July [ Soobin ]

[Episode 15] of July.

..."And I may not your and you're not mine, but I'll be there for you when you need me, thats only me, only me"...

...- Dr. Kangwas...

*wuw <3

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Day 3 after Radiotherapy.

Nada is a strong girl according to Taehyun. Just imagine, when the world acted cruelly at him, Nada still stood tall and smiled.

The unforgettable moment as well as the toughest moment in Nada's life is when her whole family left her alone.

At that time, Taehyun was really worried about Nada's mental health. Because the girl just sat quietly under the window of her room without speaking. Just staring blankly in front of you with your eyes.

For whatever sake, Taehyun did not want the incident to repeat itself.

Now the girl looks better. Especially when Soobin comes in his life, Nada looks more cheerful. It's okay, Taehyun is happy if Nada is happy.

The thing Taehyun was so afraid of now was about time. Nada has survived five years to stay alive. Taehyun believed in Nada, but when he saw the girl moaning, his heart was also unable to.

Nada may have been tired all this time, but she covered everything up.

Taehyun brought something in his hand. A classic guitar from High School. He deliberately brought it here because he knew it liked acoustic songs. Taehyun has not practiced guitar for a long time.

Nada is now on top of his ward, staring at a patterned rabbit doll in his hand. Nada once told a story, he said the doll was given by his brother when Nada was six years old.

"What meda?" As soon as Taehyun entered, the girl immediately turned her head.

"Nothing, Doctor Kang" he replied, smiling "What are you carrying?"

"Guitar, do you remember this guitar?" Taehyun sat beside the Nada ward, raising the guitar in his lap.

"Of course remember, this is Taehyun's legendary guitar" Tone chuckled, as well as Taehyun.

But Nada is not wrong, this guitar is a guitar that often Taehyun brought when there is an event at his school, when Taehyun appeared on the stage of a singing competition, also while being together with Nada spent free time.

"It's been a long time, yes, we didn't sing together" Taehyun stared at Nada. This girl was silent had a beautiful voice heard. He rarely wanted to sing in front of others.

"Hey, I don't want to sing this time. My throat is not good, you just sing, I listen" replied Nada.

"I know you must have rejected it, Nad" Taehyun lowered his gaze, staring at the old untouched guitar strings.

"This time I really can't Taehyun, I'm sorry" Lirih Nada while smiling little looked at the man in front of her.

"No, what are you doing? no need to apologize, I'm just kidding Nad.." Taehyun replied, turning back to Nada.

"I just don't feel good about you, Taehyun.in that case, hurry up I want to hear your singing"

Taehyun chuckled softly. The man began to pull the strings of the guitar, swiping it down and then up to make a sound.

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I maybe not yours and you're not mine

But I'll be there for you when you need me

It is only me

Believe me girl, it's only me

Yeah, it's only me

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I will always be the one who pull you up

When everyone push you down

And it's only me

Believe me girl, it's only me

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Taehyun smiled as he looked at the guitar he was holding. He looked up, looking at the girl sitting on the ward with his trademark gentle smile.

"Yey, that's very good for your voice" Nada said.

Both of Taehyun's netra were glued to Nada's face that was smiling widely until her eyes narrowed. In his heart said, If Nada had known all the lyrics of the song Taehyun had just sung, maybe the girl would have been surprised.

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"Soobin, why aren't you ready? did you forget today we have a second training schedule?" Nakyung bawled into Soobin's room, looking at her in wonder.

Usually Soobin is very excited, but look at it now. He doesn't even look excited to wake up.

"Doctor Na?" Soobin opened her eyes, looking at the beautiful girl who was now standing at her ward side "Ah yes, sorry I forgot that" Soobin continued while trying to sit down.

"Your face looks moody, what's wrong?" Nakyung looked at Soobin.

"Doctor Na please tell me where Doctor Kang is right now.." The man looked at Nakyung.

"What's? I don't know, Soobin" Nakyung was quite surprised to hear this.

Suddenly Soobin asked Taehyun's whereabouts this morning. Of course he doesn't know. Taehyun was full of secrets, he could disappear at any time if he wanted to.

Hearing Nakyung's reply which did not match his expectations, Soobin turned his gaze away with a sigh.

Yesterday, Soobin tried to find Doctor Kang. But the results are nil, Soobin until fatigue is made. The base of his nose was not able to find Soobin.

"Look, Soobin.. If I meet Taehyun, I'll tell him to see you soon, how?" Doctor Na smiled.

"Alright, thank you for your help Doctor Na" Soobin smiled, looking at the girl standing before her.

"Then, we're training now huh"

Soobin.

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Day after day passed, now it had been two weeks Nada did not return to Soobin.

How is he now? is he okay? doesn't he miss Soobin? why did he leave so long? what was? when will he come back? Soobin doesn't know.

The man stared at the glass window that was wet from the rain that started to fall. His mind kept twisting the moments with Nada. Though only a few days Nada entered into his life, but the girl managed to seize the space of his heart.

Nada, where are you? Didn't you promise to come back in a week? it's been more, Nad. but why haven't you come back yet?

Say it in the heart. Had he known it would be like this, Soobin would definitely not have let go of Nada back then.

"If you can't see me, let me come see you"

"Don't, later if you don't manage to find me, you will definitely cry.You better wait here"

"Hey, it's good how I might cry you"

"You promise you won't cry because of me?"

"Of course"

Soobin lowered her head. He refused, he wanted to cry. His chest could not bear having to endure the longing any longer. Soobin wants Nada back.

If Nada had really come back and seen him cry, Soobin would have been laughed at by Nada. But sorry, let Soobin cry now.

"Soobins.. " Hearing that voice, Soobin immediately looked back. That, the voice of Tone. Yeah, that's the tone.

As soon as Soobin looked back, Nada was already standing there in the same clothes when the girl left. Soobin immediately approached Nada, but strangely the girl smiled and ran out.

"Nad-wait!"

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pov: Doctor Kang is waiting for you to know ajhsydgysvvf :')