his place and not moving at all.

" Hey.. Jungkooks.. Let's go to the cafeteria. I know you must be hungry "J-hope invited Jungkook to the cafeteria with his rapper style.

Jungkook smiled looking at his rapper-style manner and he just shook his head with a smile.

" Heoohh's? " Taehyung also sat in front of Jungkook to make sure Jungkook's face.

" why? Are you sick? " tanya Taehyung was worried about his best friend.

" No. .. I just don't have an appetite "

" Hmm...really? " Tanya Taehyung made sure of her best friend. Jungkook only replied with a smile.

" I thought you were sick... If you're not feeling well you go to the UKS, right? The arraso? " Jimin patted Jungkook on the shoulder and advised him because he was also worried about his best friend.

Jungkook just nodded and smiled. And then Jimin, Taehyung, and J-hope went to the cafeteria. The seven of them have been friends since childhood, but when they were in High School they were different classes. Jungkook, Jimin, Taehyung, and J-hope were in grade 3-1 while Suga, Nam Joon, and Jin were in clear 3-2.

Jungkook in class just sat and looked out the window, and he was bored.

' What.. I'm just going to the perpus, right? Than in class I did nothing? Yasudahlah.. Keperpus alone ' muttered Jungkook and got out of his seat and went to the perpus. Instead of him in class feeling bored, sad, and do not mind mending him in the library can read books.

While in the cafeteria felt very crowded and all the seats in the contents of all, but fortunately Soo In got a seat and it was near the window but it was okay there was entertainment according to Soo In. He ate his lunch while looking out the window.

" Eat it alone? " Suddenly someone puts his dinner tray next to Soo In and sits next to her Soo In.

" Where is Hyun Ji? Not to the canteen? " Sanya while giving a box of milk to Soo In.

" oohh.. Oppa? " Soo In's heart rejoices greatly, as he does not feel alone eating in the canteen because a savior is coming, and it oppa him Jin.

" He's not going to the cafeteria. He said I didn't have an appetite for being alone, but fortunately there was an oppa here so I didn't eat alone. " Soo In ate his food so well because he was so happy.

" oohh.. If you eat slowly, you'll sprain. "saut Jin tells his sister gently, and Soo In just smiles while chewing her lunch.

" Jin... Did you come here? I looked up to Nam Joon. "saut Suga and Nam Joon followed and they sat in the same chair as Soo In and Jin, they sat face to face while eating his lunch.

" eoh? I'm sorry I had to find an empty forging for us, and I kept seeing him eat himself so I samperin him. " Obviously Jin casually. Nam Joon looks at Soo In and looks left and right like he's looking for someone.

" Soo In-ah." call Nam Joon gently.

" Ne oppa? "

" Where is Hyun Ji? you don't have memories with him? tumben once. "ask Nam Joon.

" Said he has no appetite, so he doesn't want to go to the cafeteria" Soo In replied.

" Hmm.. later I buy bread for him, later I leave it for Hyun Ji ya "Soo In answered with a smile and nodded his head.

" Huwaaaa finally got a seat as well. "saut J-hope loudly and sat beside Suga, as well as Taehyung sitting in front of Soo In while Jimin beside Soo In. Taehyung is actually nervous and nervous because he sits in front of the girl he likes and can also have lunch together and that is also the same as Soo In. They eat their lunch nervously and calmly, but they have to be wary of their best friend and sister.

" Well...? Where's jungkook sunbae? How come you guys didn't go to the cafeteria with you? " soo In asked curiously as he did not see Jungkook among them.

" He said he had no appetite, so he did not come with us to the cafeteria. " Jimin answered him while calmly devouring his food.

Suddenly Taehyung stopped eating and thought for a moment, I don't know if his attitude really likes strange.

" It's weird.. " Taehyung tilted his head and thought carefully, hearing Taehyung speak strangely and their strange attitude stopped eating and looked at Taehyung except Suga who only focused on his food.

" huh? Whahuh? Whahuh? " Jimin asked curiously at Taehyung's words.

" Don't-don't... Hyun Ji and Jungkook made a pact to rest together but not here, right? can make? " guess Taehyung's origin.

" Ehmm.. Right too tuh.. Can make.. Why are they the same? " Jimin responded and thought about Taehyung.

When hearing Taehyung and Jimin talk. Nam Joon growled and hit them on the head with a spoon and felt disturbed by the two of them.

" ye.. Heyey.. " Nam Joon hit both of them quite hard on the head.

" Aishh. "they both grimaced in pain and stroked her head.

" You don't think like that.. Where possible? Jungkook never got close to my sister "Nam Joon continued eating her furiously.

" ooh.. Never mind. Finish your meal "Jin tells Taehyung and Jimin to eat again.

Shortly afterwards his leisurely Suga got up from the canteen chair while carrying his dinner tray, seeing that J-hope was holding Suga's arm.

"Where are you going? So rushed?" ask J-hope curiously.

"I'm done eating, and also I want to go to the music room to continue the duties of Yoo Ssaem. I'm first yes "part to them.

"Hey! Wait for me too" call J-hope and hastily finish his lunch and catch up with Suga quickly.

When Suga and J-hope first, in the cafeteria was so boisterous that they heard laughter and laughter from Soo In's friends and the BTS gang and so did the other students in the cafeteria.

THE AUTHOR POV END

KIM HYUN JI POV

Finally I can get to the perpus, rather than in class doing nothing better I'm on the perpus maybe I can find something.

" Haha.. Here I feel calm and peaceful. "my murmur while looking for a book that I will read and maybe I will feel at home in this pavilion.

I've been looking for a book I'm going to read for five minutes, but haven't seen one yet. Why am I taking so long? Because there is no interesting book in the library, shortly after I saw a book with a light blue cover and it made me curious.

When I saw the outskirts of the book I was immediately happy because the book I was looking for was in this library, I quickly approached the bookshelf but... the book is located at the top but not too high with forced me to tiptoe to be able to take the book. But when I managed to pick up the book there was another hand that wanted to take the book as well, honestly right now I'm emotional because of what? I saw it first and I took it.

"Excuse me.. It seems like the one who saw this book I first and also I first held this book" I don't care what he criticizes me like, because I'm already emotional. But why didn't he say something?

"Hey! if there's someone nagging you, you should... Eohh?!!" For whatever is on this earth, honestly why always at the wrong time, the wrong day, and.. why should we be here too?

"Emmm... Excuse um... Do you want to read this book too? " ask the man to me who is now right in front of me and also holding the same book as me.

"Eoh.. I-yes.. B-but if Sunbae wants to read it too.. I'm going to say" I'm nervous about dying, because I don't want to see his face and I might faint so I put the book back, too, but the name immediately pulled my hand and gave the book to me with a sweet smile.

"You who read this book, you took this book first" He gave it to me.

" eoh.. Th-thank you sunbae "I was so nervous talking to him somehow I always trembled when I was with him.

'Oh my.. Looking at his face from up close like this alone I would definitely faint. Must strong.. Must strong.. Hold Hyun Ji.. Hold my inner self while holding my amazement to him.

"You're not going to the cafeteria with Soo In?" ask the name to me while choosing the book to read.

" eoh.. I-I'm not having an appetite. Sunbae.. Tumben once to the perpus? " i asked while looking at her picking a book.

" I'm the same as you, no more appetite" she smiled at me and picked another book.

' For whatever sake.. I want time to stop. Because with an unexpected incident like this I can be close to him and his smile.. I will always remember. Ilove you.. Jeon Jungkook sunbae ' my inner

KIM HYUN JI POV END'S

AUTHOR POV

When the sudden meeting made Hyun Ji half-deadly excited, when Jungkook invited him to sit down with him he should be able to hold back his admiration. They sat together near the window, and what made Hyun Ji couldn't stop looking at Jungkook continuously because they were sitting face to face and it made Hyun Ji not when focusing on anything.

'How is this?!... I should how? What am I supposed to do? what conversation should I start with him? Arghhh... Hyun Ji how is this?' inner Hyun Ji while smiling himself like crazy and also looking at Jungkook.

"Until when do you want to look at me Hyun Ji? Until you look at me?"

" eoh? I-I'm not looking at Sunbae.. I-I was reading a book because "Hyun Ji answered stuttering because it was discovered that he had been looking at Jungkook and he immediately read another book.

Jungkook turned his eyes to Hyun Ji "Is that right? " ask Jungkook while propping up his chin with both hands.

Hyun Ji just kept quiet because he felt embarrassed but finally he ventured and looked at Jungkook. "No... I didn't look at the sunbae from earlier anyway" Hyun Ji answered him loudly and stuck his tongue out at Jungkook like he was mocking him.

Jungkook smiled at Hyun Ji's behavior, he closed the book and lowered his head for a moment and he turned his gaze out the window.

"Hyun Ji. "call Jungkook gently and don't look at Hyun Ji, his gaze stays out the window.

"Why? What's up Sunbae?" he answered with annoyance and curiosity.

"Ji Hyun...."

Hearing Jungkook call him again made Hyun Ji annoyed and curious, why did he just call his name? Why try?

"Can we... Friends?"

Hyun Ji immediately rounded his eyes in shock at Jungkook's question.

"Why did Sunbae ask that question?"

Jungkook smiled and turned his gaze to Hyun Ji the girl who would make him happy later on.

"Yeah.. Because I want to get to know you better and get to know you as well."

'I don't know what else to answer? I was too shocked to hear Jungkook's explanation. And also is this the green light sign of Jungkook Sunbae? Honestly, I also want to know him better and also understand him. Ohhh God... What do I have to answer?' inner Hyun Ji and still continued to stare at Jungkook in confusion.

'I would love to be by your side.. We start making friends and living it comfortably because like this I can continue with you under any circumstances and understand about you and you can understand about me. I wish it all was reality." - Inner Jungkook.

TBC...