JODOHKU CLASSMATE

FUND CONFUSION

Dana was really shocked by the behavior of the Clouds. He could not understand why the man was hugging him. Before long, the clouds let go of his hugging. Dana looked at the clouds questioningly.

"Why?" ask Dana to the Cloud. The woman's eyes kept looking at the man in front of her. He traced every point there trying to find the answer to his question.

"Next week, I'm going to Bandung. I have an appointment with you." Cloud's words really raised a bigger question mark on his mind. How not, the man who hugged her earlier now brought up about his promise with om Iyan.

"For what?"

"I want to be serious with you." Dana took some distance from the Clouds after hearing it. He was really shocked to hear the words of the Clouds.

"You crazy?"

"And you realize? many signs that make me sure that God is your son?"

"But you're not sane Wan!"

"But Dan,"

"I don't know what makes you like this. But, I know that this is a short decision from you! Why Wan? Is it just that you've been hugging me, you've become like this?"

"I've been thinking about this for a long time Dan. How do we meet, how do we separate, and now that we're close like this, you don't feel like this isn't a coincidence?"

"You are coincidental or not, I don't understand your attitude like this." Dana then walked away from the clouds. He was very confused at the attitude of the Cloud who suddenly changed. During this time, Dana was indeed impressed to let the man get close to her. Not because he likes him or he has forgotten Vishnu. He only wants to be friends with the Clouds, because he does not want to have enemies let alone his fate is really the same as the Clouds. They can't be together with the people they love.

The clouds prevented Dana from leaving. He confronted the woman right at the door.

"Surge Wan! I'm going home!"

"And, I want us to try first. Do you want to be constantly imagined by Vishnu? the man was married by his mother's choice. You don't want to pay that back?"

"I'm not that kind of person Wan! I am sincere to Vishnu! I let him go because I love him!" Dana looked angry at the words of the clouds. He did not expect the clouds to think that way about him. "I, never have a cunning mind as well as the brother of Vishnu! I thought you were good Wan. I didn't think you were so short-minded. I'm disappointed you rated me as a classless woman like the one in your brain Wan!" Dana then put away the hand of Cloud blocking the door in front of her. He then walked out of the house.

The clouds only saw Dana's departure without preventing her. He also felt guilty for making the woman angry and misunderstood his intentions. The cloud thinks Dana's words are right. He made a decision too soon because of his mother's words. The clouds carried away, he only thought of a way to quickly forget Rachel.

The woman called an online taxi and chose to go home. Dana doesn't want to be played again by other men including Awan. He held his anger in the clouds.

"How can he talk like that!" Dana closed her eyes, trying to forget her anger at the Clouds.

That night, the Clouds were so agitated at the thought of Dana. He felt guilty for his reckless actions. He also regretted his words to Dana. The sleepless cloud took his car keys and drove to Dana's boarding house. He can't let this situation drag on.

At the store, Dana felt the same way. He can't sleep at all. He called me Iyan.

"Hello, why nduk? how about the phone night?" Answer me Iyan.

"Where to ask, Clouds have the same promise Om?" Om Iyan smiled at Dana's question.

"He agrees?"

"Om, Dana understands what Iyan means well. But, Dana please don't force him like that. Dana doesn't want to if she decides to be with Dana just because of pressure from you."

"Sir, um never forced him. Om just gave him a chance on her."

"But that burdened him, when he suddenly said he wanted to come to keep his promise with om? Dana doesn't want him to do it because he's forced to."

"Do you know why you're acting like that to the Clouds?" Dana frowned hearing Iyan's question. Honestly, he really doesn't understand what he means. "Om it's a boy, om you know that actually you are comfortable together. Regardless of you still in love or whatever it was with your partner first. But I'm sure, there's no way Awan will take you here, stay here. Even to the day off just to take you."

"Om misunderstood that, he went to Bandung because he also needed a vacation, he broke up from his old girlfriend." Om Iyan did not respond to Dana's words. He just breathed heavily.

"Sir, when are you going to be like that? when will you close your heart to someone else?" The words om Iyan really made Dana think. Is he still closing his heart tightly to new people. Dana doesn't know if she did it unconsciously. His long-locked heart had already been reopened, even broken again by the same person.

"Where should it be how about om? Dana can't decide anything." The woman began to shed tears. I don't know why he's tired of everything.

"Begging Allah's guidance, only he knows the answer."

Dana hung up the phone from Iyan after a long conversation with him. His mind continued to be confused to think about the words about the clouds. The woman tried to sleep after.

Dana slept in her tears. But somehow his mind brought him to wake up in the middle of the night. Then he sat on his bed. Looking blankly at the room.

The wall clock shows at 1 am that time. Dana only slept for 2 hours. He took the initiative to take ablution and perform night prayers. He begged God for guidance on the concerns of his heart. He just wants to be given the best for his life. After praying and praying, he opened his book. The Arabic script in the book. Dana seemed solemn to read and understand the writing in it.

After about 1 hour, he began to sleep. The woman's eyes closed trying to sleep. Still with the face he was wearing. Saying, he heard the sound of a car stopping in front of his hostel. The woman did not care about the sound from outside. He just tried to shut down and embrace the book in his hands.

Dret...

The sound of the phone on the table rubbed his ears. He was a little upset because someone called him at night.

"Who is, there is no such thing as a nelefon malem-malem" said Dana monologue.

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