
Dana is very happy because her relationship and the Clouds have been completely harmonious these few weeks. Awan even invited him to visit om and aunt in Bandung.
"Zinc?" ask the Clouds to Dana. The woman nodded and smiled.
"You know what, I want to live in Bandung. No reason, this city is like giving me magic to always come back here" Dana smiled. That afternoon, Awan and Dana enjoyed the atmosphere of the city park with a gentle breeze hitting them.
"Mba, want that!" point Shanum at one of the merchants there.
"Same as you?" Said the Cloud carrying Shanum. Dana looked towards the two with a warm look. He knew the Clouds were very happy with the little boy. He also knew that the clouds really crave the baby that will color the days of both of them.
"Yok home? it's going to be a chore" Dana said, tidying up Shanum's hair when they both returned. The clouds lowered Shanum from his carrier. Dana holding her sister's hand walked down the grassy road.
"It's funny, what's his name?" ask a mother when they pass by.
"Shanum aunt," Dana told the mother.
"The first child?" ask Dana.
"Young..."
"Yes first aunt," replied Awan cutting off his wife's remark. Dana just smiled and decided not to say anything more. He just smiled at the word Cloud.
Shanum fell asleep in the carseat of the back seat.
"Women or men?" ask Dana spontaneously on the Cloud.
"What?" ask the cloud who does not understand the words of his wife.
"First kid, we've never talked about this before" Dana smiled. Clouds then clasped Dana's hand, smilingly looking at his wife.
"The child is left, want a boy or a girl, which is important healthy, you and I are also menggejalaninnya." java Awan on Dana.
Arriving at the aunt and om's house, Awan held Shanum who was still asleep. Dana removed the carseat that was in her car. He also brought Shanum's belongings into the house.
"Repot huh?" ask Iyan when Dana walks into the house.
"A little bit" Dana said with a smile.
"Exercise, tomorrow if you have a child so, haven't filled up until now?" ask Iyan to his father.
"Not yet" Dana replied smilingly.
"No papa, lots of prayers. God willing, will be loved by God spit." said om Iyan patted his nephew's shoulder.
"Om used to fit Shanum was born, must be really cool?" ask Dana. He still lowered his head not daring to look towards om Iyan.
"Sir, you don't have to worry, om sure that Cloud loves you. So whatever it is om sure he'll continue to be with you."
"Honestly, Dana is afraid that she can't be a good parent, a lot of what Dana really thinks about being a parent" Dana explained.
"There is no perfect parent nduk, want to be whenever, his name so the parents are both learning. Not just children, parents too. No parent fails, no parent succeeds. Because there is no measuring instrument. Every parent gives the best to their child. In their own way. You must be like that when you become a parent. There is no patent method 'how to be a successful parent, no!' the boy's paper the old man's pen. Sometimes if we keep writing wrong, yes deleted, crossed out, use tip-x, nothing will be really clean smooth, will never exist. What else we write is not just one or two sentences. We write many sentences throughout our lives." Dana looked at Iyan. He tried to digest his words. "You know, there must be a lot of things you're considering. Om sure you can choose the best option, for you, and for the Clouds." om Iyan continued. Dana just smiled back at Iyan.
"Way to deck?" dana lirih.
"careful huh? send a message when you get home" aunty told the two of them.
Dana and Awan drove by in their car. The morning was so cold that Dana turned off the AC in their car.
"The cold Bandung is very good," said Dana.
"Five years and five years later we buy a house here" said Awan.
"Can you move?" ask Dana to the Cloud.
"You can be the one in question."
"There's a branch office in Bandung, just don't know if I'm removed from the head office or not" Dana said laughing.
"What about us? ten more years, twenty more." Cloud's mind looked forward thinking of himself and Dana.
"I'm still the same you're not Wan?" ask Dana spontaneously.
"What the hell are you talking about, and still! I married you for a lifetime!" cloud replied a little annoyed by Dana's question.
"You love me?" Dana looked at the clouds. Somehow Dana felt that Cloud's heart wasn't entirely hers.
"Do I still need to answer?" The clouds seem to dislike the question from his wife. Dana just silently turned her face. He no longer argued with the clouds. The woman looked out the window without continuing her words.
Arriving at home, Dana left for the office as usual. The clouds didn't talk much that day either. It was like keeping a distance from Dana.
"Pull me over!" said Rindang to Dana. "Why is it early in the morning that the vibes are gloomy?"
"No papa, no ordinary." replied Dana while drinking the tea in her hand. He was standing next to the glass wall in his office. Seen there the sky burning buildings towering from a distance.
"Because of email?" ask Rindang to try to guess.
"No, I didn't expect much anyway. Lately there are many things to consider." replied Dana smiling.
"But to be honest with me, you're hoping, right?" Rindang looked at Dana curiously. "Well, does anyone know about this?" Dana just kept quiet and didn't answer. His mind was completely exhausted when recalling the Clouds. Dana just smiled and patted Rindang's shoulder. He went into the room and went back to work. Rindang just stared at Dana who left.
Dana got a phone call from the cloud.
"Hello Wan?" greet Dana from behind the phone.
"I can't pick you up, I'm home tonight" said Awan briefly.
"Okay, no papa. I can take a taxi later."
"Okay" replied the Cloud briefly. He then hung up his phone. Dana knows that Awan is still upset with her but she only thinks that the Clouds need time to improve her mood.
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