July [ Soobin ]

[ Episode 34 ] of July.

..."When a Servant says, 'My Lord, I hate this life' then He replies, 'Who told you to love the life of the world? love Me enough, then I'll fix your life'"...

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The two Netra Tones were glued to the window that was getting wet from drizzling. Doctor Lee and Taehyun are back, Grandma is buried.

I don't know, Nada had to do what after this all happened to her. His life expectancy just broke up. Several times her tears fell, not expecting anything to happen today.

Dad, Mom, Brother, I don't know. Everyone left Nada alone. Even if you say Nada still has Doctor Lee and Taehyun, it will not be able to eliminate the lonely feeling of living without family from the heart of Nada.

You will never know how to live with others if you have never experienced them.

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"What's your name, son?"

"My name is Nada, Auntie.."

The old woman chuckled softly, "I am no longer young, call me Grandma, your Grandma.."

Smiling tone, "Alright, Grandma.."

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"What's wrong with your face, son? why bruise like this? tell me, what's going on?"

"I'm fine, Grandma.."

"You want to lie to your own grandmother? you want to lie to me, Nada?"

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"Here, son. eat, Grandma make Odeng for you. let's eat quickly, if the cold is not good.."

"Thank you, Grandma.."

"Together, darling.."

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"Listen, Nada... You sleep here, let Grandma go to the house to bring your mother here, huh?"

"But, Grandma.."

"Already, Nada. This is not a problem that you have to deal with. It's an adult problem, son. I promise I will bring Yoona here"

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"TONE?!"

Bugh.

"STOP IT! WHOOSOK!!"

"WHAT?! WHO DO YOU DARE TO STOP ME?! HUH?!!"

"DO YOU NOT HAVE A HEART?! SHE'S YOUR DAUGHTER!! HE'S YOUR SON, HOOSEOK!!"

"WHAT DO YOU CARE ABOUT ME?! SHE AND YOONA BOTH DON'T KNOW THEMSELVES!!"

"YOU! YOU DON'T KNOW YOURSELF!!"

"DON'T INTERFERE! YOU OLD GRANDMA!!"

Duaghhhh

"DAD?!!"

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Again, Tone tears fell. Remembering all the memories he had with Grandma. All the love and affection that Grandma had given him, Nada was very grateful for that.

Behind the cruel life that has been written for Nada, Grandma can be an eraser of grief so that Nada can rise again.

Grandma taught Nada a lot. About patience, courage, gentleness, love and love, and much more.

If Grandma can give it all to Nada, then why can't Nada just say thank you to her?

Wh why? why was Nada unable to express her gratitude to Grandma before she went far away? why wasn't Nada by his side when Grandma was going through a difficult time? why is Nada asleep? wh why? why Yes Robb?

Now, everything is just regret. All too late, just waiting for the right time to get all the answers to his questions.

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Lunch time arrives.

Taehyun slowly entered into the room of Tone. The room was so spacious, a clanking sound filled the surroundings. His heart became even more worried about someone inhabiting this room.

The man goes deeper, the net is guerrilla. He did not find Nada on top of his ward. Wherever

"Nad?" finally, he met the girl in front of the bedroom window with the position of the head sunk over the two folded hands. Tone's hair was a little messy, the soles of his feet were so cold.

The girl did not answer. Is he sleeping?

The man slashed the distance, his fingers moved to shine the hair that covered the beautiful face of Nada. As soon as Taehyun saw Nada's face, his heart was slightly scratched. This girl seemed to be asleep from tired of crying.

The hair that is located around the face of the Tone looks soaked. The closed eyes are also moist and appear reddened. Her cheeks feel warm.

Taehyun gently rubbed the head of Tone, rubbing the remains of tears around those beautiful telepathic eyes with a bitter heart.

Nada had been struggling all this time with tears and sweat, Taehyun understood, Nada must be very tired now. Tone definitely wanted to rest, Nada definitely wanted to give up, but the girl remained silent and tried to cover everything up.

One hope Taehyun, when this child comes home later, his Lord can receive Nada with affection.

"Tone.." she said, "Take a look, your feet are cold from touching the tiles for too long"

Tone began to move, Taehyun helped him to get up, then put him back to sleep on top of the ward while enveloping him with feelings.

The girl went back to sleep. At least now Nada can rest comfortably without getting cold again.

Taehyun went to pick up his lunch box, then sat back down on the side of the Nada ward. Taehyun's favorite place at lunch, not in the cafeteria or in this room, but wherever it is as long as Nada is nearby. That's Taehyun's favorite place.

Right after Taehyun finished his meal, Nada woke up with a panicked expression. This made the man surprised.

"What's wrong?" tanyakanya.

Heart beat Tone moved quickly, his breathing irregular. Tone looked at Taehyun frantically "What time is it now?"

"Two o'clock, over thirty minutes"

"God I-" immediately, Nada got off her ward and rushed to get out of the room.

"Nad, Nad. wait" The man held Nada's arm from behind, as if he knew where Nada was going.

"What's Taehyun? let go, I'm too late" said the girl, still in a panicked tone.

"Nad.." said Taehyun as he shook his head slowly.

The girl began to wake up. He turned his gaze away which began to be blurred by tears. His hands weakened, he was just aware of something.

Grandma has gone home, why did she go to her room?

Taehyun immediately embraced the girl with warmth. As for the girl, again her heart was broken. Her tears fell suddenly.

In that warm embrace, Nada started to voice softly at Taehyun "Taehyun-ah. don't be like them huh.."

"They said they loved me.."

"But in fact, they all left.."

"They all went to leave me alone, Taehyun.." Tone cried even more and more. Taehyun's breathing sounded heavier.

"I won't leave you, Nada. I won't make you feel alone, don't cry, you still have Taehyun,"

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The next day, at 08:00.

The days after Grandma's departure were very slow. From then on, Nada just kept quiet in the room, while waiting for Taehyun to rest. The environment outside would only make him even more sad.

Plus, the results of this morning's examination.

Doctor Lee said, I don't know when Nada can still survive. The bitter drugs seem to be a staple food that does not cure anything, just relieve it.

Dozens of syringes and infusion bags, now as if a special display in the room Tone. Now his hand is connected to a half-living infusion bag.

Tone's gaze looked forward, then circled around. In his heart he asked many questions.

"If I leave here, who will occupy this room?"

"When I come home, this room will be filled with tears?"

"Or, only the clink is left?"

"Will the smell of these drugs be smelled even when I'm gone?"

"Will Doctor Lee take me home?"

"Then, if I go back, will Taehyun be okay?"

"And, Soobin?"

"What if he finds out about me later?"

"Will he be angry? is she gonna hate me because I've been covering this up from her all this time?"

"Will he get hurt?"

"How will it be?"

I don't know, it all came to pass suddenly. And by the way, Nada misses Soobin very much. It had only been a month that she had separated, but her heart just kept wanting to meet the man.

Sometimes, Nada fantasizes that she will come here and hold her tightly. About what height is Soobin now? is he healthy? what are you doing?

Did Soobin miss Nad---

Cclack.

A reflex tone turned towards the door. His gaze was transfixed when he saw someone standing in the doorway of Nada's room.

He, a man who was also looking at him while shedding tears.

The girl's breathing started to get irregular, her eyes heating up to make a dam run down her cheeks.

No way, this must be just an imaginary tone. But why does he look so real? why is he really there?

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[According to you, who came just now? 👀]

Tbc~

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