July [ Soobin ]

[ Episode 3] of July.

..."The way I meet you"...

...Happy Reading's...

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"Mother, why just shut up? why are you looking at me like that?" Soobin looked at the mother with an agitated look.

"Soobin, I really hope you will sincerely accept everything.." Mother's tears began to plunge freely soaked her cheeks.

"What does mom mean exactly? speak more clearly" Soobin stared at the very face of the mother who was wet from crying. The woman looked down, unable to see her son's face.

"Mother-" Soobin moved her body, but there was something strange about this movement.

His feet, his feet did not move. Soobin's heart beat moved quickly, her hands began to move touching her feet.

How surprised Soobin when the touch of his hand does not cause any taste in his legs. The tears of the man fell instantly.

Mother is crying.

"Mother, Soobin could not feel anything at Soobin's feet," Soobin turned to her wet eyes "Mother, Soobin replied.. What was? why can't Soobin move Soobin's legs?" continued.

"Mother.answer" Soobin is now crying as it became. Still can't believe he's gonna lose both legs.

Seeing the crying Soobin, Mother rushed to hug her tightly. Trying to strengthen each other, between Soobin and Mommy.

Soobin's father works out of town, he can't go home because he left yesterday.

"Soobin, who is patient, son, you can definitely get through this" said the mother, still in her arms.

Today, Soobin felt so many major injuries. The first by Jihna, the second he had to lose his leg.

Many times his heart had to endure the pain.

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"Soobin, come on, open your mouth" Mother sighed softly. He lowered the porridge spoon in front of Soobin.

The man kept daydreaming. He hasn't even spoken since he stopped crying. Soobin just sat staring blankly ahead.

The mother also did not listen to Soobin.

"Soobin," Mother rubbed Soobin's arm slowly "Mother knows you must feel very hard on this, but do not let your body also hurt.. Your stomach, don't hurt him" he continued.

Soobin blinked her eyes.

"Come, eat first, okay?" The woman's hand was raised, about to feed Soobin.

"Soobin is not hungry, bun" he replied.

"Little bit, son, you haven't eaten this afternoon, at least don't leave your dinner. Come on, just one bribe"

Soobin finally complied. He opened his mouth.

One bribe in. This porridge, it feels really bland. Unpleasant. Soobin immediately refused a second bribe from the mother raw.

"It doesn't feel good, Mother.. Soobin can be nauseous later" Reject it.

"Then let me buy you a sandwich?"

"Soobin is full, Mother.. Soobin was already sleepy, just wanted to sleep" Soobin lowered his ward, then covered his eyes with his hands.

Mommy knows, Soobin still can not accept his present condition. But the woman is sure, Soobin will definitely try to get back up from this slump.

The night passed so quickly.

The hour hand now shows at 04:30 am. Mother was awake, but Soobin was still asleep in her sleep.

After carrying out his duties in worship, Mother opened her cellphone. Check if there is a chat coming in or not.

Everything seemed fine, so he decided to read the Quran on the sofa while waiting for Soobin to wake up.

At 04:45, Soobin seemed uncomfortable. Actually from last night this man looks very disturbed in his sleep. Leaning to the right or to the left also can not. Soobin could only move her hand.

At 05.00.

Soobin opened her eyes slowly. Wishing everything that happened last day was just a dream, but it turned out that his hope was inversely proportional to reality. This has all happened.

Soobin grabs her phone - who survived yesterday's accident, hoping Jihna contacts her. But, not a notif from Jihna, but a notif from his best friend, Beomgyu.

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"Your phone's not even active"

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"Soobin??"

The three notifications managed to make Soobin back grim. The reporters were not entirely right, Jihna had indeed cheated on Soobin. But Soobin has yet to sever her ties with Jihna.

^^^No, Gyu. I did not break up with^^^.

^^^Jihna. But the news is true..^^^

^^^.^^^

^^^ Here I am in the hospital

After typing the answer earlier, Soobin prefers to hide everything from social media. Enough of the Soobin family knows this. But, Soobin wasn't sure she could hide everything for a long time.

Time keeps going. At 6:00, breakfast comes with a similarly-vegetable menu of bland soup and soy sauce-free porridge. Although Soobin does not like it, but he must still eat it even if only one mouthful.

Mother who patiently takes care of all the needs of Soobin.

At 10:00.

Soobin was silent on top of her ward with a mind that floated somewhere. Mommy is going out, she says she wants to find something sweet for Soobin.

So, he's alone now.

With Soobin's current state, would Jihna still want to be with her? Jihna no longer loves Soobin, so what is this relationship for?

Amidst Soobin's wishful thinking, a long-haired woman enters so kindly into Soobin's room, making the man turn his head.

A beautiful woman has her heart.

"Jinya?" Soobin immediately raised his head to change position to sit. Now Jihna was sitting next to his ward with his hands pressed on his thighs.

"Soobin, yesterday's trouble, I-"

"It's okay, Jihna.." Soobin hurriedly cut off Jihna's words. He made the girl stunned for a moment.

"Yes, Soobin.now, all the media have claimed our relationship ended yesterday.. To be honest, I couldn't answer their questions. Not to mention you were rumored to be in an accident, it made it difficult for me to contact you last day.."

Soobin silently looked at Jihna.

Look, this girl is so pretty. He was almost said to be perfect. Soobin, he has many flaws now, still deserves him for Jihna?

Soobin loves Jihna, but Jihna does not love Soobin. The man had no right to force Jihna to love him wholeheartedly.

"Soobin, we'd better reimagine this relationship"

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"*Hello, can I talk to Ms Choi?"

^^^"Yes, by myself..what's the matter?"^^^

"Mr director had a single accident due to brake blong, madam. Now he is in the ICU room of the city hospital, I hope the lady can come here immediately*"

Deg.

Mother shed her tears. He had never expected this test to come so many times in his life. This July felt very gray.

What should he do now? Soobin is still recovering, but she has to go see her husband who also needs a wife by her side.

^^^"A-I will see him soon"^^

He said, then rushed to meet Soobin.

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"My decision is mature, Soobin. And this is the result, I can no longer be with you in the future" Jihna lowered her gaze before Soobin who was still staring at her.

"I hope you feel happy in the future, you will also be united with someone who can love you with all your heart, a person who sincerely accepts your circumstances, a person who deserves you.. But that person was not me" The girl raised her gaze towards Soobin, then smiled.

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[to be continued ]