July [ Soobin ]

[ Episode 35 ] of July.

..."You're beautiful like a butterfly"...

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...- July -...

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Tone rose with teary eyes, staring at the male figure who was also staring at him with wet eyes in the doorway.

"Sister Yeonjun.." he said. Instantly, the man immediately hugged tightly Nada while closing his eyes "For so long, where did you go?.. Nada's been trying to find you, but the results are nil.."

Yeonjun's cry broke. He could not hear the shrill voice of the younger sister he had been leaving alone.

"Sorry," only that one word can Yeonjun reveal now. Deeply guilty, he cursed himself when he realized what he had done to his own sister two years ago.

When he leaves Nada in a state of chaos, when he chooses selfish will be happy himself, when Yeonjun wants greedy not to be burdened by anyone.

Though Nada desperately needed his presence back then, but Yeonjun preferred to go far, running away from trouble.

"I don't even know what else to say after this, Nad. I feel unworthy to get your forgiveness, I failed. I failed to be an older brother to you.." yeonjun said later.

Tone crying, she shed a lot of tears in Yeonjun's arms.

"At that time, I couldn't think long Nad.."

"To be honest after I've gone far, my heart has never been separated from you, but my brain has always forced me to be selfish and, stupidly, I follow the order" he continued.

Tone let go of the pelican, then looked at Yeonjun bawling, "Then, what made you come back to me? isn't brother happy to go from all the trouble?"

Yeonjun was glued for a moment.

"For now, you may scold me. Anger me until you are satisfied, even if you start to hate me, I will accept it. I will not leave you again, that is my promise.. if you don't want to accept me again, at least allow me to make amends" explained the man.

Tears fell back, "Do I have to trust you now? say it.."

Hearing that, Yeonjun huffed. He simply could not defend himself in the face of Nada. He is the most guilty in this.

"After the incident, trauma filled the space of my heart, brother.I don't know who to believe in, I don't know anymore.."

"At that time I felt, how unwanted my presence in anyone's life.I lost everything.."

"I thought I'd better stand on my own with my feet, but I couldn't. By then, my heart was completely broken, I needed a warm hug, but it didn't seem to be available to me"

"I'm sick, brother, I don't even know how long I'm gonna be able to get by with all this"

"But it's okay, I was just hurt.."

"Until the time God presented Grandma in my life, I can still say that I'm fine, but now, she's gone.." The girl was silent for a moment, then went back to talking "I hope, my heart is still able to pretend 'nothing' in front of others" Tada smiled wryly.

"But unfortunately, you are my brother, Brother Yeonjun.The blood that flows in your body, is the same blood as me. Without saying it, I know.. brother must understand how I feel even though I've tried to hide as weepy as possible"

"At least, thank you for coming home.I really miss big brother" Nada clasped Yeonjun's tall body tightly. Hearing all of Nada's expressions, Yeonjun's heart grew sore.

This time, Yeonjun promised. He would actually remain on the side of Nada until the time that separated the two. He will not repeat the same mistake.

Yeonjun wanted to make Nada smile, he wanted to be the reason behind Tone's smile.

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Taehyun heaved a sigh of relief. Tone looked fine after the arrival of his older brother. His heart was a little calm.

But on the other hand, he was a little sad. If Nada already has Yeonjun, it means that there is no longer room for Taehyun to be a part of it.

By the way Taehyun is now standing outside the room Nada. He was watching Yeonjun and Nada who were chatting together inside.

Later in the afternoon, he will take the items that are still left in the room Nada to move. He can't be there anymore.

"To be away from you, why does it feel so hard, Nad?" he said in his heart "I've even tried a thousand times, the results are nil"

Taehyun smiled faintly, then turned around to leave. He has to take care of something else, he'll meet Nada later.

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So, Taehyun went straight to his own room. Dinner alone there.

A few minutes passed, while Taehyun was still busy with his food, the door of the room was knocked from outside.

"Lake in" said.

The handle began to move, the door opened, then displayed a beautiful female figure with a thin smile on her face.

Taehyun, he immediately got up while opening the door with a big smile on his face.

"You should have said, Tone is outside" Taehyun said.

"You didn't visit me, so I came here" replied Nada.

"Here in" Taehyun pulled up Nada's arm slowly to let her in and closed the door. Now they're sitting on the soft carpet "Have eaten yet?"

Tone nodded softly, "Why don't you go to the room to meet me?" tanyanya.

"I think if I see you, you'll feel disturbed" Taehyun explained.

"Who said? I was actually waiting for you from earlier, but you never came" Tone stared softly at Taehyun's face. The man smiled thinly.

"You waiting for me? what's for?"

"Did I ever tell you an excuse when I said I was waiting for you?"

Taehyun chuckled softly. Nada never did that, because he said there was no reason to wait for Taehyun's arrival to come to meet Nada. The girl said for no reason she would always want Taehyun's arrival.

"Sir Yeonjun has come, I think you no longer need to be in the cane" Taehyun looked at Nada gently with a smile.

"Other times, no matter what the circumstances, keep coming to see me, Taehyun.believe me I always want you to visit even if only for a few moments" Nada's voice sounded very soft. The girl turned her eyes.

"Alright, I'll always come to see you later" Taehyun patted gently the top of Nada's head, "Here, open your mouth"

The man thrust a piece of fruit sandwich at Nada. Instead of opening his mouth, Nada actually rewinded his body.

"What's wrong? you like this, right?" Taehyun.

"That's your ration, just eat there, I'm full"

"Since when have you been full of your favorite foods, huh?"

Tone was silent, staring at Taehyun.

"Let's open your mouth quickly, aaa" Taehyun acted like he was feeding a child. His mouth opened so that Nada would open her mouth.

The two neutral mists of Tone glued to Taehyun. All this time, the man before him had never changed.

He memorizes all the favorite foods and drinks of Nada, he knows how to behave when Nada needs help, he is always gentle when Nada starts to be stubborn, he is very patient, he is a good man.

I don't know, how can Nada find Taehyun-like men in this world. Clearly, he is very happy.

"Hey, why daydream?" Taehyun chuckled softly, Tone of a small thud. Gosh darn.

"You are beautiful, Tone" Taehyun said later. The tone that heard that instantly stared at the innocent Taehyun "You're beautiful like a butterfly"

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