JODOHKU CLASSMATE

IT'S NOT OKAY

After the event was over, Dana took the time to chat with Sad and Nisa's sister. Nisa who knows if Dana has been married first asks for advice for her marriage to Sad's sister.

"This is true, communication. Until now yes we are still a lot of lack, wherever in the future as long as each other insya Allah will survive. Mutual support, mutual struggle, mutual respect, mutual succumb to lower the ego. Yes, I still fight a lot with the clouds. Equally stubborn we, just back to what your marriage goals are. If you still want to fight together yes lasting." said Dana at length. "Sad is more patient in my opinion, it can be" said Dana continued his speech.

"It's very patient of him, so sometimes I'm afraid he who will not stand me who likes urgency, anger, scolding." Nisa smiled looking at her friend.

"He love you so much! that's what I know." Dana smiled at her new cousin.

"Darling, I helped take this to Nisa's place with Sad's sister?" cloud asked his wife.

"Oh, yes, I'm so pretentious!" answer Dana casually. The clouds brought some of Nisa and Sad's belongings and gifts received by the bride and groom. Dana continues her chat with Nisa. In the room there were also some female cousins Dana waiting for them.

"And, look for it" said Angga, one of Dana's male cousins.

"Who are you looking for?" ask Dana curiously.

"Don't know, Sad's friend." Hearing that, Dana immediately knew who was looking for him. Nisa looked at Dana meaningfully.

"If you're not comfortable don't have to meet Dan," Nisa told Dana. Nisa who knows who the person who Angga means also gave advice to Dana. Dana thought for a moment to decide. He cannot keep avoiding Vishnu. Inevitably, there will definitely be times when they meet and cross paths. He thinks he has to be an adult. Dana is a married woman, she should not be bothered with other men just because of her mass.

"However?" dana said smiling. He then moved from his sitting position and left the room. Dana decides to meet Vishnu's brother. He thought there might be something that Vishnu wanted to tell him and when he met the man, there was no awkward feeling he felt. Dana is sure there will be no problem just because he chatted for a moment with Wisnu's brother.

"Sister? find me?" dana asked when she saw Wisnu's brother who was sitting in the park near where the reception was held.

"Hi, yes" he replied awkwardly.

"What's wrong?" ask Dana curiously.

"No, I'd like to ask you a word."

"Oh, I'm good. What about Vishnu?" ask Dana for pleasantries.

"Okay." she replied briefly.

"Vega?" ask Dana again.

"Well" said the man smiling. However, the look on the face of Vishnu shows something else. Dana didn't see the happiness on the face of the man in front of her.

"Anyone wants Vishnu to talk to me? aboutwhat? oh, Vega's pregnant program must be right?" Dana tried to guess.

"No" he answered briefly.

"Keep on what?" Dana frowned hearing Vishnu's reply.

Wisnu seemed to think hard before finally opening his mouth. He took a cue to explain to Dana the intention of him wanting to meet with Dana.

"What do you mean?"

"I don't love her, I feel guilty about marrying without love. I feel guilty about him. That's why I can't touch him. I know Vega's been trying to be a good wife to me. But I don't know and I have to what about that woman." brother Vishnu looks frustrated when talking to Dana.

"Sister, I don't think you should have told me this. Whether we're close as friends or we've been close before, I shouldn't have heard of this."

"I don't know who else wants to tell the same story! you're the only one on my mind. You're the only one I can trust to listen to my story." brother Vishnu pressed his words.

"Okay, so what do you want Vishnu?" dana asked to calm things down.

"I don't know Dan, my heart doesn't make Vega Dan. I don't know how to change my heart." Vishnu then sat in the garden chair. He rubbed his face rough.

"Sister, love takes time. If indeed brother Vishnu can not love Vega now, I am sure with the passage of time the feeling will grow by itself. Brother Vishnu only needs to open the heart of brother to accept the existence of Vega beside brother Vishnu." Dana tried to speak and give understanding to Vishnu.

"It's not that easy Dan!" brother Vishnu looked at Dana with a sad look.

"Easy or difficult it depends on Vishnu's own brother,"

"It's not easy for me!" brother Vishnu pressed his words. Dana looked me in the eyes of the man in front of her. The look of guilt and regret he had seen when they ended the relationship first.

"Sister! brother Vishnu must try." Dana tried to convince the man.

"It's not that easy and, because I still love you!"

Dana was shocked to hear Vishnu's sudden words. He really did not expect if the man blatantly said things that he should not say when he was with their respective partners.

Dana was silent for a long time until she finally responded to Vishnu's words. "No! please,..." Dana looked at Vishnu with a disappointed look.

"And, help me! my guilt is the same you are too big. My disappointment when I heard you were married to another man really broke Dana. I didn't think much of a match for Mama with Vega."

"We're the past. That's what Vishnu needs to know. Clouds my future, Vega future brother! I love my husband. And brother Vishnu must also be able to accept and strive to love Vega." Dana was really disappointed with Vishnu's brother who was being irrational.

"I hope this is the last time I hear about this from Vishnu. I'm a married woman. Brother Vishnu is a married man. I don't want to have a problem with my brother or Vega. I don't want the Cloud to misunderstand us either." Dana left Vishnu's brother with mixed feelings. He was sad to see Vishnu's unhappy brother by his own choice. He was also disappointed with Vishnu who did not think rationally. But the thing that makes him very angry is that brother Vishnu evokes painful memories that Dana wants to bury along with the fading of his love for Vishnu's brother.

Dana saw a cloud standing not far from where she and Vishnu spoke. The clouds looked at Dana with a deep look of disappointment.

"Women..." Dana was really made to panic because of the arrival of the Clouds that she did not expect. His steps came to a halt when he saw the Cloud staring at him intently.

"No, that,..."

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